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How Am I? 

I feel great and happy.

What I’ve been up to lately? 

Coffee and fake nails. I know, both are not my thing but I'm really into it right now. And it weirded me out.

What book/movie/series I’m into right now? 

I've watched a lot of series these past few weeks and it was my first time to watch all of it.

The Grey's Anatomy

How to get away with murder

Friends

Stranger Things

Sream

Izombie

Santa Clarita Diet

Revenge

Chambers

Something that amazes me 

My fake nails hahaha.

Funny moment that happened

When I told my ate that I feel that I'm getting old and I need to start drinking coffee and get use to it.

Thinking

What color of nails should I put next.

Feeling

Weird with my nails and coffee thing.

Listening to 

22 by Taylor Swift

Positive thought of the day

Everything will fall into place.

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Some of the photos I took during our Leyte Trip

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Leyte Trip with the Fam

I had four days and three nights vacay last Feb 14-17, 2019 with my family. It was one of the best trips I ever had so far. 

Feb 14, 2019 - first day

Happy Valentines day everyone. I hope you all find a way to celebrate it with your loved ones. Remember: V-day is not only for couples. Time check - 11:00am. Our flight going to Tacloban is 3:30pm. We decided to take the UBE Bus going to terminal 3. We ate and waited for about an hour. Everyone seems excited - especially me. I’ve been waiting for this trip with them. Everyone is so busy with their own life and career. It’s difficult for us to find a time that will fit everyone’s schedule. I thought that it will be impossible. But, hey! here we are. I know how happy they are as I look and stare at them. I can only hear nothing but their laughs. What a beautiful day spending v-day with these sicko peeps at the airport.

Time to board! Sorry guys but I fell asleep in just a snap. We land around 5 to 6pm. The good thing is andun na yung sundo namin na maghahatid samin sa hotel. It was chaotic inside the van; full of peals of laughter and asaran - which is good. By the way, our hotel is just 20 minutes away from the airport. Kaya konting tambling lang nasa hotel na kami agad. Everyone is starving and we all decided to eat at Robinson's since we all need to buy some groceries for kalanggaman trip tomorrow.

Milktea sesh and more chickahan before bedtime is a must hahaha.

Feb 15, 2019 - second day (Kalanggaman trip)

Woke up at 5:00am to prepare for our overnight trip to Kalanggaman Island. I don’t want to lie but I’m still sleepy. But I know this will be a rip-roaring road trip so waking up early will be worth it. As the driver mention awhile ago it’s a 2-3 hours drive. I was already thinking paano ko lilibangin ang sarili ko sa loob ng tatlong oras. Tatlong oras mga beshy. 

I was mesmerized with what am seeing. I was fascinated; it was enthralling at the same time of how beautiful the world is. I appreciate God’s creation a little more. Geez man! I hope everyone could see it.

As I sit in the van watching and observing the people in Tacloban wondering how were they able to survive and move on from the typhoon Yolanda. They were all over the news. The place was totally washout during that time. But now, as I look at them, I could see nothing but smile and contentment in their faces. Imagine the tragedy that they been through. Apir Tacloban peeps!!! I salute you guys for not giving up in life.

I want to sleep but I couldn’t because of this ravishing view. Three hours after we finally reach our destination. We were already in the port. We were instructed that we will ride the boat for about 45 minutes to reach Kalanggaman Island. Almost one hour in the sea in the middle of nowhere. I couldn’t contain my excitement and so I fell asleep. We were halfway there when I suddenly feel dozy. The next thing I knew when I opened my eyes is that we were about to get off the boat.

It is lunchtime. We decided to eat first before we change clothes and get ready. Of course right after we went for a walk at the beach to take some photos and just enjoy. Everyone’s having the best time. I can tell because I can see. I like the weather since it’s not that sunny nor gloomy and it was just perfect. 

Drinking sesh alert! Any beach trip wouldn’t be complete without a little blend of booze in the body. We were drinking when it started to rain. The time was moving too slow and everything feels just right. I could stay here forever as long as I’m with them. My life would be dusty without these crazy bunch and that’s for sure. After our first drinking session (yes! there will be a second round) we walk for a while and had a quick dip at the beach. I could say that everyone’s dancing at the sound of the waves. Can’t blame them for everything was in the right tune. 

