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[chikoyama]

Update: Hello, I just wanted to pop in and say that I don’t think I’ll be coming back to this blog for a very long while, if ever.

Part of the reason is because I don’t feel any (positive) connection to this community. Every time I want to check, I ask myself: What do I even hope to gain from this? Inspiration to write again? Motivation? And when I finally do log in, I feel nothing as I look through the dash — no excitement, no motivation. Actually, maybe a bit of relief because, damn, I no longer feel like I have to fit in or try because I no longer care.

I used to feel a certain amount of dread every time I decided to log on, and in the very beginning I’d cry out of anxiety when I scrolled through my dashboard. In hindsight, I should’ve taken it as a huge red flag and simply left. I barely even interacted with anyone back then, lol. Just by observing, the general tone seemed harsh and unconstructive. The atmosphere was highly excluding and people were desperate (including myself) to be a part of something, causing us to flock to blogs that wrote certain popular characters. To me, it seemed more like a popularity contest than anything else.

And yes, I feel like I can allow myself to say all of these things now, because I’m no longer a part of it. I no longer feel the need to defend it, deny it or try to convince myself to stay. Obviously, there were a few people, who I thought were nice. Otherwise, it was like arriving to a huge party where everyone huddled together in cliques, skeptical of others and sometimes each other even.

At last, I’m not saying that this has to change. In fact, I doubt it’ll, and I honestly don’t care if it does or doesn’t. And I’m aware that there are people who enjoy it as it is. I just came here to provide my five cents on why I no longer feel the need to contribute to this community (if you can even call it that). You may even consider this my last contribution, and you can choose to agree or disagree, or partly. You can choose to take this as feedback to take action in the future and change something or do nothing at all. I don’t care.

Aside from the strange social aspect of this community, I think I had my fun in terms of creating Chiyori as my character and using my digital design skills to set up the blog and everything.

Anyway, goodbye!

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∗ o4﹕ sender  offers  receiver  an  earbud  to  share  their  music . (Jett)

100 Non-verbal Prompts | Accepting | @cymerae

During their car ride back, a mild silence seemed to dominate the atmosphere. Chiyori was seated in the back, and next to her, the researcher. In front was the driver, whose attention seemed to be wholly focused on the road ahead. He was clad in the signature grey suit of a Jujutsu manager assistant.

For the sorceress, it’d been another regular day at work, which had meant another long day dealing with curses. Though, today, she’d let the foreign researcher accompany her on her mission, to let her gather some observational data. After getting picked up, the sorceress had let exhaustion crash over her like a wave, and she had simply resigned to letting her head rest on the window sill. As she looked out, everything seemed to brush past like the smearing of a painting.

However, after a while, Chiyori turned her head to check on her companion. She noticed Jett-san’s hand stretched out toward her, a tiny earbud pinched between her fingers. Despite feeling weary, it didn’t take long for the sorceress to process what the Aussie was offering her. “Huh? Are you listening to anything interesting, Jett-san?” Chiyori asked in a low, gentle tone, before decidingly extending her own hand to quietly accept the researcher’s offer to co-listen.

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💞 that's amore !! a collection of valentine's day symbols. it's a mix of sfw and nsfw. for multis, please include who you're sending them to/from. feel free to reverse roles.

💋 to kiss my muse

💞 to ask my muse to be their valentine

💕 to tell my muse that your muse loves them

💌 to write a valentine's day letter to my muse

💐 to give my muse flowers

🍫 to give my muse chocolate

🍷 to have a valentine's day dinner with my muse

🍿 to watch a romantic movie with my muse

🍓 to surprise my muse with breakfast in bed

💃 to slow dance with my muse

🐶 to give my muse a pet

👗 to tell my muse they look beautiful/handsome

👙 to see my muse in lingerie

😏 to see my muse undressed

🛀 to take a romantic bath with my muse

👅 to go down on my muse

👆 to finger or give my muse a handjob

😘 to leave hickeys on my muse

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Send "Will you be my Valentine?" to see my muse's reaction hearing it

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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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(( update: i’ll put this blog on indefinite hiatus. ))

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(( Good morning (or night) to everyone! ☀️

I realized that for some reason I had anons turned off, (I don’t know for how long, lol), but now it’s on again in case ya’ll wanted to mess with Chiyori as a faceless persona. ))

[chikoyama]

Soft Touch

Trying my hand at some actions here! Let's have some tender moments, huh? Some of these could be construed as a little... risqué. Add reverse to flip sender and receiver!

[trail] for sender to run their fingertip along receiver's jaw.

[tilt] for sender to gently tilt receiver's chin up.

[tuck] for sender to tuck a strand of hair behind receiver's ear.

[cup] for sender to cup receiver's cheek.

[drift] for sender to let their hand trail from receiver's shoulder to their lower back.

[hold] for sender to slide their hand into receiver's.

[thumb] for sender to wipe away receiver's tear with their thumb.

[scratch] for sender to slowly run their fingernail down receiver's spine.

[trace] for sender to run their fingertips over the bones in receiver's hand.

