chanluster

[chanluster]

hello all 😃

I was gonna post this at midnight on the first day of 2022, but real life is a bitch and in truth i forget things really easily now.

still, as 2021 has ended, i feel as if i had to come out of my hibernation and say a few things about this blog, and its impact.

first of all, i saw my fics hitting new milestones, and i couldn’t even believe that despite me being barely here i receive so much love and appreciation from you people. it means so much, and truly so much, that every single one of you take the time to read my mostly horny ramblings and leave a like, comment, reblog or ask 🥺 to know i am appreciated while i am not here has been one of my greatest achievements.

second, but most importantly, i wanted to mention a few people who have definitely impacted my 2021, and the fics they brought with them.

@mocimori — CHIAAAAA, LOMLLLLL TREASURE OF MY HEART 😭😭😭❤️❤️😭❤️😭😭❤️ you are another ive wronged with my terrible replies but now i see why you complained about uni 😭 that shit SUCKS but ever since you sent in those Paris asks you have managed to make me a complete SIMP of you and every artwork you’ve made of SKZ and genshin makes me wanna like retweet reblog bookmark comment subscribe EVERYTHING !!! you’re so insanely talented and to top it off you are literally one of the nicest people I’ve ever met????? pls pls forgive me for never replying and pls let’s write that anti hero! skz fic we are not doing it justice w all those theories we had 💀💀 i love you so so much and i hope you’re doing amazing ☹️❤️

@bruh-changbin — oh my fucking god . SKY. My Bitch. My Love. the few crackers i will love and appreciate in my life 🥶 no but seriously you are one of tumblrs few treasures I’ve experienced and this is a big one cause tumblr fucking SUCKS 😭😭 you’ve become such an important person to me and despite u sending me terrible #girlboss memes ur every tiktok, random traumatic moments of your life and twilight memes send me off the edge 😭 thank you for being a funny sexy mf and i promise ill watch twilight soon I PROMISE 💀❤️❤️ ps. pls reply to my tiktoks i want attention 🙄🙄

to lysol — @soobmint @honeyju @hyuckworld (+ all ur other personalities on tumblr 😻) — you fucking three holy shit i hate you all so much because now im obsessed with three stupid americans from across the world who i have never met but would give my kidneys for 😐😐😐 but seriously you three are the reason i haven’t given up on writing ☹️ you guys encouraging me, our constant borderline racially motivated bullying (call me currymuncher one more time alice addy 😐) and just being unforgivably yourselves have become such a comfort to me, and I genuinely wouldn’t know what I would do without you all. Thank you for being in my life. I actually mean it this time 🙄❤️❤️ (no but really i love you so much y’all are the reason for my attachment issues)

special mentions to @healinghyunjin @scxrlettwxtches @aliceu !! i know i never reply and am so so so dead on here but i promise y’all be living in my head rent free !! all of your fics are the reason i have faith in stayblr cause imma be honest with yall stayblr has a draught in good fics💀

now i know i don’t have an abundance of friends or mutuals on here, but the people ive mentioned here, and my readers and supporters are the reason ive given myself a small belief that I can do something with writing. university is being a pain, i am tired, but you all give me strength to hopefully become active again.

i apologise if all of this sounds a bit random and all over the place, but that’s because it’s midnight and i feel like im about to pass out — a mf needs her sleep 💀 anyway, i hope you all have an amazing 2022, and please stay safe ❤️

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I wasn’t gonna come on here but today is the most important day of the year so happy birthday to the love of my life I hope you’re happy, healthy and eating as much as you want 😭😭 all of these are some of my favourite pictures of him (especially the last one HIS SMILE MY GOD I LOVE HIM SM) I know one should never depend on a MAN for happiness but for he’s the only exception I love you so much little man 😭😭❤️😭❤️❤️😭❤️❤️😭❤️

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FIA YOU’RE BACK ?!%$@$?!&?! AAAAA WTF WTF I MISSED YOU SO MUCH HOE 😭💞💘💝💖💗💕💓 HOW ARE YOU DOING, HAVE YOU BEEN WELL ? ☹ <3

NO HOL ON LEMME JUST— shower you with some love and some compliments ’cause you deserve it so much i will cry 💔

are you even aware of just how captivating your talent is ??? like, yOUR WRITING SKILLS, THE PLOTS, THE DETAILS, DESCRIPTION, EVERYTHING about your writings are so so beautiful and i would read them all over, again and again anytime. you have such a way with your words, you pull readers in so easily and i find that so fascinating, not everyone can do that >:( !! and the SMUT YOU WRITE OH MY FUCKING GO– how do you do it girl, TEACH US 😠‼️ you’re one of my TOP favorite writers here and i literally only have 3 💀 stop ’cause i really will switch religions and start worshipping you instead. and i also *love* to listen to your playlists :((( although almost all of them are explicit or sex songs- you have amazing taste in music and i love you and your blog too so much pls help <\3

i also have a big exam in like 35 minutes but i’m reading The Duke and I (again ?!!??!?) on tumblr instead, please scold me rn and maybe wish me luck too bye 😭☝🏻

