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𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑳𝒀 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑫𝑬 .    (   angst - oriented  sentence  starters .   dark  &  potentially triggering  themes  are  present .   )  

❛  no …   no ,   why  would  you  do  that ?  ❜ ❛  fight  back .   fight  back !  ❜ ❛  when  were  you  going  to  tell  me ?  ❜ ❛  don’t  fucking  touch  me .  ❜ ❛  you  promised .   you  fucking  promised .  ❜ ❛  i  never  wanted  to  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  run .   run  &  don’t  stop .  ❜ ❛  you’re  a  fucking  stereotype .  ❜ ❛  please  don’t  go …   please  don’t  go .  ❜ ❛  i’m  putting  you  out  of  your  misery .  ❜ ❛  what  makes  you  think  i’d  listen  to  a  word  you  say ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  what  you  think  love  is ??  ❜ ❛  i  never  should’ve  trusted  you .  ❜ ❛  i  love  you .   is  that  what  you  wanted  to  hear ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  so  fucking  pathetic .  ❜ ❛  nobody  can  help  me .  not  even  you .  ❜ ❛  don’t  act  like  you  know  me .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  my  own  shit  to  deal  with .  ❜ ❛  i’m  saying  my  goodbyes .  ❜ ❛  please  don’t  go .  ❜ ❛  i’d  rather  drop  dead .  ❜ ❛  i  loved  you ,  you  know ?  ❜ ❛  talk  to  me .  ❜ ❛  what ,   was  i  just  a  charity  case ??  ❜ ❛  i  feel  so  fucking  stupid .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  be  alone .  ❜ ❛  that’s  low ,   even  for  you .  ❜ ❛  say  that  again ,   i  fucking  dare  you .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t …  i  can’t  feel  my  -  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  fucking  tired ,   i  just …   i  can’t .  ❜ ❛  we’ve  missed  so  much .  ❜ ❛  what ,   you’re  gonna  shoot  me ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  nothing .  ❜ ❛  stop  looking  at  me  like  that .   like  i’m  broken .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  lost  a  lot  of  blood .  ❜ ❛  don’t  shut  me  out .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  real .   it’s  not  real .  ❜ ❛  you’re  just  saying  what  i  want  to  hear .  ❜ ❛  i  swear ,   i’ll  kill you .  ❜ ❛  stop …   just  stop  fucking  lying .   stop .  ❜ ❛  just  tell  me  what  you  did .  ❜ ❛  i  already  know  what  you  did ,   i  just  want  to  hear  it  from  you .  ❜ ❛  i  needed  you  to  be  different .  ❜ ❛  how  long  has  it  been  since  you’ve  eaten ?  ❜ ❛  put  the  [ gun / knife ]  down .  ❜ ❛  what  do  you  want  from  me ?  ❜ ❛  we’ve  lost  so  much  time .  ❜ ❛  i  really  fucking  hate  you ,   sometimes .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  …   i  can’t ,   i  can’t  do  this  today .  ❜ ❛  you  know ,   i  never  wanted  to  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  i  shouldn’t  have  to  beg  you  to  love  me .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  owe  you  shit .  ❜ ❛  don’t  say  it ,   don’t  fucking  say  it .  ❜ ❛  it  sounds  like  you’ve  been  crying …  ❜

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𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 .   (  sentence starters based upon lyrics from the band 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫.  dark themes are present,  some lyrics have been adjusted for better use.  )  

