#uzi fictionkin

[theabsolutesolver]

nvm my md fixation is NOT leaving as well as this shift

[silly-cr0ww]

INTRO!!

*IM AN UZI FICTIONKIN THIS IS NOT A ROLEPLAY ACCOUNT. I JUST WANNA MAKE SOME FRIENDS*

╰─ ✮⋆˙ About me: 🌌┇Name: Uzi Doorman or nicknames but I dont got any 💫┇Gender: Agender//any pronouns 👾┇Age: under 18 ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ ╰─ ✮⋆˙ My Favorite… 🌀┇Food: MASHED TATERS or pancakes ⭐️┇Color: Yellow and Purple! 🌙┇Songs: anything by the crane wives! 🪐┇Games: ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ ╰─ ✮⋆˙ Interests & More! 🔭┇Likes: Murder drones (current hyperfixation), tadc, httyd, fnaf, other things 🛰️┇Dislikes: ONIONS, HATEFUL PEOPLE ️🌕┇Birthday: one of the days in the year 🌑┇Timezone: EST ️🌃┇DM Status: Open to any1! ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

🚫Dni: Pedo, homophobes, transphobes, anti-regression//regression sexualizers, weirdos in general, over 25, idk ill update this

(Userboxes by @biscu1ts )

literally me:

[celestiallyslimy]

tweaking bc i woke up to 100 notifs

literally my reaction

@friendlyneihborhoodpercussionist (my first spam liker!)

thx 4 getting me to the horrifyingly high amount of notes that i have! if i had to guess the combined amount of all of them total, i'd guess around 800, which (to me) is a lot for someone who joined tumblr literally this july-

bite me!

[wintrii-shadows]

already seen at least two callback ping rb chains and aa

[maggotsalterhumanden]

FICTIONKIN MEMORIES!

This is a ramble about my fictionkin memories! I will start off by saying that i am UZI FICTIONKIN, and am canon divergent.

And I am simply organizing by “episode __” “post canon” and memories that I cannot tie to an episode.

- Episode 1:

The episode plays out mainly as it does in canon, except V doesn’t get chained up, and I keep my bandages from the railgun explosion. And Lizzy bullying me..

- Episode 2:

Not many things from this episode, mainly just the memory of what Eldritch J looked like and the fear of trying to run.

- Episode 3:

V POINTS A FUCKING GUN AT ME. And eats a lot of roaches.

I ended up dancing with V instead of N though.

And V made me eat a roach-

- Episode 4:

I remember the feeling of my wings ripping from my back, the feeling of the throw up reaching my throat and the way I heard everyone’s comments and the fear of everyone.

I didn’t want to kill them. I’m so sorry.

V hurt me. A lot.

My bandages fell off this episode, and it left me with a long crack in my visor.

- Episode 5:

HEHEHDHHSSHSH gay.

Started dating V, and ended up being a raven instead of a crow at the manor.

- Episode 6:

Only have a few memories, the feeling of Alice cutting my fingers off, and seeing V’s sacrifice and seeing her get bit by a sentinel.

- Episode 7:

Seeing Cynessa, being terrified at the lack of V

- Episode 8:

Just the suffering of Cyn Tail (She’d been there since ep4 though)

Word memories!:

“Bow.” - Cyn

“Eat the damn bug” - V

“Stupid emo ass biter” - J

“… tiny” - N (FUCK YOU N)

“Why are you like this.” - Nori

Memories I can’t place to episodes!:

- Snuggling V [multiple memories of this.]

- Passing out a lot after episode 4 [Passed out in front of V once]

- Being bullied by Lizzy and her friends

- Being not cared for by Khan

- N abandoning me

- Comfort from V

- Tessa showing me the skulls in her room [ As a raven ]

@the-solver-system

[daughterofnoridoorman]

how does my uzi kintype affects a my identities, alterhuman and lgbt? the reason i love murder drones is because of the way the characters are portrayed. for example, n is more than just the dangerous-but-nice golden retriever. he is too nice for his own good, and by existing he goes against his designed purpose. being kind hurt him, and even though he seems fully aware of that he doesn't stop. this also applies to uzi- she's more than the angsty chosen one teenager. there are so many layers to her personality, which makes it pretty difficult to put a pin on the way that having her as a kintype affects me spoiler alert and mentions of su1cide+v1olence!

1- hooded crow theriotype in home, uzi "hacks" the mind of n (and also v's mind too. whatever) to prevent their memories from being wiped. during this, she takes the form of a hooded crow with the username 'darkxwolf17'. when i took this into consideration, i realized why my crow theriotype was so weird. i felt like a person in a crow's body, not a crow in a human's body, which is how i usually feel with my theriotypes. but being darkxwolf17, NOT a crow made so much more sense. it explained why i got bird shifts even though i didnt feel like a bird, why i felt that way, why i always wanted to make nests despite not wanting eggs. i am the body of a hooded crow, not the crow itself.

