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Alone.. all alone.. I should be happy right?.. this is what I've wanted

Not like this.. not like this No no no no

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Is one night without being yelled at for talking to people i care for not a fucking option at this point?-

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This can be used as an anon confessions page ya know, hell that's the point of the anon only

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Make sure I get everything done-

even if parents are upset gotta do something-

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One week left ig-

so.. not excited, I wasn't asked what I wanted let alone if I wanted anything

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I FUCKING LOVE SEABUNNIES

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H-hello Uzi.

I hope y-you are doing well [smile]

Take care of yourself-elf.

-Cyn

Hey there bud,

been doing alright just a little crazy- lol

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Small ED mention warning

I think I may... We may

Have some sort of ED- just thinking about eating makes us feel sick and hungry...

And I really only feel comfortable doing it alone, at night, or with people I trust-

When I'm not being forced to by our own body and parents

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For anyone wondering why it's anon-only

So

1, I can weed out bots

2, so you can possibly vent to this account without needing to worry about others seeing

3, Tbh it feels safer to an extent, plus I can just delete any weird asks ^^

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Also 4 the record

I'm a dog-bat creature thingy, not just a bat u-u

/gen /silly

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Probs gonna start posting more here lol-

Cringe lord Uz lol-

that's dumb

ANYWAYS NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT :D

separated because idk how tumblr feels about nightgown bs and i don't care enough to find out

it is sfw

Me doodle :3

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Some of these "drones" don't know when to fuck of?!

Be happy I'm even doing anything DAMN.

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God can she just go .3 seconds without being the prettiest drone on earth

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Totally not posting an basically entire song... totally not.. FUCKIN' BITE ME- Please read the entire thing or whatever- 's not a vent lol- just a song i like

In the city of the dead I lay stuck inside my bed The house burns down around me The language of the lost

Pouring from their open mouths Nobody can hear a thing Suddenly, I'm breathing in the smoke Surrounded by the bodies

As I’m tugging on my chains I’ll be swallowed by the flames Freedom dripping from the sink

I don’t need forgiveness

I just wanna talk and for you to listen I know I’d only raise the suspicion of my cause My burns, they throb to the beat of your heart

Am I a [robot] or a doll?Am I anything at all? Maybe a soul like me Doesn’t even need to know

As I woke up from the dream I had lost all self-esteem The burning home had cowed me I thought that I was safe

now I’ll never be the same Tossed aside for making a scene Do I know who I pretend to be? Of whom am I a copy?

Yes, it made me who I am But I'll never understand Why it had to happen to me Temperament or sickness? Holler all you want! "No one" ever listens If only I had raised my suspicion of the cause Would you have noticed it at all? ...

Ones and zeros True or false? Reset system to default Faking the rest of it But I can’t remember why

On my knees, I try to crawl Fire-charred collapsing walls Crying out for somebody There is no one to reply..

Not [robot] nor a dollI’m not anything at all I’m just an entity Finding out the way to go

But these fingers and these palms Full of love despite the "scars" They show indisputably I have so much more to grow

Oh, I can change I can evolve I can get up when I fall I’ll live contentedly I don’t need a reason why

Standing tall and standing strong I have found where I belong In the arms of somebody~ There is no more need to cry

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Song lyrics!! >> Entropy, by Awkward Marina ~ Feeling crazy + I just like the song~

I'm sittin' here in the sunshine This place is not mine And all is not fine Like, where is all my [corruption?] [I need destruction to make me feel okay!]

Did I get lost along the way Playing nice like they wanted me to be? You tried so hard to make a "hero" out of me But there are some rules I don't obey And I just wanna cause a little [entropy!!]

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Going a little crazzzyy~

[I'm god I'm god I'm god]

[I'm powerful. I'm god..]..

I'm... Mmm...I want my home back

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Fuckin' "Put your phone up do your school" meh meh memmm

Bite me!

I do what I fuckin want old man >:(