We had dinner and clean ourselves right after. And then prepare for our drinking session round two. Well, on the other hand, it will be just us girls since the boys were already knockout. My tita prepared a game for us and it was fun and very engaging. It was not a normal game. It’s more of understanding, getting in touch, getting to know and just loving and accepting each and every one no matter what flaws; fragment they have in life. Drinking and playing that game was my favorite part. No pretentious, no sugarcoating, and no need to hide in the closet because it’s just us - no judgment.

Ending the day right.

Feb 16, 2019 - the third day

Time to fix our stuff and go back to the hotel. Another 45 minutes at the boat and another three hours road trip back to the hotel. Everyone is tired you can easily tell by looking at their faces. 

It’s almost 3:30pm when we reach the hotel and we only have one hour to prepare for our tour (you got it right we still have a city tour to deal with). Although I can feel that my body is so drained I need to overcome it and just enjoy. I was shocked for 30 minutes after everyone is ready and energize again. Mga nakapag charge ha. Still alive and kicking. That’s what I love about this group, no matter how tired they are they can still manage to smile and enjoy and be full charge again. 

We went to a lot of places. Including the mass grave, I was so devastated as I see the lists of the names in there. Those were the people who died in typhoon Yolanda. And then we went to Eva Jocelyn - the ship. Then the San Juanico bridge - Marcos decided to build a bridge for Imelda as a gift (a bridge of love I guess naks). I can’t remember every place that we visited. The last place that I remember was the pasalubong area.

My tita and her boyfriend treated as for dinner because it’s their anniversary - yaayyy!!!! we had a boodle fight. Seafood are my favorite. You can’t go wrong with it and of course, I ate a lot since some of us is not a big fan of seafood - which is sad. But, it’s okay.

It’s our last night here in Tacloban and we had milk tea sesh and more chickahan again before sleeping. 

Feb 17, 2019 - last day

I guess we reached the end of our vacay.

P. S. Next adventure, please

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You can’t spend your whole life trying to make other people happy.

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How Am I?  I’m feeling cold, literally for its winter here in China.

What I’ve been up to lately?  Food hahaha. I feel like I’m eating too much every day. Mom is the best cook so I don’t have a choice but to eat.

What book/ movie/series I’m into right now?  I stop watching The Haunting of Hill House for the reason that it didn’t catch my attention in the first place. And so I decided to watch The Greenhouse Academy. I’m done with the two seasons and I can’t wait to watch the next season. 

Something that amazes me  Nothing much

Funny moment that happened  I don’t want to be around with that person after what happened

Thinking  What to eat....again hahaha

Feeling Ang taba ko na ata. But who cares hahaha

Listening to Malibu Nights by LANY

Positive thought of the day You are stronger than you thought

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This is me saying thank you for the last time

It is this time of the year when everything started to fall apart. It's still fresh from my memory when things begin to change. The pain I thought I will never be able to get over with. But I'm getting there, almost. It's been almost a year but it still haunts me. Funny how I tried so hard to forget everything that happened - how I push myself to the end.

There were times where I feel like I almost lost my mind and that my body is so drained for what's happening. The nights are long I can't sleep for your memory haunts me everytime I close my eyes. Sometimes I ask myself "did I ever cross your mind?"; "did you ever miss me?" - whatever your answer is, I just hope that you're doing great.

I don't know how many more days, month's or even year's do I need for me to feel that I'm back to myself; back to old me, I guess?. But, hey! change is good too right. And for real I’m liking the new me. 

I promise myself this is going to be the last blog about you. Also, this is my way of saying thank you for the last time. Thank you for I’ve learned a lot.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Cheers to a good life!

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"One is enough, Two is too much"

I try to observe everyone around me and I figure out that not everyone you trust will stay true to you. Sometimes they just live for you to know and beware who's to avoid.

I was raised and taught how to show respect to everyone - to say "hi" or "hello" to someone you just met, to always think before you speak, to knock before you enter and to say "thank you" even in the smallest things they did for you.

I practice not to criticize as well. But, if you are one of those people who will criticize me for the story of my life then leave. I'm sick and tired of people who will use words against me just because they're mad. I'm not a punching bag.

There are some people who meant to stay in your life while others just pass by. Meeting someone wasn't an accident - there's always a purpose. Maybe to learn something or maybe just to realize the good and the bad - or which is which.

