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Nimona (2023) dir. Troy Quane, Nick Bruno

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new pope I guess

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NEWS: new pope has taken name of "Cunnilingus I"

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BABE WAKE UP WE’RE GETTING MORE DRAWFEE VARIETY HOUR

In support of Trans Lifeline, the 6 hour stream will feature friends of the show such as Spencer Wan, Willie Muse, Barrett Leddy and more !!

Tune in at twitch.tv/drawfeeshow !!

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concept

a beaded curtain, but instead of beads they’re worms on strings

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are you eating poisons? deadly poisons? and youe didnt share? can i have some of your poisons. Can i have some of your deadly poisons

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world’s most annoying person: AI is going to destroy the world. one chatgpt query causes one nuclear bomb explosion and nobody is sentient anymore because of too much AI

me: i don’t think that is true

other most annoying person: buy my new AI cryptocurrency printer

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the generational gap between me and the people my age who use chat gpt

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done with the "came back wrong" trope. what about came back American

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they’re like the petco logo to me

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me: hey how long is this thing going to last

someone: haha you just want to know when you’re off the hook

me: hah

me: (actually i just need to allocate the right expectations and backlog of energy and make sure the rest of my day falls in good accordance with it so that i don’t feel time-crunched and propel myself into a hysteria because if i don’t know how long this thing lasts or when it ends i can’t possibly know when literally anything else starts and my entire life becomes an unraveled realm of anarchy with no rhyme or reason and how is that not terrifying to you)

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I had a stupid idea

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Someone explain to me how people think the woman on the right is better looking than the woman on the left

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an open letter to whoever must have tampered with my drink last night at the sparkbird/shayfer james concert in st. louis:

genuinely, shame on you. these artists have worked harder than most to foster a genuinely safe environment in every place they create and share their work, from their online presence to their concerts to the very music they make. to walk into that space and inflict harm at all is a violation of not only every moral obligation and social contract i can imagine, but a slap in the face to the community you are participating in by being at the show at all, made even more damning by the fact that i was one of the few wheelchair users at the show, with very little opportunity to defend myself in the event that your intentions were malicious enough to become physical. i can think of no greater insult to the performers on that stage or their devoted fans than the actions you decided to take last night, and you should be deeply and entirely ashamed of yourself.

i admittedly have no idea whether this was substance induced or an allergic reaction, but i am leaning towards the former given my symptoms and their longevity. either way, though- my drink was specifically modified not to contain an allergen of mine, so it would have had to have been altered in some way to produce any kind of reaction, let alone one of this intensity. i am physically fine and expect to recover fairly quickly, but the fact remains that something happened at that show that should not have, and i hope never will again, to myself or anyone else.

(a note: due to the uncertainty of this situation and my general lack of trust in the stl police department i have no intention of contacting authorities regarding this. i will personally contact the venue once fully recovered, and do not expect or wish for anyone to do so on my behalf. i say this because i have a number of close friends who follow me on this blog, several of whom i know in person, and two of whom attended the concert with me. it is not unlikely that one or more of you will want to do something about this, and while i respect that, i would like any action taken to be my own, as some of my current life circumstances could be significantly complicated by anything done regarding this situation, whether intentionally or not. this post is not made as a cry for help, it is an invitation for whoever is responsible to do and be better.)

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Star Maker

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orange peel angel (with a halo drawn on)