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I think it's wild that one of the way Lily is trying to make fun of Sai is to say she's complaining about the WRONG FIC. Like literally, she made a chart and her whole ramble was basically "Of all the fics she's calling incest, she picked THIS one and not the ones that are worse." She's not even hiding it at this point.

... is she even trying to hide it? i think that is a warranted question at this point. i think she's really grabbing that comforting incest blanket for all of it's worth to the point she does not care how people are going to see it. that's the only thing that it makes sense to me. plus, LO, honestly... if your biggest defense to any critique is "heh, i have done that so much worse and so much more blatantly in other works", then that is not really any defense. it just means that even when you're not really trying to be as obvious and blatant about it, your writing still comes across as weird and fetishy for normal people. if you truly didn't intended that, that should be your wake up call to do something about it.

[cherrytea556]

Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if the reason she's going so hard on the incest, is because it's the only "comfort" she's got going for her. She used to be slightly better at hiding it, but now with how brazen she is about it, it feels like she's clutching to it like a security blanket. With how open Courtney's been about what Lily put them through, she has no option but to retreat in her fantasy world where her incest was reciprocated and everything was perfect

That's kind of sad, in its own, pathetic way.

[cherrytea556]

Didn't lily write a post somewhere warning people to stay away from cameron? That and the fact that the nicest thing I've seen her say about him was "at least he doesn't misgender in front of his kids (and he let's me have access to them)" it makes any sort of "alliance" they have with each other look very sus and like worse people

Lily put him on The Dirty.com

Which for anyone who doesnt know, is a site that was used to trash and or warn people about other people. Usually used for sex pests, grifters, women beaters and cheaters

although its usually someones ex that puts them on The Dirty, not a sibling

I find it really funny that they're stories are word for word the same "Courtney never faced any abuse until she got addicted to drugs and was groomed by a 40 year old"

cuz everyone expects the person accused of rape to say "i didnt do it" but a blanket statement like "Courtney has never faced any SA whatsoever by anyone anywhere ever untill she left the house" Thats implying that i couldnt have possibly faced assault or abuse outside my family, by someone who left my life when he was 12 and never came back into it. Its unreasonably wide statements like that that sound sus as fuck.

"i didnt rape her" would make sense for cameron to say "shes never faced abuse ever" thats a general statement that you dont get to make there golden boy.

He also calls lily my "brother" underneath my video so the misgendering sure as shit happend where the kids could see it =/

its fine, they're angy cuz i wont shut up. People are starting to talk so they need to try to cover their asses

[cherrytea556]

I'm sorry if this comes off as rude, its not my intention but is Lily actually native?

its a complicated answer

Our grandfather and his oldest daughter are claimed by The Nation as our grandfather on our mothers side has Sauk/Fox/Haudenosaunee roots that Lily, Cameron and I were not raised with.

We were raised Newfoundlander as most of our family is tied deeply with the provinces history.

Lily since her becoming noticed on the internet has been claiming a cherokee identity that is not hers. She also refuses to actually connect with our grandfathers roots through The Nation or our aunt who will not speak to her.

She waited untill our grandfather was dead to start making these claims as well, because she knows damn well the man would have still tried to put her through a wall for her blatant disrespect.

So as long as she continues to be an appropriating colonizing white piece of shit hiding behind a stolen cherokee identity? shes not native.

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let me do a little recap to explain why this post in particular is so fascinating for me. 1. both Sai and Morals do readings of her awful totally not incestuous OCs stories. they both call out the incestuous undertones and futhermore, how badly written they are. 2. Morals goes to have a life once again. Sai keeps laughing at LO as a response. 3. the "LO, we totally need your opinion about this topic related to incest because somehow you're the one to ask about incest now" trend on her blog started again.

4. LO thinks simultaneisly thinks she defends herself by saying "no, my real incestuous OCs are these other characters!"

5. at the same time, LO really wants to pretend that this much incest on her blog is not a red flag the size of a stadium.