❛  you’d better run.  ❜ ❛  don’t lie to me.  ❜ ❛  i don’t feel like i’m even here.  ❜ ❛  aren’t i supposed to wanna fight for love?  ❜ ❛  i’m not okay.  ❜ ❛  come back to me.  ❜ ❛  just get out of the way.  ❜ ❛  i’m not anti-social, i’m just tired of people.  ❜ ❛  come back with me.  ❜ ❛  so, can we let sleeping dogs lie?  ❜ ❛  i feel like i know you.  ❜ ❛  i’ve seen you go through hell.  ❜ ❛  do you feel used?  ❜ ❛  you’re a handful.  ❜ ❛  tell me your fears.  ❜ ❛  i can hardly stand the sight of it all.  ❜ ❛  everyone’s fucked  &  they don’t even know it.  ❜ ❛  tell me your weakness.  ❜ ❛  don’t tell me that everything’s easy.  ❜ ❛  i won’t lie to you.  ❜ ❛  every good thing, i kill it good.  ❜ ❛  i’m an ugly mess.  ❜ ❛  there are people staring.  ❜ ❛  you can’t get to them unless you go through me.  ❜ ❛  you fuck with them, you fuck with me.  ❜ ❛  i don’t have much to do today.  ❜ ❛  close the door  &  shut the blinds.  ❜ ❛  if you leave me, rest assured it would kill me.  ❜ ❛  you stood beside me when i was out of my mind.  ❜ ❛  i’m what they like to call a special case.  ❜ ❛  nobody believes me.  ❜ ❛  you  &  me, we’re not the same.  ❜ ❛  i’ve got problems.  ❜ ❛  being this godly can’t be good for me.  ❜ ❛  i’m staying in bed today.  ❜ ❛  i’m not listening to you.  ❜ ❛  i’m not crazy!  ❜ ❛  you’re the angel that i couldn’t kill.  ❜ ❛  put your head on straight.  ❜ ❛  fuck off, to all you people.  ❜ ❛  it takes a dedicated hand to put it through the wall.  ❜ ❛  i made a fist, but not a plan.  ❜ ❛  you don’t need poltergeists for sidekicks.  ❜ ❛  would it be so bad if i stayed?  ❜ ❛  i’ve grown tired of this body.  ❜ ❛  fall apart without me.  ❜ ❛  c’mon, humble my bones with a cardiac.  ❜ ❛  did you ever really think you’d love a guy like me?  ❜ ❛  for the love of fuck…  ❜ ❛  all my money’s been a long time spent.  ❜ ❛  you’re not a monster, just a human.  ❜ ❛  i’m high  &  drunk on ego.  ❜ ❛  you’re not a demon.  ❜ ❛  i don’t wanna know what i am.  ❜ ❛  i’m alright, i’m okay…  ❜ ❛  i believe that you’ll see a better day.  ❜ ❛  i want what’s best for me.  ❜ ❛  there’s a god awful shitty feeling of dread in my heart.  ❜ ❛  at any second now, i think i might fall apart.  ❜ ❛  we’ve just gotta keep on moving.  ❜ ❛  you’re better than the drugs i used to love.  ❜ ❛  you’re deadly like a gun.  ❜ ❛  it’s a very good bad thing that we’ve found.  ❜ ❛  stay another night.  ❜ ❛  you’re gonna kill me.  ❜

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↪ 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝑬 . ( a collection of lyric starters from an assortment of billie eilish songs . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

you scared me to death .

there's nothing left to save now .

i don't think i caught your name .

i like it when you take control .

you're sacred and they're starved .

how dare you ? and how could you ?

one of us is gonna lose .

i don't even really know how it happened .

i'm out of sympathy for you .

just let me hold you .

don't talk about me like you might know how i feel .

try not to abuse your power .

i wish someone had told me i'd be doing this by myself .

it's not like me to be so mean .

you just want what you can't have .

would you like me to be quiet ?

i haven't slept since sunday .

i don't want to want you .

it hurts , but i know how to hide it .

i'm the only one who does it how you like .

you better keep your head down .

a lot can change in twenty seconds .

why aren't you scared of me ?

i thought that i was special .

you're looking at me like i'm see-through .

you were a hero , you played the part .

i never really know how to please you .

see what you wanna see .

gold's fake , and real love hurts .

no way , i'll call the cops .

maybe you should leave before i get too mean .

i just wanted to protect you .

you only listen to your fuckin' friends .

they're never gonna give you love like ours .

all you wanna do is kiss me .

don't you know too much already ?