You don't know what I've been through and still going through. What you've said is foul and how you react to a certain situation - you just push me away from you; far away. You don't understand me and you don't know what it is like to be me. Much has been said and I don't need some negativity in my life as much as possible.

I'm too sensitive when it comes to family matters. From what you said to how you overreacted. I told you once that in some point in our lives things will change, and it does - right now.

Many want(ed) to believe in the idea that they know me. But for real, it's just their imagination - an illusion they wish to exist.

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She doesn’t talk much but she’s aware of what’s happening around her

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Love is a freeway it’s up to you if you want to stay

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How Am I? 

I don’t know. I feel doleful and glad at the same time. It’s normal, I know. But something is missing and I don’t know what it is.

What I’ve been up to lately?

Typography, I’ve been caught up with it these past few days. 

What book/ movie/series I’m into right now?

I watched 22July on Netflix and it was a good movie. I swear! you better watch it. And I just started with The Haunting of Hill House.

Something that amazes me

Well, actually this is a bit serious. When people laugh at me for crying on “small thing”- sorry but for real though, it wasn’t for me. I’ll just give the benefit of the doubt as always. Maybe it was too personal for me as well and not for you.

Funny moment that happened

Saw old friends since elementary and high school days. I missed them. 

Thinking

What to blog after this hahaha

Feeling

Frenzied for the following days. I don’t know why. It’s just that I have a feeling that something good is about to happen? 

Listening to

Without you by Aj Rafael ft. Moira

Positive thought of the day

“Keep moving forward” - The Robinsons

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How Am I?

A little bit confused with everything that’s happening right now.

What I’ve been up to lately?

Nothing much these past few days. And it seems like everyone has their own thing to do.

What book/ movie/series I’m into right now? 

I just finished watching the American Vandal series. 

Something that amazes me

How can someone be so in love with the person who doesn’t even love him/her back (ang lalim no hahaha mema lang)

Funny moment that happened

...

Thinking

To eat or not to eat chicken wings later hahaha

Feeling

Delighted and doleful at the same time

Listening to

The Scientist by Coldplay

Positive thought of the day

Giving up is not a choice; never was and never will.

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You have no idea...

No one has the right to judge. Especially if you don’t know what happened. 

You don’t know what I’ve been through- you don’t know how much pain I felt. You don’t know anything! Those melancholic nights and inconsolable mornings every single day of my life. Nobody had any idea that it was a torture; my worst nightmare. I’m not overreacting because that was really what I felt those days. If only I could tamper my memory, I would. Just to forget how depressing it was.

I forced myself to be okay even though I’m still not. I forced myself to believe that everything will be fine even though I feel like everything is falling apart. And I forced myself not to give up even though I almost did. I choose not to tell anyone when it’s still fresh. And decided to tell everyone when I’m ready to talk about it.

You can't blame me for what I did because it felt right. Other than that, it seems like I don't have any other choice that time or maybe I was blinded with my own definition of what is right and acceptable. I needed time to heal and be okay again. I know myself too well and I know deep down it's not accurate if I tell everyone or anyone right away.   

Those tenebrous days will forever be in me- to remind me how valiant I am right now after all what I’ve been through. Life is too short to be miserable. And we’re too young to be somber about certain things. That’s why let’s just enjoy.

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How am I? Well, I’m good. Still breathing; still living. Enjoying life to the fullest. That’s how it should be, right?

What I’ve been up to lately? Nothing special except for I always go out with friends. If you’re going to ask me what we’re trying to exploit - we’re trying to get a little kick of how does the world revolves; how does everything work, and how does our life will be more thrilling. (What I’ve said is a total nonsense hahaha, I know.) 

What book I’m reading right now? I don’t have. I can’t even remember when was the last time I did a book shopping (geez man!). But I’m a little caught up with some Netflix series. So I guess that might be the reason for me not to buy any book right now.

Something that amazes me When little sissy made a rainbow slime. It was a mind-blowing moment. 

Funny moment that happened When a drunk guy/ friend?/ or maybe just an acquaintance told me “I love you” hahaha. 

Just watch The Nun. I’m planning to watch Exes Baggage but I don’t know what hinders me from watching it. (sadyang tinatamad lang ako)

Thinking of going somewhere- away from everyone

Feeling like A bomb just about to explode. Too much information and happenings about certain people.

