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Yusuf & Nicolò

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Ohhh I might die on the merthur hill but NOTHING could take away from the Arwen love story. They are PERFECT and SPECIAL and sooooo dramatic and anybody who doesn’t like them is WRONG

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andromaquynh is srsly sending me into a spiral. like what if you spent centuries looking for the love of your life knowing she was in unimaginable pain . and THEN when u finally see her again she is hurt and angry and still in pain but also. you’re just happy to see her. because you love her 😭

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Shit, this idiots are now technically my employees

And I cannot even fire them...

"well, not my circus not my monkeys"

"oh God it's my circus and my monkeys now"

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The air smells faintly of old pages and black coffee. Somewhere in the corner, a candle flickers — not for light, but for memory. And so it begins.

This space — carved out between lectures, rainstorms, and long walks through ivy-covered courtyards — is where I collect fragments: thoughts, poems, obsessions with forgotten philosophers, half-finished essays, and all things cloaked in shadows and sepia tones.

I call it Dark Academia not because it is merely a trend, but because it feels like home. There is comfort in melancholy, in late-night journaling, in the slow decay of autumn. Here, beauty isn’t loud — it’s whispered through Latin phrases, handwritten letters, and the rustle of wool coats against library shelves.

This blog is a quiet rebellion against the hurried world. A place for minds that wander, for hearts that ache beautifully, for those who still romanticize knowledge.

Welcome. Stay as long as the candle burns.

🤎🕯️🍂⏳🕰️☕️🗝️⚰️

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𝖇𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖔𝖘, 𝖊𝖝𝖍𝖆𝖑𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖒

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hahaha so you dislike her more and more??

Look skinny bitched like you and fucking simone, yeron and even kate as character have their lives wya more easy. Being fat in this society makes one be very very bitter so is is ubferstable to want other face theur cruelty . I don't dee thag as villain

Very very telling you like benopgie and kanthony but you sre an anti penlope

Hahaha you bitch!!!

Hello lovely anon!

I received quite a few anonymous comments, all by you, I guess.

First of all, so kind to insult me, a real human being, over a character that doesn't exist.

Secondly, I don't dislike her more and more, I think my dislike reached their peak, my second post was a critique of the season 3 writing, which, in my opinion, was terrible. I was offering my opinion as to how they could have made it more interesting, it was MY opinion over a fictional product.

The fact that you think Simone or Yerin, two POC women had an easy life is laughable honestly but as you may also see in my comments I never once said something negative about Nicola. I love Nicola, I admire her very much as an actor, an activist and a person. I don't like ONE of the many characters she played or will play.

Also about the "society makes you bitter so ocf course you want other to suffer" Wtf? That's not a way of thinking I espouse and, before you say that's because I'm some sort of supermodel with an easy life, I'm not. I'm not fat or plus sized but I'm far from conventionally attractive, I'm shy, nerdy, introverted and awkward and I was bullied heavily because of that. It had a devastating effect on my mental health for years, it still affected me now years later. I have no wish to inflict on others the same pain and trauma I suffered. That's why I don't like Penelope and, as I said before, I would have the same opinion if Penelope was playing by Simone, Yerin, Hannah, Masali, Phoebe, Harriet, Bessie or any other actress, it has nothing to do with her physical appearance.

I like Kanthony and Benophie and I don't like Polin, I make no mystery of that. For this reason, I don't go search anti Kate or anti Sophie content, I stay I my happy bubble, if I see an anti of a character that I like I ignore it. Greatly improved my fandom experience. Much better than going insult people over fictional characters! Also, because you insulting me won't make me like Penelope or stop express my dislike for her from time to time

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After reflecting in how both Tilley and Paul kind of help challenge Benedict about his ideas of attraction, social privilege and what he wants out of life (I see that line about sharing will come back to haunt Benedict) I think I understand more of his arch now.

I didn't before but they truly were like humans vases of knowledge.

Benedict being pansexual does not take beauty from his relationship with Sophie, quite the opposite, it magnifies it.

Benedict has to learn that just like gender is no problem for him to be attracted/love someone, social class should not matter to him either.

Benedict feel in love with Sophie not because of her gender nor her social class but because Sophie is simply herself.

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Actor Johnathan Joss was just murdered for being gay. On the first day of pride 2025. He was best known for playing John Redcorn on King of the Hill.

I had no idea he was gay but he was married to a man named Tristan Kern de Gonzales (on valentines day 2025!)

They lived in San Antonio Texas where his family is from and he grew up. He was 59.

In Janurary 2025 his home was burned down which made news. It killed some of his beloved dogs. He didnt elaborate beyond he believed it was arson (gofundme is still up and i suggest donating to help his funeral costs and his husband

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Now we know he and his husband had been threatened by several neighbors for being queer. They told pigs, pigs being pigs did nothing before or after it happened.

Yesterday Joss and his husband went to check their mailbox wherein they found one of their dogs skulls (statement from his husband

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As they weeped and mourned in shock, a neighbor, Sigfredo Alvarez Ceja, came out and aimed at de Gonzales…but Hoss jumped in front of the bullet and was instantly killed.

Ceja, homophobia murdering coward, tried to take off but de Gonzales had called pigs who vaguely tried to do something. He was arrested and his bail set for $200k. Or as my sister said who the fuck sets bail for a murderer?

San Antonio.

De Gonzales is clearly mourning, posting pics on Hoss’ fb page. This one really struck me

This is why we need pride people, and not rainbow capitalism. Please donate to the gofundme and let san antonio cops knows what you think. De Gonzales said multiple neighbors had threatened them…id like to see those people investigated for arson.

Go into pride with rage and knowing. Have joy, kiss puppies, dont bow to homophobes. And maybe enjoy a little king of the hill.

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A cup of calm in a chaotic world ☕

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the scariest thing about the generative AI thing is how quickly people have accepted it as an indefinite, irrevocable part of their reality. people have genuinely convinced themselves that ChatGPT is the only solution to most tasks - tasks they did with their own brain without any large effort two years ago. like you know damn well all of us used to write emails ourselves why are we pretending like this is an impossible task to do with your own two hands. what's with the fucking. AI revisionism. i feel like i am going insane.

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