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Do you credit the artists you use for your icons and banner?

I haven’t used this blog properly in years, nor do I have any of my older icons on my current laptop. All I have is the singular Ouma icon I made for that one-off post a month-or-two ago. As for the banner, a friend made it for me as a gift a few years back before I put this blog on hiatus. I’d have to get back on you with the sourced artwork in the future, but that’s if it’s possible for me to find the same old artwork I haven’t seen since 2018.

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“Nishishi! Guess who crawled themselves right out of the hole they dug themselves into for the past few years?  Me bitch!  I’m not sticking around, I have much better things to do, but maybe I’ll change my mind since you all love me so much! Toodles, this blast from the past is over!”

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working on some stuff for my oc and honestly I’m really loving the inclusion of the kamakura project. chef kiss. 

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the fact that people still follow this old blog is funny. this blog hasn’t been active rp wise since late 2017 so I don’t understand how people keep finding me and following me? anyway. discord drop! feel more than free to add me / dm me on there if you already have me added! I’m more into the DR oc scene now, and I never stop talking about mine whatsoever. money, money, money!#9864

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fuck it. here we go gamers. I probably won’t do much on here for the time being but in the meantime, I reserved a URL for my oc and will most likely get to work on getting his blog up and ready when I’m motivated enough to do so. me, moving on from ouma to my own dangan oc bastard who is arguably ten times worse in comparison? more likely than you’d think!

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whenever I log back onto this blog and read through my old stuff I just cringe. what was 16-17 year old me trying to PROVE?  when I have my OC blog up and running it’d be 19 year old me making things a lot more chaotic.

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fuck it. here we go gamers. I probably won’t do much on here for the time being but in the meantime, I reserved a URL for my oc and will most likely get to work on getting his blog up and ready when I’m motivated enough to do so. me, moving on from ouma to my own dangan oc bastard who is arguably ten times worse in comparison? more likely than you’d think!

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twelve whole bucks and I’ll return to tumblr with a blog for my dangan ocs since that’s where I’m all the rage nowadays. plus my love for playing canon danganronpa characters has dwindled so it’d be the only real option at this point.

we stan a bastard chemist.

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It’s about time I made this post!  Long story short, I’m officially placing all of my blogs on an indefinite hiatus, mostly due to my own comfort and also due to how troublesome this platform has become over the past few years. I haven’t really been active on any of my main blogs in over a year, especially this one, for mostly personal reasons and other things I won’t get into. I doubt I’ll ever return, but who knows what the future may hold!  Until then, if any mutuals want my discord tag to keep in touch, feel free to DM me!  I don’t want to give it out publicly since there’s quick a few gross people I’d like to avoid if they’re still around. Until then, I’ll see you all later! I’ll edit this post when I officially log off of this blog! I’ll be online for the next few hours or so!

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I just checked this blog for the first time forever and I’m wheezing.

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PLEASE NOTE:  I’m writing this post to my own accord, I’ll be throwing everything underneath a read more since  ...  well, I don’t feel like clogging up the dash with me probably going on and on and on forever. I will however, just for the sake of any individuals, once again put a link to my new blog here for two reasons, for you to follow me  --  or just in case you wish to block me in case I make you feel uncomfortable by any means. I don’t mean this in any other way other than to try and let people know it’s me? I don’t want to pretend I’m someone else just for the sake of writing on here again, I’d rather be upfront, and well, write up something I’ve been meaning to for a while.  @moneyleech  is my new blog by the way, I’m now somewhat more active on there, but I have no intention of returning to tumblr full time. Consider this a trial run for if I really want to return to a site where so much has happened within a year, that and running away from something which I didn’t know how to handle which I will get into under the cut.

That being said, I have no idea if I’ll return to Ouma anytime soon. Perhaps in the future when I’m feeling his muse again, but as of right now  --  I’m entirely clueless.