Song that I’m listening while writing this blog Why by Avril Lavigne

Positive thought of the day You always have a choice

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Happy birthday to me

A week before my birthday I was feeling sad. For the reason that I’m missing a lot of people. One is my mom; the other is my dad, and some are people that had been part of my life. But I know as we get older some things will change. That’s how life works. Some decided to leave while others choose to stay. Big thanks to those who stay. 

I guess being 23 makes me a little emotional. I woke up 2am not knowing the reason. I was thinking Oh my it’s my birthday today. Then suddenly I remember the old days when I was still a kid. I always feel frenzied for my birthday for what will happen or the gifts that I’m about to receive. My mom will be the one to cook my favorite kaldereta. Dad will be the one to pick up my cake. Well, all I want to say is that I’m missing the old-world of mine.

Woke up with tons of messages from family and friends. I was glad at least they remember my birthday. One more thing, my little sissy gave me a letter and it was so heart-warming. As a matter of fact, all of their greetings will definitely make my day. 

I had a long week birthday celebration. I really don’t have a specific plan for my birthday. It was Wednesday night when I message Jell that we should start celebrating my birthday on Friday. Without hesitations, they all agree. This only means walwalan night. 

September 21 (Friday) - Looks like may forever sa traffic. Also, I’m starving as well. Good thing, Mcdo drive-thru saves the day. While waiting for our order my friends are shouting telling the mcdo crew that it is my birthday. Syempre sumabay na ko sa trip. I told the lady that it is my birthday and if I can have a free fries. And she was just smiling (dedma ata ako parang nega ang free fries). Medyo matagal ang nuggets that’s why we decided to park nalang muna. I was surprised for I heard the mcdo stuff singing happy birthday while walking towards me. They even manage to put a birthday candle on top of the apple pie and they gave me balloons as well. 

We were at The Island around 11:45pm. Thank you G! abot kami sa reservation. 

I don’t know if it’s just because of the pregame that we did that’s why I got drunk in a breeze or the consistency of the tequila shots. Whatever it is, it was fun; a quip moment. I hope my friends enjoy as much as I did. 

September 22 (Saturday) - The next day I had lunch with my ate and kuya. That’s their treat for my birthday. I wasn’t feeling well that day. I could still taste the tequila at the tip of my tongue. But I tried my best to act normal hahaha. Knowing ate she will definitely punch me in the face hahaha kidding side. But she will tell me that it’s my fault because I know the consequences right after the party. Well, it’s true that I know what will happen after. Still, I don’t regret it, never was and never will. 

September 23 (Sunday) - Sunday, a day before my birthday. I message Jell if we could meet today for the reason that I have this feeling that I’ll be a little sluggish on the day of my birthday. I’m afraid we wouldn’t be able to see each other on that day that’s why I ask her already. Besides, I was already thinking not to go out on that day. Such an indolent part of me. After church, we decided to meet. We went to Town and ate at Yakimix along with Jere (her brother). Nabusog ako agad. For real though, I don’t know why. I was thinking that maybe nabigla yung tummy ko. We end the day by attending another church service. Pangalawa ko na to for this day. Baka bumait ako ng sobra hahaha.  

September 24 (Monday) - My actual birthday, I guess I’m pretty much a little disappointed in the morning. Good thing my little sissy was there to lighten up my mood. She’s the first one to greet me and of course my mom then my ate. Iya (my not so little sister hahaha) told me that she’s starving already and I went outside the room and I was expecting that they are all awake but they’re still not. At the back of my head Happy birthday to me. I cooked breakfast for everybody- hays life. Is this how my day will start? I message Jell to tell her that I’m bored and I’m not liking this vibe. This is not good. She replied in just a snap telling me that she will pick me up. Thank you Jelly!

I spent the whole day with her along with some of our friends. I had dinner with the fam. Then went out again with friends right after. Jell cook some sisig and siomai- my favs. Also, I had a box of zesto. Yayyyy!!!  And we had a little drink (yes, a little) Went home straight after. I don’t know what’s wrong with me for I was feeling melancholy on that day. But all in all, I was thankful for it ends well. 

Thank you friends for your efforts. Couldn't imagine how my day will be without you guys (naks! oh siya tequila pa hahaha).  

PS. Happy Birthday self! Cheers to a good life!

