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Hell if i know what kinda outfit shiori is wearing to this thing but she’s got her orange blossom hair clip (from @gembuilt ‘s Ryouma) in her hair and ready to party!

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luxvictaes replied to your post “bloodthirstymoonstone replied to your post “bloodthirstymoonstone...”

Are we loving on peaches? Bc I have a lot of that.

fbehged

YA’LL BETTER STOP. IM GONNA CRY

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bloodthirstymoonstone replied to your post “bloodthirstymoonstone replied to your post: You’re...”

we luff u ok

I luff u guys too!!

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bloodthirstymoonstone replied to your post: You're not allowed to give out more than one...

It happens. That’s a lot to bone up on in a day.

i read them before the tourney started but they way it was worded confused me greatly. orz but it’s not the mods’ faults, I just have a hard time understanding things like that on ocassion. 

but thank you ;u;

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Shiori is only able to give one favor to one muse of her choosing. Unless it's a different muse that gave the favor to Kiragi and Subaki, the entire thing is unfair. Sorry, but I noticed you giving them to more than one person, and you probably didn't know that, but it's kind of important that you fix it!

yes, thank you! I received another ask already about this and It’s because i read the rules incorrectly. It has been fixed though!

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You're not allowed to give out more than one favor!

….SHIT YOU’RE RIGHT I’M VERY BAD WITH TRYING TO READ THE RULES.

I read it as the sense of “A muse can only receive ONE favor.” not as “A Muse can only GIVE one favor.”

But thank you for telling me, i went ahead and told the second person i gave a favor to what has happened.

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good morning dashboard! a lot of bullshit went down that i want to address. because i can. because i, as a black female roleplayer am impacted ( directly , indirectly , irrefutably so ) by the actions of yesterday. so many words are jumbling through my mind right now and i don’t even know what avenue to start off at , so i’ll just go at them one at a time. 

1. THE USE OF AAVE.   i understand that many of the words used in pop culture today like lit , bet , go off , sis , wig , yolo , bae , ETC gets tossed around in music and then translated into mainstream culture but the ISSUE with its usage is that white people , and white people in particular take these words with no recognition or NO validation from the black artists / intellects / etc they take it from. and this is CASUAL , casual appropriation. they’re just ~words~ what’s the big deal ? the big deal is this. it stems into a LARGER ocean , a bigger body of cultural appropriation that has been happening for centuries. so much of culture , of music , of fashion , of inspiration , is appropriating from black culture. and we never get any accolades or respect. miley cyrus wears dreadlocks and is HAILED for being fashion forward. zendaya wears dreadlocks and she’s shamed for it. says she smells like weed and olive oil. you see the issue there ? if you don’t you’re willfully being ignorant and that goes onto my next point. 

2. TO BE IGNORANT IS TO BE PRIVILEGED.  you know better. you all know better.  you were all taught in school how segregation was downright EVIL. how slavery was an economic system that flourished by dehumanizing and battering black people into nothing more than manual labor.  and some of ya’ll think that once the separate but equal law got passed that racism was over. NO HUSSIES THINK AGAIN !!!! we’re not even 100 years removed from the CRA , the movement , the death of MLK.  the laws have changed but the social instruction , the teaching of diversity inclusion and loving your fellow man has not happened. racism is NOT over bc apparently we have white people chickenshit enough to go on anon and call black muns on here niggers because they’re whiteness is so fragile they can’t handle the truth and can’t handle being told they’re not allowed to have something. GUESS WHAT BLACK PEOPLE HAVEN’T BEEN ALLOWED TO HAVE ANYTHING FOR YEARS AND YOU ALL KEEP TELLING US TO BE QUIET AND JUST ~WORK HARD~ no get out. ignorance is a privilege. white people and sometimes nonblack poc are AFFORDED , in various degrees, the ability to see what the fuck is going on and turn off all receptors of empathy or competence to learn further. i am not afforded that luxury. i see black men and women killed at the end of a police gun. i see BLM getting reduced to violent , pillaging mongers. i’m called the n word on my campus. i’m denied access to some parties because i’m black. I AM NOT ALLOWED TO BE IGNORANT BECAUSE WHITENESS HAS CREATED A WORLD WHERE BLACKNESS IS STILL AN OTHER AND STILL SUBTIER TO WHITENESS. and that hasn’t changed. you ALL KNOW BETTER than to say the n-word. if you see racism call it out.  to be ignorant is to side with the oppressor. you are no better. 