6. while also sending herself fake anon Courtneys to make herself the victim.

6. now this post, where she wishes the only person to never speak about her again is Courtney. the sibling that she sexually abused as kids. the sibling that LO has even fantasized about asking forgiveness to her for the crime of setting up a lock on his room to keep her away. the sibling who, btw, has been posting less about LO lately than LO has done. i'm not saying any of these things have to be connected or have to do anything with each other. i'm just saying that i personally find this fascinating as a sequence of events. LO, since you're such a huge fan of telling people this piece of advice, let me return the favor to you: go to therapy. real therapy . i don't know what any of this is, but it's not healthy.

[cherrytea556]

let me do a little recap to explain why this post in particular is so fascinating for me. 1. both Sai and Morals do readings of her awful totally not incestuous OCs stories. they both call out the incestuous undertones and futhermore, how badly written they are. 2. Morals goes to have a life once again. Sai keeps laughing at LO as a response. 3. the "LO, we totally need your opinion about this topic related to incest because somehow you're the one to ask about incest now" trend on her blog started again.

4. LO thinks simultaneisly thinks she defends herself by saying "no, my real incestuous OCs are these other characters!"

5. at the same time, LO really wants to pretend that this much incest on her blog is not a red flag the size of a stadium.

6. while also sending herself fake anon Courtneys to make herself the victim.

6. now this post, where she wishes the only person to never speak about her again is Courtney. the sibling that she sexually abused as kids. the sibling that LO has even fantasized about asking forgiveness to her for the crime of setting up a lock on his room to keep her away. the sibling who, btw, has been posting less about LO lately than LO has done. i'm not saying any of these things have to be connected or have to do anything with each other. i'm just saying that i personally find this fascinating as a sequence of events. LO, since you're such a huge fan of telling people this piece of advice, let me return the favor to you: go to therapy. real therapy . i don't know what any of this is, but it's not healthy.

[cherrytea556]

let me do a little recap to explain why this post in particular is so fascinating for me. 1. both Sai and Morals do readings of her awful totally not incestuous OCs stories. they both call out the incestuous undertones and futhermore, how badly written they are. 2. Morals goes to have a life once again. Sai keeps laughing at LO as a response. 3. the "LO, we totally need your opinion about this topic related to incest because somehow you're the one to ask about incest now" trend on her blog started again.

4. LO thinks simultaneisly thinks she defends herself by saying "no, my real incestuous OCs are these other characters!"

5. at the same time, LO really wants to pretend that this much incest on her blog is not a red flag the size of a stadium.

6. while also sending herself fake anon Courtneys to make herself the victim.

6. now this post, where she wishes the only person to never speak about her again is Courtney. the sibling that she sexually abused as kids. the sibling that LO has even fantasized about asking forgiveness to her for the crime of setting up a lock on his room to keep her away. the sibling who, btw, has been posting less about LO lately than LO has done. i'm not saying any of these things have to be connected or have to do anything with each other. i'm just saying that i personally find this fascinating as a sequence of events. LO, since you're such a huge fan of telling people this piece of advice, let me return the favor to you: go to therapy. real therapy . i don't know what any of this is, but it's not healthy.

[cherrytea556]

Speaking of lily being honest. Look at this response to an anon about Sai

...Lily, you just admitted that you wrote incest.More then once.

This is the biggest self own i've ever seen. In trying to defend one fanfic, she told on herself with the other three. THREE!

Also, I'm pretty sure Sai just pointed out how weird it was that the original story had to have the two lovers live together like adopted siblings first, before they started sleeping together.

Like, just because you pull the "not actually related card" doesn't mean people aren't going to notice a pattern.

[cherrytea556]

"Look she might have said some similar words or made similar points but that doesn't mean it's plagiarism!"

