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Planetshakers in Manila. Its great to be in a concert And figured out that I cannot record a video because the memory is full 😂😓😐😑

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Hello! It's been a while since i last had my entry here. So Im now a graduate of medical technologist and already passed the september 2015 board exam. So I'm kinda done with books and here goes another chapter in my life. I wanna work abroad and travel while helping my parents or whoever needs it. I wanna change my religion to Born again Christian but I promised myself not too unless, if my family will also be converted. I wanted to play the drums and play for the King. I wanted to live this life with purpose. Thats all for the comeback speech. Toodles~

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Afternoon with phoebe

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Peace is not the absence of trouble. Peace is the presence of God.

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He told me I was too kind, that I should balance my kindness to their attitudes towards me. Then I spoke to myself, "maybe tqhat's why many people takes advantage of me, maybe being too kind is not good."

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It's a catastrophe. I messed up in the laboratory during our night duty and I was assigned as the typist of the patients result. That same night, my father will go back to Kuwait for his work for around two years. I just cant contain the feelings in my heart about that fact. That we've been like this for more than my entire life haha! Funny isn't it? But it is true. He's been working there when my older bros and sister is still a child. Enough of that, Let's go back in the lab. I screwed everyhing up. I'm a big mess because of my depression. I thought I can conceal, dont feel the pain that's inside but it feels like somethings drilling my heart apart. Oh and I had 2 days demerit with that. I really love my dad and Im gonna miss him big time. I painted something to express my feelings haha Im not really good at painting but I want to learn how. I didnt used any brushes tho. What really hurts me is that the way my mother is acting, I can see myself to her but I know that she's sadder than me. I wanted her to feel that we're here for her even if my dad is not around. I wanted my family together so I have to finish my studies and pass the board exam. Enough of the drama, just enjoy my humble painting :)

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Sunday worship and date <3

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My dad should be here by tomorrow. But then his boss ask him to stay because of their project stuff. It's been 2 years and Im not sure if I'm excited to see him. Maybe because I don't want too see him go back to his work again. Then it'll be another 2 years. Yes, that's been our life since I started this life haha. Thats why I envy those who are with their daddies each and everyday. I hate this feeling. I freakn miss him but theres nothing I can do. Oh well, thats enough drama for today.

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No more braces :)

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I hate you. Why do you have to post our misunderstanding and such to facebook? The internet have nothing to do with us. Oh well, because of such rude behavior, I summon this. Haha!

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This is how we spend our 2nd valentines day togther :)

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Featured on a 1000Notes.com blog

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Magic hot air balloon ride <3

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I did a horrible act because of my anger. And then suddenly, I want to just end the relationship we had. I didn't replied to him the whole day and then when I felt like I'm outta of my mind to say those words. How could I ever leave him :)