chandraproudcomputerdad

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

I will. Thank you for listening to me.

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

*he snapped back to reality, blinking at her for a few times before nodding and exiting the building*

"Of course, thank you for staying with me and... Telling me about all of this. It was interesting to discover that someone always looks after buildings... And it's heartwarming to know that. I think I'll sleep a little better from now on, with this knowledge keeping at least a little bit of my worries away"

He smiled at her, already thinking about where he should go now... And the answer was probably home. He had a little too many adventures for today, even if they weren't unpleasant.

(I will need you to start as I need something to bounce off of)

/using @twelveside-tower (I think that’s how this is done, I’m unfamiliar with the tumblr rp style)/

Finally, he's home. After travelling to Jupiter and back, he couldn't be happier with the feeling of ground under his feet. It's rare for him to leave his office, but today was just... Such a nice day that he couldn't resist taking a little walk. Maybe he'll get himself some pastries on the way home, that seems like a nice idea, and it will give a purpose to this whole outing. But for now, he's enjoying the calm wind near some building he's not familiar with. It doesn't seem to be lived in... Which is even better. He likes being alone

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

He thought about it for a minute... He doesn't usually visit buildings like that, his home is his little room in the university and he isn't very kin on the idea of leaving it more than necessary. Today was just... An exception. But he did stay at hotels, sometimes he needed to, his job required at least some sort of travel once in a while.

"Well, i really try to... Not think about it too much. I don't want to become paranoid, but a lingering feeling that someone is there was with me every time i visited a hotel. I thought it was because i rarely leave my office, but... Turns out i was wrong"

Now he can sleep there with a peaceful mind, knowing that he probably isn't going insane. It's comforting, especially for a man like Chandra, to know that the feeling of presence in all those places has its, maybe not fully logical, but a valid explanation.

(I will need you to start as I need something to bounce off of)

/using @twelveside-tower (I think that’s how this is done, I’m unfamiliar with the tumblr rp style)/

Finally, he's home. After travelling to Jupiter and back, he couldn't be happier with the feeling of ground under his feet. It's rare for him to leave his office, but today was just... Such a nice day that he couldn't resist taking a little walk. Maybe he'll get himself some pastries on the way home, that seems like a nice idea, and it will give a purpose to this whole outing. But for now, he's enjoying the calm wind near some building he's not familiar with. It doesn't seem to be lived in... Which is even better. He likes being alone

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

Sometimes it takes people a long time to figure out. Just a week ago i would tell you that i am definitely hundred percent a man, and look at me now. But if you're so sure then it's not like i can... Convert you or anything. It's not how that works.

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

I might. I feel like Walter would be delighted to know that we're not leaving you out of the club. You know, maybe you should consider it, men are pretty nice.

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

It's okay, we'll always have space for a third person. Our group is only two for now. Or three. If you count HAL.

Yes, i think you are right here... It wouldn't really change anything. It's not like I'll have to really ask anyone to address me in a certain way... They rarely address me at all. And it's not like I'm a victim, i keep them at arm length myself. So... I guess i do have time to think about it more. Nothing other than that, not many opportunities here, but... Thinking will be enough

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

Experimenting how... Exactly? If you're talking about "experimenting with a man" then yes, i am aware of it. But not much of anything else.

Why would you be the odd one out? Don't worry. We'll include you in our queerness.

I'm not even... Sure if it's possible to measure it in percent. I'm not fully man, but i also don't think i want to be a woman... Being neither would be perfect. But it would also make everything so much... Harder. The world is binary, i wouldn't fit anywhere. Not that i fit in right now, but still.

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

Well... At least you're reliable. Thank you. Still can't quite believe you were the first person on my mind when i decided to talk about this to someone.

I'm still not sure what i am exactly, but i can pretty confidently say that I'm at least 20% not a man. And i have no idea what to do with that now, and i highly doubt that you don't know either.

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

I'm not sure if Hal would understand what I'm worried about. The concept of gender is... Still an awfully human thing. I will try to talk to him, but not right now.

Well, do you know what it is to... Feel like a man? How do you even feel as.. someone?

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

//HELLO!!

To everyone I'm currently in a RP with, i am so sorry that i keep disappearing, i promise I'll try to reply soon!! I haven't been feeling exactly well these few days, the lack of sleep is holding me in a chokehold ...

But yeah!! I'm not disappearing anywhere, just need a bit more time. Thank u for understanding!!

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

I would love for you to accompany me, Sal. Can you tell me what the climate is there? I'm not exactly good with low temperatures. But going with you would be a wonderful experience for both of us, I'm pretty sure I could teach you quite a lot about nature, and you'd be able to explore things as much as you like.

Sal: Dr. Chandra, where would you like to go for a vacation if you'd decide to go on one? Lately you have been more busy than usual! I think a little leasure time would benefit your health down the line!

It's a really good question actually, i definitely have been feeling more exhausted lately... I think mountains would be a good choice. Not sure which ones, but it would be nice to get away from people for a while... Maybe i should plan myself a small vacation, i definitely have more than enough money and... I suppose i can find some time.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

Sal: Dr. Chandra, where would you like to go for a vacation if you'd decide to go on one? Lately you have been more busy than usual! I think a little leasure time would benefit your health down the line!

It's a really good question actually, i definitely have been feeling more exhausted lately... I think mountains would be a good choice. Not sure which ones, but it would be nice to get away from people for a while... Maybe i should plan myself a small vacation, i definitely have more than enough money and... I suppose i can find some time.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

It's very painful to admit but i think you're the closest person to me right now. Okay no these words feel absolutely disgusting to say. And i don't exactly understand who do you mean under "my little confidante".

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

Turns out you can use other pronouns than the ones that was given to you. I'm not stupid, i know that transgender people exist but i never considered using anything else rather than he to myself and now... The opportunities are overwhelming. Again, why am i even telling you this out of all the people?

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

"No, no, it's quite alright, i love learning new things. I never thought that spirits like this could... Exist, but i am very grateful for your work, looking over buildings sounds like a tiring job."

He listened to everything she said very closely, and now was more... Processing the information. It never occurred to him that someone like that existed, but it's not like he thought about inhuman life too much, at least he tried not to. Still this was a very rewarding experience, now he'll be a little less anxious when feeling a presence of someone in a room alone

(I will need you to start as I need something to bounce off of)

/using @twelveside-tower (I think that’s how this is done, I’m unfamiliar with the tumblr rp style)/

Finally, he's home. After travelling to Jupiter and back, he couldn't be happier with the feeling of ground under his feet. It's rare for him to leave his office, but today was just... Such a nice day that he couldn't resist taking a little walk. Maybe he'll get himself some pastries on the way home, that seems like a nice idea, and it will give a purpose to this whole outing. But for now, he's enjoying the calm wind near some building he's not familiar with. It doesn't seem to be lived in... Which is even better. He likes being alone

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

Whatever this.... Gender thing is.

Turns out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.

[chandraproudcomputerdad]

//OOC

Me when a typo (I'm blowing myself up)

Turn out middle age crisis wasn't enough for me.