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Remember when you knew what to do in your life ? Lol fun times …

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I donated your shoes today.

You know the ones that stood catty cornered in your room… Your everyday tennis shoes… & the pair of stiletto heels….

I almost donated the few shirts I have left that I never wear but I just couldn’t do it….

Today poppop would of been 80.

I know we would of had a big party for him…

The fam threw me a surprise bday cookout. I haven’t had one of those since high school. You always threw the best birthday parties.

I should … we should be planning your 50th birthday trip.

I hope your traveling for me… I miss you so much

I feel so stuck.

This isn’t fair..

I wish I could talk to you.

Your voice is not as clear in my memory like it use to be I don’t want to ever feel like it was a dream..

Six years and 3 months… feels the same as 6 mins and 3 seconds…

Miss you mom.

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I kinda just want to know which of my mutuals would fuck me if they had the chance 👀

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In this blog we support eating it from the front AND back😋😋

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All I do is talk about how much I miss my mom & how Im high functioning through this depression. I just want to catch a break.

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Feels weird that today is my dad’s birthday. Idk if it’s the fact I have no core memories with him forreal. Or is it cause all these memories my dad side are sharing today I have nothing close to those. Or maybe it’s cause ppl are still mourning a guy I never knew. Or is it cause I just learned when his birthday was when looking at an obituary. Can’t make this sh*t up.

Sometimes I feel like my life is a sitcom and I’m constantly the bud of all jokes.

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Not going places because your broke & trying to make that not be known is so draining. I wish no was good enough for some people.

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If you could do it all again would you?

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“If it comes; let it. If it goes; let it.”

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always trust your instincts, you ain’t crazy.

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Don’t wanna live my life wishing I did more of something else.

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Jonice Webb, Running on Empty: Overcome Your Childhood Emotional Neglect

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Had a entire breakdown just now… I lost a piece of the paper you gave me… and eventho your handwriting is there a piece of the scripture is gone… I know it’s just material things… but in that moment it just felt like I lost you all over again…. On that note I’m going to the store tomorrow to frame all your papers I have that you written on… man I miss you & time doesn’t make this feeling any better idc what people say….

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Hoping that every black woman has a safe pregnancy

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I know nobody really cares to hear this, but I just really miss my mom and wish she would just come back.