I’M SORRY for being a complete asshole through 2017/2018. Whether I’ve hurt you intentionally or unintentionally, I truly am sorry. I don’t feel like dropping names or whatever, not including callouts, but I’ll do my best to address some situations here. I got myself involved in drama first and foremost, I partook in a few callouts  --  mako’s, aku’s and sonny’s to name a few.  Whilst I don’t exactly know anyone’s current stance on these individuals, I will say for the most part, I don’t hold anything against any of you anymore.  I’m too tired to think of other ways to make myself dislike any of you even further, I’m really really really sorry for saying things in an unprofessional sense, making everything more personal, not keeping a cool head and instead perhaps adding fuel to the fire.  NOTHING  can excuse how I felt, what I said, or what I did even. I was hellbent on ensuring that these people got what they deserved; at least that’s how I felt back then, when I choose to look past the fact that the individuals I’ve partaking in calling out too have feelings, and saying and making  jokes  about them makes me feel really goddamn bad. Whilst there is one person who I partook in calling out who is gross, and that takes me back on my word but I don’t even have to name them, I apologise to everyone else. If anything I’ve said or done has ever upset you.  I’M SORRY.  I’m sorry for being blinded by how I felt at the time, I’m sorry for saying toxic and horrible things about you, and most importantly, I’m sorry for hurting you.

MOST IMPORTANTLY,  and once again, I won’t namedrop anyone, but I’d really like to apologise to the people I’ve drifted away from, abandoned perhaps. I don’t really have any reasons for doing so, especially considering how I cared so deeply for a select few. I never meant to hurt you, I wish I could go back and actually word for word mean my promise. I wish I could’ve actually had the strength to at least ... inform people as to why I cut them off, blocked them, etc etc.  But I really don’t have an answer to that.  Other than, I’m toxic, I realised perhaps too late and I just didn’t want to make anyone feel uncomfortable being around me. I drifted away from a few on my own accord, and blocked some without warning too. I feel like I keep repeating myself and if I am, I’m sorry, I’m just trying my best to actually cover every single last detail. After all the drama had settled down, I found myself questioning if I was just as bad as the people I engaged in calling out, and that self-debate led to me cutting off people who I loved with all of my heart, because I just didn’t want to get in their way and harm them. Heck, I have harmed a couple of people. I still feel guilty for doing so.  People seemed so much more happy, so perhaps that too played a factor in why I decided to just  ...  leave people behind.  An act I thought was selfless at the time, but was actually rather selfish, considering just how close I was to certain individuals. Whether or not you choose to forgive me, or would much rather cut ties with me completely is up to you. I just want everyone to know, whoever I’ve hurt over the last year or so that I’m  TRULY SORRY  for everything.  I don’t exactly want forgiveness for anything, nor did I make this post just for the small chance that people will in fact choose to do so. All of this was on my mind recently, and I didn’t know what else to do other than  ...  talk about it? Get everything out there. And perhaps I should’ve approached select individuals privately  ...  but considering the recent tumblr purge which I missed out on, I felt as if I had no other option. Once again,  I’m really sorry.  To everyone reading this, I hope you have a fantastic 2019 filled with good fortune. That’s all I could ask for.

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STICKS LEGGY OUT REAL FAR!  Frost  here with a brand new semi-selective oc by the name of  KAISUMI MORISHIGE,  the  Super High School Level Loan Shark!  Please note that this blog isn’t associated  with the danganronpa community and is in fact fandomless! This blog is still somewhat under construction, but if you’re interested in interacting, please give this promo a quick  LIKE/REBLOG!  I’m looking forward to interacting with all of you!

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I log back in for the first time since I made my last post and tumblr is actually a wasteland. did y’all get nuked.

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UPDATE.

honestly. I’m only writing this post because I’m using my laptop for the first time in months. I disappeared without warning and since I’m actually using my old busted thing, I just thought I’d hop on here real quick.

I quit, kinda. consider it a long break. I grew bored and lost all interest in writing, it began to feel like a chore, forcing myself to do something I no longer wanted to do. I stopped paying mind to any of my blogs and moved on in a sense. what’s the point if you weren’t having fun, you know ?

I’ll probably be back next year, fresh start in 2019 and all. I joined the RPC when I was 15, now I’m pretty much 18, so I’d be lying if I said these blogs weren’t a huge part of my life. started off as a dumb kid, coming back even dumber. but hey, if by any chance you want to talk to me. add me on discord, I’ll get back to you when I can.

supreme. #9864

see you in a few months, probably anyways.

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“ SURPRISE !  I’m not dead, so you can cancel those funeral arrangements. Unless you want to bury me  alive  that is. ”

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I also did trial 4 doodles and this is whats left of it

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Phantom thief VS Detective AU!