3. SPEAKING OUT.   if you are nonblack poc or a white and you see something on black issues you can still support. don’t go in there acting like you know more than the black muns who ACTUALLY experience the bullshit spoken about. but you can listen to their stories , help by giving a listening ear , by educating yourself on the issue , by learning and empowering with the black community. but silence doesn’t help and i understand that some people feel as if it’s not their place but if it’s not your place you’ll know. someone will tell you. but seeing racism and remaining silent doesn’t solve the problem. white people have a platform of activism that black people get overlooked by. so use that platform but use it smartly. know your privilege and if you can, help, as an ally the best thing you can do is stand by our side and give support but NOT act like you’re going to be a saviour ( and this is not directed at anyone in particular , this is just my take on how to be an ally if you’re white ). and to my nonblack poc people ??? oppression is not universal. we all experience in waves. but the common identity we share in being an OTHER should radicalize us to fight for one another in the best way we can. do not stand silent on black issues. it hurts us. and the fight for equality and inclusion should be across the board. and to those of you who have spoken out , who have recognized their inaction did more harm than good , thank you. 

4. FINALLY , TO MY BLACK MUNS.   i love you. to those of you who have fought the fight last night i applaud you.  i know how tiring and soul draining it can be to yell out for acceptance when it seems like you’re screaming into a void. i understand that completely. may you find rest today. may your spirits be renewed. may your hearts be healed. nothing is more saddening and soul crushing then to realize and recognize that people don’t care about us. that they’d rather be comfortable in their racist ignorance and stoop to calling us niggers rather than to see fault in their actions and move for change. it hurts realizing that people don’t care and that we don’t know how to make them care. and to always have to fight again and again only to be met with opposition is back breaking.  i hope you have found spaces to exist and be free and experience black joy with others. and i hope there can be change , a spearhead , a revolution to make this site just as inclusive for black muns as it can be. and if there’s a way to do that i would love to help , to plan , to mobilize. i hate this site but i keep coming back to it for the connections i’ve made are dearly important to me. 

IN CONCLUSION, THE RACISM THAT OCCURRED LAST NIGHT WAS DISGUSTING. ABHORRENT. AND CHANGE NEEDS TO HAPPEN. IMMEDIATELY. 

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it’s not black folks’ job to constantly tell us what words are not ours to use or to tell us to change our behaviors. as nonblack people, we should be doing the research on our own and trying to make the community safer for them. we should be actively informing each other about anti-blackness and appropriation and not expecting black people to exert the emotional energy in telling us to stop taking what isn’t ours. our allyship shouldn’t be performative, we have to change things ourselves. we have a really bad habit of appropriating black culture and it’s time for us to be more aware, myself included.

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chartreusepacifist liked your post:“…” the vessel of naga isn’t even going to try to…

“–explain.” wow be nice, abel.

“I- uh, mh...Well they are dressing up to celebrate Spring!!”

“Y-you know, like how in the fall people dress up to celebrate and get candy? This is similar! Kinda.”

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fireinclined replied to your post: .

SLAMS INTO YOU i hear u about having issues with your muse(s)- it’s what im going through with cassandra. but don’t worry about it! we all understand, and we’ll all be here when u feel 100% again writing

Sobs- Y’all are so sweet what did I do to get such sweet mutuals like you guys?

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diavoleste replied to your post: .

feel better dear. there’s no shame in taking time for yourself. ♡

thank you so much!! ;u;

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Exalt Emmeryn is welcoming all participants from far and wide to participate in the grand tradition of the TOURNEY OF FLOWERS!

The tourney is a tradition long passed down in the halidom of Exalts. Long ago, there were annual tournaments that invited warriors from every country to compete in friendly matches. There has not been a tourney in many years, but Exalt Emmeryn the Benevolent and her brother Prince Chrom have decided to revive the age-old tradition this spring!

Now that there are portals open, granting Ylisse correspondance with other nations from far and wide, the tourney welcomes participants from all walks of life. Plegia, Ferox, Rosanne, Tellius, Valm, Nohr, Hoshido, Pherae, Altea– anyone is welcome! The flags for each nation are hoisted high in Ylisse’s capital city, Ylisstol, welcoming guests to flock into the city and sign up for various events.

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This event will start on  MONDAY- April 2nd at 8am (Central American Time) It will then end on SUNDAY- April 8th at 11pm (Central American Time)

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Don’t be sad. Even if the world won’t forgive you, I’ll forgive you. Don’t be sad. Even if you won’t forgive the world, I’ll forgive you. So please tell me. How do I make you forgive me?

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