HELLLLOOOOO !,£;!:3’ 😭😭❤️❤️😭❤️❤️😭

MY GOD READINF THROUGH THAT WAS LIKE WATCHING AN AUTUMN SUNRISE OH MY GOODNESS ANON WHOEVER YOU ARE I HOPE YOUR PILLOW IS WARM, UR BEINF SPOON FED UR FAVOURITE FOOD AND I HOPE UR HAVING THE MOST SUCCESSFUL TIME OF UR LIFE CAUSE UVE JUST MADE ME FEEL LIKE IVE ACHIEVED EVERYTHING GOOD IN MY LIFE 😭😭❤️❤️😭❤️❤️❤️😭❤️❤️😭😭❤️❤️KNOWING I AM PLACED AT SUCH A HIGH STANDARD IN YOUR MIND IS SUCH HIGH PRAISE ITS SUCH A HUGE COMPLIMENT AND WHOEVER LIKES MY MUSIC TASTE IS INSTANTLY MY BEST FRIEND COME HERE RIGHT NOW 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

THANK YOU FOR MAKING A TIRED PAKI SMILE HOMIE ☹️☹️❤️❤️❤️

[chanluster]

Actually, i do not know how to start this little text, but i want it to enjoy it as much as i do while i'm writing it. I have read your works (more than once, may i admit), and i think that the world of writing is glad to have works like yours present. I'm not saying this just because, incredibly, you just know how to touch people's heart with words and your stories. The way you describe each moment with such precise definitions fascinates me a lot. And i'm starting a new work, well, my first of all, inspired by your writing. You know how to put feelings in words, and i kinda want to put the right words in my feelings. I would like to reveal who i am but it doesn't make much sense, to not mention that i'm new, here, in these surroundings.

Get on with your work.

From the invisible,

To an artist.

👁👄👁

👁💧👄💧👁 OH MY GOD !;&:’sm

WHY WOUDLF YOY SAY SOEMTHTKNG LIKE THA T T !;8:!3& 😭😭😭😭💧💧💧😭😭😭💧💧 THIS SOUNDS SO OMINOUS AND LOW-KEY SCARY BUT IDEC THIS IS SUCH HIGH PRAISE FOR A SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED FANFIC WRITER 😭😭🤒🤒🤒🤒🤒

WHOEVER YOU ARE FIRST OF ALL IM SO SORRY FOR REPLYING TWO MONTHS LATE AND SECONDLY PLEASE REVEAL URSELF I WANT TO PERSONALLY THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SMILE 😭😭😭❤️❤️😭❤️❤️

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FIA YOUR FEEDBACK OH MY GOD 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I’VE READ YOUR REBLOG LITERALLY 10 TIMES AND I STILL HAVEN’T RECOVERED 😵😵😵😵 Like how are you the funniest person alive???? I was literally CACKLING to myself like a fucking crazy woman the entire time I was reading omg - I haven’t felt so stupidly happy in SO long [“I came here for cock and left w tears”??? The best nine words I’ve ever seen someone string together in the English language I’M DEAD, why is this me with every angsty smut I secretly save??]

You’re an absolute QUEEN - thank you SO much for taking the time to read Ritual and write out all of your thoughts like this - your own writing and support early on was so important to me, and your feedback on Moonrise was literally what inspired me to keep writing 💕💕💕 I know you’ve said that you’re probably not going to be as active here with college and other things/interests going on in life (which I’m SO happy for you about 💕), so I’m really really glad that we were at least able to chat and intersect like this ❤️❤️

That Paris teaser DESTROYED me (you write Chan so freakin well, and actor!Chan?? 50s!Chan?? EURO!Chan?? AND EXES-TO-LOVERS??? I’m gonna DIE when this fic drops my god), and I’ll wait as LONG as you need for you to drop this lol - so take your time, and go ROCK it at school!! I’m *hopefully* going to be dropping my Chan fic (that’s been in the works since literally fucking June lmao) sometime soon too, so if you have the time, lmk and I’ll drop you a note when I post it 😆

TL;DR: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!! I LOVE YOU BUB, I hope college (I’m American, “uni” sounds weird to me lmao, don’t come at me) treats you well, and MY BODY IS READY FOR PARIS LEGGO!!!