And for flavor, here she is dunking on my video in order to prop up her own:

[cherrytea556]

Same! My parents (at least my dad) generally prefer a husband but they don't seem opposed to a wife. As long as I'm married with kids apparently.

I just know the lgb will be up in arms and come at me with their pitch-knife forks if i tell them that i would genuinely be more accepted as a lesbian than as an aroace

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sometimes I feel outta place bein a aroace adult online. ppl love to say "aspec ppl can still be kinky!" but Im not & it feels lonely. theres tons of ways to say "18+" "minors dni" but what abt not wantin this stuff? wut would I even say in my bio?

kinky aros & aces all power to ya! but idk it makes me think only kinky aros & aces are accepted & makes me think Im the only 1 like this. esp cuz I see so many kinky aspec ppl out there. is there a word for this? cheers.

there are definitely aspecs out there who feel the same! the word you're looking for may be sex-repulsed, which means you're uninterested in sexual contexts and situations in regards to yourself.

[cherrytea556]

.I have 99 problems, sleeping with my friends would fix at least 5 of them.

[cherrytea556]

me crawling through the slew of smut under the “Aromantic Asexual Alastor” tag to find the two (and I MEAN two) good fics that actually respectfully explore Alastor being aroace

[cherrytea556]

Some people (not necessarily here) asked me why i just say "i am aro" and not "i am "non-sam aro" or "i am JUST aro" " if i am tired of people assuming my sexuality... But the thing is that i should not have to. If you read "i am aro" and you think "ah this person is [insert sexuality]" then it's on you, not me. Micro labels are also not much of my thing. Nothing against them it's just that "non sam aro" is accurate (and i sometimes look it up for relatable content) but...it would be more for other people's sake than mine and i don't want to bother. (And i have nothing against the term at all but the thing is that it does not ring a bell for everyone) I am not "secretly ace/ allosexual / etc" either, i am not "hiding my sexuality". My orientation is "aro", period. Not just "my romantic orientation", my "orientation". And just so we're clear this also says NOTHING about my sexual life and my relationship to sex and how it's tied to my aromantism. Don't. Fucking. Assume. Please. Honestly, saying "i am a non-sam aro" would not stop people from assuming at all.

(to be clear, most of this post is me talking about my feelings about how i call myself, it's not in general)

(if anyone is confused by what is a "non sam aro" it's generally an aromantic person that does not use the "split attraction model" (sam) and just define themself as "aro" )

[cherrytea556]

The yellow roses symbolize platonic love and the ace of spades symbolizes aromantic asexuality

[cherrytea556]

Aro experience is just being bored with romance. Idk why but a few years ago i was big into shipping culture in fandom. I loved reading shipfic and watching maps and amvs and doing romance rps. But now I'm just so bored with romance. I could just be cynical or tired of how puritan fandom spaces have gotten but I can barely get myself to care about the ships that used to consume me.

one thing that i personally love is platonic ships. like yes please, tell me more about how these two would accidentally knock over a shelf at a store or which movies they would watch together on a friday night.

disclaimer: this isn’t meant to exclude anyone or make anyone feel left out! everyone’s experiences are different!

[cherrytea556]

this is a barely cohesive ramble abt knowing i was aro without knowing what being aro was

ive known im aroallo for a super long time, 6th grade is the earliest specific memory i have of knowing this. This girl i was friends with was asking me who i like and when i said i didnt like anyone she asked if i was asexual. I was like no im not asexual, and in my head i was just thinking that i was aro not ace.

Its just so weird to think back on things like this bc there was no light bulb moments when i realized i didnt feel romantic attraction, i just always knew i didnt and learning the word aromantic just gave me a term and community for that feeling

another time i wanted to be friends with a boy and was so tired of ppl thinking i was lying abt not liking any one that i just lied to a friend and told her i liked him. i knew i didnt like him but i just wanted to be included so badly that i would have rather lied abt it

having to lie about crushes to get people to stop asking is horrible, but i'm glad you've found the aro community now!