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I’m currently in a break from a relationship that I’m trying to build cause they didn’t communicate with me and that shit made me feel anxious. When I told them they actually told me that it’s true that we aren’t communicating well, and that the break would be healthy for both of us. Kinda funny that this whole relationship just started a week ago lmao. Right when I’m on a break this classmate of mine started talking to me, she’s a lesbian and kinda being flirty and I feel weird, I know I shouldn’t talk much to this girl cause even if I’m not in a relationship I’m still in a break from this person I really like, but I’m such an attention seeker that new ways of finding dopamine will become addicting.

Crazy

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I’m currently dating the person I have had a crush on for a year, they said they like me and we agreed to date. It’s been a week and things are not great. I’m really trying but I’m tired of doing the first move, texting first, trying to just be there for them, but this is exactly what happened on my last relationship. I have to be there for my partner but they won’t be there for me. Right know I feel insecure in this relationship, I’m giving them space for now cause I also need space and I’m gonna break up with them now that I still like them before I grow to hate them, cause I still want them in my life. I just choose partners that are so detached from everything that I forget that they’re also gonna detach from me. I need someone that loves me as much as I love them, I need someone that is emotionally there.

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Genuinely thinking of going to an inpatient mental health clinic cause i might do something stupid

But I just don’t have the time to take care of my mental health and also function in society, finish my bachelors and work. I don’t have time to feel bad, but im scared and I have no one to talk to.

I’ve been 3 years clean from self harm and I just wanna kill myself

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I for real feel like such an asshole when putting boundaries but I know it’s needed to protect myself and others.

It’s so annoying tho cause I feel like the bad guy when I’m telling others that I’m minding my own business, and that they need to get their shit together and stop fucking creating drama and being impulsive.

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I’m such a piece of shit

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no because it's the way nick realized instantly that he was acting just like ben and made it a point to try to be different... they way every single time he saw charlie around he'd say hi, public or private, the way he literally sprinted in the rain to personally apologize for running away after they kissed, the way he emphasized again and again how much he liked charlie and being with him, the way he was open and communicative about how he wanted to have privacy to understand his feelings but that he clearly didn't want to be a secret indefinitely, the way he said he'd respect it if charlie really wanted to end things but he didn't want it to be for the wrong reasons, the way he Shone when charlie called them boyfriends, the wa

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I am so tired

🤪🤪

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this is an appreciation post for all lesbians. trans lesbians, non-binary lesbians, he/they lesbians, he/him lesbians, old lesbians, young lesbians, lesbians who’re still finding their way, lesbians who haven’t figured out their identity, lesbians who aren’t out yet, lesbians who’ve been out for a long time, all of you <33

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I wanna fall in love

Hopefully I’ll choose the correct person this time

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my neighbor thought i fucking DIED because he heard a loud crash (easel & canvas fell over while i was asleep) and had been trying to contact me for like an hour anyway artistic rendition of when i opened my door

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I redid this older comic I made for my storytelling class based on this post. Have some cute wlw love in your day.

It’s hard, if I had more free time I could make it so pretty, this is what I could throw together for the assignment.

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I know I’m hitting a rough patch when I’m on tumblr again

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Rough patch but I’m not gonna relapse🤪🤪

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Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

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Are you available?

No sold out

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Your vibe is oddly bitter and reeks of insecurity

sounds like someone needs to go in the water

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One day I will die and I’ll finally be happy