AVA MY GIRL P L EASSEEEE ‼️‼️‼️

YOU DONT EVEN NEED TO THANK ME I STILL THINK ABOUT THAT FIC 🙄🙄🙄 I Haven’t forgotten minho rocking my shit in a ritual mans didn’t need to go so hard even the priest got concerned 🤒🤒 AND STOP I DIDNT EXPECT THE ANGST ANF GOT HIT SO HARD FUCK U but also ily go writing queen !!! DONT EVEN MENTION THAT THO IM HAPPY TO SUPPORT YOU AND CHEER YOU ON FOR THE REST OF MY TUMBLR DAYS it’s only my duty to cheer for writers who deserve the world but get dust on this site 🤒

NOOOO STOP HYPING UP PARIS OR ILL KISS YOU 🤬🤬🤬🤬 honestly it’s gonna take a long ass time cause unis started (saying college as a Brit is so hard for me LMAOAAO opposites attract I guess 😻) and with my lectures starting on Monday I’m already swamped w early reading and preparation 💔 still pls send me a message when that fic drops I want it so badly u have NO IDEA and PLS !!! Just lemme slide in ur dms u can talk whenever u want to me 😼

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Hello hello i just wanted to make sure that you got my ask bc tumblr seems to be very hungry for my asks these days 😔💔💔💔

OMG HEY NERD I actually haven’t gotten any asks from you beside this one 💔💔💔 tumblr does seem to feast on ur asks its their internal misogyny 🙄🙄🙄

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I am off tumblr rn but idr if I asked if I could be tagged for Paris 🥺✨ its not as if I’m literally one of that fics number one fans or anything 🤧🤧🤧🤧 BUT ALSO HOPE YOU ARE WELL FIA I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH! - izzy (decembermoonskz)

NOOOOO IZZY PLS I have NEVER forgotten the love and appreciation u gave me ur the OG 😭😭❤️❤️❤️ of course I’ll add u bae and thank u for still remembering paris even after a whole year 🥺🥺☹️

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fia's comeback is the only 2021 comeback that matters OMG I'M SO EXCITED FOR PARIS GGRRRRRR ARFFF BARK BARK BITCH I'M SO PROUD OF YOU THANK OYU I MISSED YOU HO 😘😘😤👺 | -- 🥵

STOP IT DO U KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO ME 🤬🤬❤️❤️❤️ COME HERE LEMME KISS TF OUTTA YOU 😐😐🔪

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OH MY FUCIKGN GOD FIAAAA?????? PARIS?????? ARE YOU BACK TOOO????? I HAVENT READ PARIS BUT THE SECOND I SAW THE PREVIEW FUCKING HELL ISTG I JUMPED OMGSJHF FIA I MISSED YOU SMMMMM WHAT THE HELLL I HOPE YOU HAD ENOUGH TIME TO HEAL YOU ANGEL | hottie who's missed you too much 🥵

HOTTI EE E. EE MY FAVE MY MFFF I MISS U ALL DAY EVERYDAY 😭😭❤️❤️❤️ I’m not fully back cause a bitch is booked and busy with education but I SURE DO WANNA DROP A FIC 🤒 how have u been hotshot 😼❓

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YOURE BACKKKK HEYYYYY hope you're feeling better and refreshed 😁

HELP but am I REALLY back 😃😃😃 I do be playing games with y’all all the time 💀

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FIA I SCREECHED AT THE TEASER WHAT IS THIS TENSION????? ALSO ITS SO GOOD TO HAVE U BACK MUAH

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NOOOOOO IM SO GLAD U FIND IT SO TENSE 😁😁😁 ITS ONLY GONNA GET 😁😁😁 MORE TENSE 😁😁😁😁😁 AHA AHA A A 😁😁😁

NO BUT THANK U SM 😭😭😭 I do keep disappearing but it’s so nice to know y’all waited ❤️❤️❤️

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PUTHY EATING MUSIC BYE LMAOOAOSIDID

I’ve been sad cuz Hyunjin said the belly piercing isn’t real :(((

How about you?

- 🌺

DID I LIE (!!(( And to think they performed it too fuck red lights might just be my fave

I KNOW I CANT BELIEVE HE PLAYED US LIKE THAT 😭😭

I’m really sick lmao I got freshers flu 😔 throats all fucked and been coughing up the place but thank god it’s not covid

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I didn't know it was just the teaser, help 😳

But it's okay, I can wait, it's a really long fic so I know it takes a lot of time, I'm sure it'll be amazing!

I love Castlevania , I don't know if it can be considered an anime, but it's amazing and Alucard is so hot 😔

-vic

NOOOO VIC UR HONESTLY TOO SWEET TO ME 😔😔❤️❤️ I’ve barely written but I’m gonna try and plan a whole draft now I’ve been prolonging it too much ‼️

OMG REALLY??? I’ll defo watch it now !! i actually saw Richard Armitage and Theo James voice characters and was like ❤️👄❤️

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Hello! Can I please be added to the Paris story tag list (and honestly all tag lists if it’s not too much of a bother!)?

ALL TAG LISTS !,£;!;! PLS THAT MEANS SO MCUH ILL DO IT RIGHT AWAY 😰🙏🏼❤️

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hi how are ya?

could you please add me to the paris au taglist?

i just read the preview and i’m obsessed already omg

tysm

hope u have a great day ❤️

NOOOO THANK YOU SO MUCH,!!(;! Of course I’ll add u !! 😭🥺🥺❤️❤️☹️

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