[grip] for sender to wrap an arm around receiver's waist.

[nuzzle] for sender to tuck their face into the crook of receiver's neck.

[breathe] for sender to trail a thumb over receiver's lower lip.

[rest] for sender to trail a thumb over receiver's eyelids.

[whisper] for sender to trail a fingertip down over receiver's neck.

[gasp] for sender to press their hand against receiver's neck.

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List of pet names I think would fit Chiyori:

Angel, Babe, Bunny, Hot Stuff, Goddess, Gorgeous, Kitten, Miss Crybaby, Pretty, Princess, Sugar, Sweetheart

List of pet names she likely would call partners (regardless of gender):

Alpha, Babe, Champion, Good-looking Man/Woman, Handsome, Hero/Heroine, King/Queen, Knight/Knightess, Pretty, Saviour

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When I tell you that (adult) Chiyori has the ability to make even alpha men become weak beta boys for her, would you believe me?

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Remember when I said that Chiyori has no ego? Ahem. Well, yeah. I kind of lied. The fact that she’s so picky about who gets to get physically close to her (also) ties up to the fact that she’s a princess by heart.

She only wants the most devoted of the devoted knights or dames to serve her. Everyone else, she’ll ignore, because they’re not worthy of her time or attention. 🎀

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cooking lessons | @vartouhix

There was something oddly comforting about watching another cute girl scramble about in the kitchen while Chiyori herself sat atop of the counter. Her hands were placed on each side of her thighs, fingers holding onto the edges of the surface. She was observing patiently, feet swinging idly back and forth as amber gaze followed the pinkette around as she searched in drawers and cabinets for cookingware and ingredients.

Listening with care, a fond smile was drawn onto Chiyori’s features as Jangmi-chan began explaining the steps to her. It was almost as if she was receiving a private cooking lesson. “Right, what cook the slowest go in first,” Chiyori repeated after the other with a solemn nod of her head.

And as her friend kept chittering away, expressing her impatience due to hunger, Chiyori’s head canted lightly to the side. “Cooking everything from scratch is overrated, anyway!” She assured her friend. “I’m sure it’s going to taste great.” After all, she trusted in her friend’s cooking skills. Besides, Chiyori couldn’t wait to taste the Korean signature dish herself, (which she by the way still had trouble pronouncing, even after Jangmi-chan had tried to teach her how to say it).

At the comment about her reminding the other of a kid and the gentle pat to the head, Chiyori offered her friend an awkward smile in return. She wasn’t sure how to respond, because Jangmi-chan really wasn’t that much older than her.

However, once the pinkette began piling the ingredients next to her thigh with instructions on what to do, Chiyori’s attention shifted immediately. “Roger that, Jangmi-chan! Just tell me what you need,” she responded, resisting the impulse to add a saluting gesture as well. Either way, she was ready to hand over whatever ingredient her friend needed on cue!

[chikoyama]

Okay, but whose feelings can Chiyori play with if she's feeling a bit mean or selfish?

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(( Not gonna lie, I’ve been thinking of this au for literally months, but I still don’t know how to explain or what to call it exactly? For now, I’ll just call it the AI au.

Basically, Chiyori is an AI, but she is able to move around in the real world as a hologram, but not physically interact with it? Pretty much like Joi from Bladerunner 2049, if you’ve ever watched it (recommended) which serve as main inspiration for this au.

PLEASE, I BEG SOMEONE TO WRITE THIS WITH ME. DOESN'T AT ALL HAVE TO BE ROMANTIC. SHE CAN JUST BE YOUR MUSE'S EMOTIONAL SUPPORT FRIEND OR A MOTHERLY FIGURE. WHATEVER KIND OF PERSON YOUR MUSE IS IN NEED OF IN THEIR LIFE. ))

[chikoyama]

(( Not gonna lie, I’ve been thinking of this au for literally months, but I still don’t know how to explain it or what to call it exactly? For now, I’ll just call it the AI au.

Basically, Chiyori is an AI, but she is able to move around in the real world as a hologram, but not physically interact with it? Pretty much like Joi from Bladerunner 2049, if you’ve ever watched it (recommended). It serves as main inspiration for this au.

PLEASE, I BEG SOMEONE TO WRITE THIS WITH ME. DOESN'T AT ALL HAVE TO BE ROMANTIC. SHE CAN JUST BE YOUR MUSE'S EMOTIONAL SUPPORT FRIEND OR A MOTHERLY FIGURE. WHATEVER KIND OF PERSON YOUR MUSE IS IN NEED OF IN THEIR LIFE. ))

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(( I’m not sure if I’m currently experiencing the phenomenon where Tumblr eats inbox stuff. I remember about a week or two ago, the system said I received two new asks, but when I went to check, there was nothing apart from what I had already received. I just thought it was a bug and ignored it. Now, it shows I have a greater number of asks than what I currently have in my inbox… ))

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A handshake with you, what’s your point of view? I’m on top of you, I don’t wanna go ‘Cause I really wanna stay at your house