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The Nun (09/11/18)

Raise hands for those who like horror movies like me (wooohh!!!). Horror movies are always at the top of my list. It gives me a thrilling atmosphere. So when The Nun was released I was so excited to watch it. Literally can’t wait. And today I watch it with Jell. Knowing that she’s not a fan of horror movies (Thank you Jelly). 

Jell and I decided to meet at 12:30pm. But I was a bit hesitant when it was almost half the time because of the weather. It was raining so hard and it won’t stop. I asked Jell if we are still good to go and she said yes. I guess there’s no stopping us (rain or shine). 

Went to Southwoods around 1:30pm and waited for 30minutes until the wing and rib open. We ate a lot and when I say a lot it really means a L-O-T. I can’t barely breath (for real) it feels like my tummy is going to detonate right at that time. I told myself that I won’t eat too much a few weeks ago since I tend to vomit whenever I do that (ang ending masasayang lang ang kinain ko). But the good news right now is that I didn’t even though I ate like the world is about to end hahaha. 

We stayed at the wing and rib for one and a half hour. And went straight to southwoods mall to watch The Nun. But we are 30minutes early so we decided to roam around the mall while waiting. Suddenly I remember the Macao Imperial Tea I told Jell that we should try it. She doesn’t want at first for the reason that she’s on her diet. Of course, I was so determined to convince her since we are already there and good thing my convincing power was effective. We both had the Original Milk Tea (less sugar hahaha!). 

It was time for us to go back considering that the movie is about to start in 10-15 minutes. With Jell who’s so afraid of horror movies, we should be inside before the lights went off. 

I don’t know if it’s just the movie or the fact that I’m with Jell that makes me chuckle the whole time. For some reason that we noticed every single detail. We always have something to say for every dialogue and every movement in the movie that makes us laugh. 

There was this one time when Jell was drinking water and then Valak was shown on the screen she doesn’t know what to do. Her phone fell down under my sit and I can’t help but laugh. So I knew from that moment that this horror movie will have a little mix of fun from time to time (and I was right). Also, she’s been telling me that her head hurts because of the milk tea and the sugar on it. She researched it while we are watching and telling me the reason why. Deep down my throat, I wanted to laugh so bad. Having the idea that we are watching a horror movie and she’s discussing some electrolytes hahaha.

Jell is so astounding, she can be so outlandish anytime. Thank God I found a friend like her. My life would not be drudging anymore.

And so the movie went well. It was fun hahaha. 

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Friday nights are the best. Every week I always look forward to what are we going to do this coming Friday. You can’t blame me for the last time I check my F.nights was always filled with good company and nothing but good vibes.

As I say, I only have few friends, basically because some are people-I-just-met. So, as you may all know there’s a difference. And I know who the real ones are. In times like this, you should know who to trust. I mean, the world is full of nocuous human beings. ( For real though, I know I sounded like a drunk person there but no, I’m not drinking right now).

Party is one of the best things to do in the world, in my opinion. If you’re a partygoer then you will probably get me. I don’t get it every time I hear someone says “mahilig magparty yan or ay nagpaparty siya” tell me guys, is there something wrong going to a party? Especially with girls, why do they always make it a big deal?. We are not living in the 18th century, so yeah! Girls do party as well. 

Thank God for Its Friday, geez man! it only means walwal night. Our usual Friday stamping ground is The Island. If you’ve been there then I don’t need to elucidate anymore. If not, here’s how I will describe the place- prodigious. I don’t know if I’m just always intoxicated whenever I’m there or the fact that the place is so engaging that makes the crowd galvanize. Whatever the reason may be, Friday will always be puyat worthy.

Pardon for I can’t share photos even videos right now my phone got broke.

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Life Lately - 01

As the title says “Life Lately - 01″  means this will be my first time to write about my life lately. I just figure out that I want(ed) to share some things about my life. Although, I know that I already have this Personal and Happenings page. And you might think that this will be the same. But it’s a no-no, don’t worry (cross fingers I hope it won’t). 

I’ve been thinking to put up this page for a very long time. But I find it hard to think of a perfect proper title that will totally fit. I did a list of words- mixing words that I want. And I end up with the Life Lately title. I prefer it a lot for the reason that it’s just two simple combined words that everyone can understand easily. 

I want to share with you of what’s happening in my life or maybe just a little update (if you want an update, if not then don’t read it). Also, I want something new to talk about. You might get bored (I hope not) reading my personal, happenings, and poetry stuff. 

That’s it I guess. Cheers!