2- absolutesolver kin (violence warning) (note; when i refer to the solver, i am referring to the virus itself. not cyn, not yeva, not nori, not doll, not uzi. THE solver. not its hosts.) even though uzi neutralized the absolutesolver, it still 'lives' on in her programming. and it is a separate entity from uzi. in my mind, the absolutesolver represents intrusive, violent thoughts. that definition fits both the way i've come to see it and the canon. as someone who has struggled with intrusive thoughts for years, i've learned not to feel too much shame about them. in my experience, that only makes them worse. i know that it's not my fault i cannot control my thoughts, and i wont beat myself up about it anymore. this may sound like the thing your elementary school teacher would say if you got in a fight, but i may not be able to control my thoughts, but what i can control is whether i react to them or not. that's what uzi did. she learned how to block the absolutesolver from her mind. how to take control of what it gave her without it taking control of her. 3- monsterkin (suicide and violence warning) i am vampirekin and demonkin. for the sake of convinience, i will say 'monsterkin' and use it as a general term when i am talking about both of these identities. in cabin fever, uzi transforms into a 'monster' when she does not consume enough oil to keep herself from overheating. in my case, the consuming oil part is like seeking validation. i have always needed validation, but more than usual. i have tried too hard to be noticed and congratulated, but it never worked. and then, the overheating is like suicidal thoughts. without validation, i start to become suicidal. i need high amounts of validation to stay in a 'normal' mental state. uzi's classmates treated her as a monster, even before she transformed. just for being herself. as someone who is a queer alterhuman and has known that from a young age, this has really resonated with me. for just existing, i am a monster. a creature of sin. the subtle homophobia and transphobia i recieved from my closest friend, combined with the same hatred towards alterhumanity from even more people before i was even ten really messed me up. the way cabin fever is written just really connects to me. uzi's already so fucked up, she doesnt need another factor ruining up her life. but it does it anyways. she's proven to everyone how she's a monster. (im not elaborating for personal reasons) the fact that uzi's classmates at the end of absolute end didnt really care that much just really helps me feel better. they didnt care. why would my classmates care? 4- gender and sexuality before i even knew girls could kiss girls, i liked girls. in particular, i liked people i had a friendship with. however, my friendships were very messed up and i fell in love with anyone my age who could treat me with decent respect. i headcanon uzi as bi, and i didnt understand why (other than the doc martens) until i connected the dots that im uzi. i am bisexual. maybe? and theres also referring to v as hot at ep 8 so... angsty bi queen uzi but, although me, the almalgamation of kintypes and names that i am, the uzi part of me always feels bisexual. always. when i think of myself as uzi, i can only see myself as demisexual-bisexual and demiromantic-biromantic. this also applies to gender- i am an axenlector user. i collect xenogenders. i am cottoncandygender, i am gendersky, i am gummisharkgender, i am starricattic. i am more genders than i can count. and i dont care honestly. but once again, when i really connect to uzi, i can only see myself as feminine. this does vary from demigirl to rosegirl to just girl. 5- notes and stuff! well, thanks for reading all the way through! a like, reblog, or follow would be awesome! every time i referred to uzi as someone else it was like "why r u talking abt urself in third person! YOU ARE UZI DOORMAN!" but alas, i must differentiate between myself and my kintypes,,, maybe one day i will not have to,,, please tell me im not the only one kkkkkkkkk

[fictionkinthingz]

Hii this is my Fictionkin Blog My main is @theabsolutesolver Here is where i will answer questions about my canon

Under the Cut will be my fictionkin list feel free to ask questions about any of my canons for any character

Fictionkin List:

Emojis may be used in Posts/In status to show shift

Susie/Chica (FNAF) 🐣

Vanny/Vanessa (FNAF)🐰

Tabitha (FAZBEAR FRIGHTS HIDE AND SEEK) 📝

Sarah (FAZBEAR FRIGHTS TO BE BEAUTIFUL)🤍

Fake charlie (Fnaf trilogy Novel) 🔪

Novel Elizabeth Afton (fnaf) 🍦

Adam Murray (TMC) 🍎

Michael Afton (FNAF) 🦊

Evan afton (FNAF) 🧸

Eleanor (FNAF TBB + OTHERS) 📿

Ella Doll (Fnaf 1.35am + trilogy novel) ⏰

Charlie Emily (FNAF NOVEL + GAME)💚

Angel Dust (Hazbin Hotel) 💊

Uzi (Murder drones) 💜

Cyn/Cynthia (Murder drones) ⚠️

Alice/017 (Murder drones) 🪚

[dirtmasmanvans]

could you make an Uzi Doorman (Murder Drones) Mood board? (with bats and purple stuff). thanks :)

There's two versions bc I couldn't decide which looked better lol

[memchiix]

Im a little nervous about sharing this but uhm here’s my uzi kinsona

[taehyucng]

SERIAL DESIGNATION N FICTIONKIN FLAG

i made two versions of the flag but to any sd-n fictionkins, here you go!!

[theabsolutesolver]

Hehe shout of to my bestie who made this for me (hiii)

[uzihell]

I drew my friend Marquise Spinneret Mindfang Vriska Aranea Serket... ( @8iastophilia )

this is the real mindfang vro trust.

[kthecritter]

may i request like a uzi doorman fictionkin wallpaper? with the fictionkin symbol and star symbols? slight like emptiness and alone vibes, more toned colors- kinds like my blog layout?

here you go, I hope you enjoy! wow, turns out there’s a lot of uzi kins out there

[wintrii-shadows]

me being mildly upset at having hardly memories for any of my kins, closest being just general vibes and mostly for my spacekin

then cue episode eight of murder drones

im so glad i dont have uzi memories now holy fuck. one of my friends has n memories though. uh. fuck

[maggotsalterhumanden]

“I WISH YOUD COME WITH ME!”

I WISH I HAD MORE TNT :3

[daughterofnoridoorman]

does no one identify as a physical fictionkin... like... really? i made a whole post about how kinning uzi affects my other kintypes and since im a physical uzi fictionkinnie i tried to find physical fictionkin tags but nothin???? i am uzi doorman on every level. i didnt want this organic body and i doubt canon uzi wanted her body to become partially organic. i want to dress like uzi, look like uzi... i want to have a cpu, not a brain. is there no one else who identifies as a physical fictionkin??? was there some secret meeting of the fictionkin where it was deemed that there shall be no physical fictionkin??? why wasnt i invited??? i would be an amazing member to the fictionkin comitee, bite me!