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GIRLS <3

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Same-sex schools are a pointless idea generally. I’m saying that as an absolute lesbian.

KIZZY EDGELL as DARCY OLSSON in HEARTSTOPPER (2022)

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HEARTSTOPPER

S01E04 — “Secret”

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heartstopper proves how insanely wonderful an adaptation can be when the people creating it truly care about the source material. i felt like i was literally watching the characters come alive as they stand up from the pages to tell their stories, and it was unlike anything i’ve ever seen before tbh?? you can tell that everyone worked so incredibly hard on this show with the attention to detail as they stayed so true to the heart of the story and i’m just. yeah. the feeling i got while watching this show was the same feeling i got while reading heartstopper and that is just SO incredibly rare too?? idk i’m just riding the heartstopper high rn but i’m going to be thinking about this for a LONG time like. i just watched nick and charlie fall in love. joe and kit were amazing. the entire show was amazing. sobbing screaming crying throwing up brb gonna go rewatch <3

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Hypothetically, what’s your dream guy?

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“Honestly, I’m having a proper full-on GAY PANIC.”

- Nick Nelson, Heartstopper by @aliceoseman

Here’s my celebratory take on these beloved besties. I AM SO READY FOR THIS SHOW TO AIR TOMORROW! 🥰

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charlie texting that he is screaming whilst lying on his phone in a dark room is officially the most accurate depiction of any person, ever

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A woman is going to be wrongfully executed next month for a crime she did not commit. Her case was used as a political ploy, and a false confession was produced by gross police misconduct.

Her name is Melissa Lucio and she’s going to die this April.

Sign the petition and learn more here->

https://innocenceproject.org/petitions/stop-execution-of-innocent-melissa-lucio-texas/?p2asource=sumo_01282022

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using a multiverse as a narrative framework to tell an immigrant story really is THE best possible implementation of this concept. like the idea that every time you make a decision in your life a different branching universe splits off where you chose differently, while obviously broadly universal because of course everyone wonders what if (what if i had chosen differently, what would my life look like then), really does hit such a specific core question that is imo fundamental to the immigrant experience

all the time my parents talk about imagining what lives they might have lived if they had chosen differently, if they had never left home, if they had never come here, if they had not raised their daughter in a world and a culture so utterly foreign to their own where she might make her own choices that are painfully incomprehensible to them. it’s all tied up with a sense of grief and loss and regret and almost existential melancholy, not necessarily because they think they chose wrong specifically, not because they think they’d actually choose differently if they had a chance to do it over again, but merely because that choice is such a monumental one and the enormity of it and the ripples it would end up causing are only obvious in retrospect. you make the choice to uproot your life and move to a different world, a different universe, and once you cross that bridge you can never go back. you can never truly go home again. and when we do go back to visit, we see in their old friends and classmates and relatives funhouse versions of ourselves, people we might have been but never were and never will be.

every immigrant story is a ghost story and the ghosts that haunt you are all the people you left behind including yourself—versions of yourself, of your family, of your children, of the people that are you but that you are not, lives that you recognize but are not yours. immigrant stories are ghost stories are multiverse stories and in multiverse stories all of your ghosts inhabit your body simultaneously, everyone who came before you and after you and everyone you left behind, everything that is and everything that never was… it really is everything everywhere all at once i am going to scream

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thats even gayer

(im sorry)

ur gay

no bestie. WE'RE gay 😌

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SBNDNDDMKD-

WAIT I KNOW THIS SONG

I JUST DIDNT RECOGNIZE THE LYRICS SHDJDJD-

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bitches be like: "ooh! the tumbler! i love timblr! tumbly app so assthetic haha!"

and then this is tumblr:

we are insane

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I KNOW

IM ENGAGED

WH- WHAT??

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Hazel Scott playing two pianos at the same damn time with ease

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i exist to bask in sunshine and read books and be overdramatic about every single in my life that is all