it's weird that we care so much until we don't .

i didn't change my number , i changed who i reply to .

i don't know what feels true .

did you really think this is the right thing to do ?

i would hate to see you go .

i'd never treat me this shitty .

i'll only hurt you if you let me .

you made me feel like it was my fault .

now i know what you are .

i feel more and more like i was made for you .

you wanna kill me ? you wanna hurt me ?

don't try to make me feel bad .

wait , you know what ? maybe just forget it .

was i made from a broken mold ?

you want me to be yours , then you've gotta be mine .

tell me "nothing lasts" , like i don't know .

wait a minute , let me finish .

you know i'm not your friend without some greenery .

my demands aren't high to make .

stop , what the hell are you talking about ?

we both know i'm worth waiting for .

you ruined everything good .

you really know how to make me cry .

your love feels so fake .

i wanna be alone . alone with you , does that make sense ?

spit it out , what is it exactly ?

i'll never let you go .

if we were meant to be , we would've been by now .

you can pretend that you don't miss me .

just fucking leave me alone .

don't say i didn't warn you .

it's pretty cool , right ?

i think i might have fallen in love .

i tried not to upset you .

do you even feel anything ?

don't ask questions , you don't wanna know .

i've been walking through a world gone blind .

i just wanna make you feel okay .

i know you don't care , but can you listen ?

don't you know i'm no good for you ?

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drawing sage for the first time ^^

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Mark Rothko, Untitled (White over Red), 1957

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Relatively old unfinished Dadow art.

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Whatever Sonic has with speed Amy & Mighty has the same going on but it's in muscle strength . To me the two have essentially the same power but while Amy lived her life ordinarily ( at the start ), Mighty sought ways to train very early on and to make the best out of his strength, he's very determined to sharpen his abilities to the finest and use them to better the lives of anyone he could help .

I gave Mighty the last name Zahur which is basically "flowers" in arabic as a fun way to connect the two, and Mago means shield !

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“ How 'bout you join me next to the fire ? ” 

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“ Once you've loved, can you truly let go ? ” 

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kay i added mighty im happy now

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WAIT I NEED TO ADD MIGHTY

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classic sonic.  bright blue hedgehog with an attitude, barely a preteen, nonverbal not rude, very sweet & caring if you get past the spikes, linked lore with my main ( @hiswrlds ), toei & mania inspired .

sage the ancient.  an advanced ai program haunted by the spirit of supreme's pilot, heavily canon-divergent, ageless, linked lore with my main ( @hiswrlds ), more tba .

rouge the bat.  elite freelancer agent,  jewel-obsessed thief, late twenties, she's here for the chaos even though she won't admit it .

amalthea “ amy ” rose.  sugar spice &  everything nice, local bimbo with superstrength, hopeless romantic who is not here for the chaos but for the things we do for love, early twenties, has a purple pet flicky named talon .  / multi-ship.

silver the hedgehog.  psychokinetic beckon of hope, time-travel rules, age is verse dependent but mostly early twenties, linked lore with nidscure's shadow . 

mago “ mighty ” zahur.  adventuring warrior who wants to put his superstrength to good use, aloof but with a sense of pride and justice, always looking to improve and get stronger, mid twenties, has an adopted younger brother called ray .  / multi-ship.

big the cat.  friendly fishercat, sells the best fish, everyone's chill uncle, early thirties, an actual walking brickhouse but we don't talk about that, we talk about his pet frog named froggy .

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#CHAOSURVIVED.  extremely selective & canon-divergent  SONIC MULTIMUSE  based on the games, personal headcanons &  original lore .  Low maintenance and very low / sporadic activity , MATURE & DARK CONTENT HEAVY .  (  est .  mar 2025  ) SIDEBLOG TO @hiswrlds .

MUSES .  

a study in :  bonds that traverse time &  space, the mundane in a world that thrives on chaos, choosing to live for the sake of another, “ and it'll be hard, but that's not all it'll be . ”, and love in abundance . SAVED BY 𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇 ♡ .