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Naydra ❄️🐉

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disabled trans person need help paying for food, necessities + shipping supplies for shop after being homeless for 6 months

hello, my name is equinox, i am severely disabled autistic trans person dealing with schizophrenia, PTSD, arthritis, hypermobile ehlers-danlos syndrome, degenerative disc disease and gastroparesis. i am a wheelchair and cane user. i am recovering and stabilizing after being homeless for 6 months; i just spent 2 full months living in a hotel paying $38/night. i have relocated into my apartment that i was waiting 6 months for due to the subsidized housing program taking forever to calculate my earned income

i just paid $307 for my deposit + prorated rent in order to move in, as well as a $20 electric bill and a $35 bill to get internet set up, which is required for my jewelry business. i also had i also currently need a lot of things in order to make my house livable including a bed and food, and being able to get to the pharmacy for my medications. right now i have no food in my home due to having to spend money on uber XLs to and from my motel and storage unit in order to get the few possessions i have like blankets and personal belongings. i lost a lot of my kitchen supplies when transitioning between staying with friends for a while

i have almost no money on me right now. i will be re-stocking my shop with new items later today, but for now I need help being able to afford my living expenses as well as being able to afford to ship my products out to my customers. thank you to everyone who has helped thus far you have kept me safe for 6 months. you can help me here:

cash app: $glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare@ gmail .com chime: $Equinoxian venmo: $Equinoxian

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🏳️‍🌈 New additions to our shop; severely disabled trans person needs help stabilizing after 6 months of homelessness ♿

I'm equinox, I'm a schizophrenic person who deals with arthritis, degenerative disc disease, gastroparesis and other health issues; i just recovered from being homeless for 6 months straight, 2 of which were spent living in a hotel. i need help stabilizing in my new apartment. if you're interested in supporting please feel free to check out my Ko-Fi shop where i sell handmade jewelry:

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Babe am I ur first weird girl

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Woke up last night, barely remember writing this, went straight back to sleep

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reblog for sample size !!

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there's a kind of person called a "bad person" and if we just kill all of those guys everything will be great

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here’s to all the weird little girls growing up into even weirder men

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fwbs but the benefits is you hold me and tell me how important i am, how meaningful it is that i have made it this far, how much good i do.

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in other news, in my high stupor last night, i remembered the song Shut Me Up by Mindless Self Indulgence exists so that's been playing on loop in my head

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existential dread hits different when you're a mid-20s year old adult with ADHD with complex PTSD from surviving childhood in a limited and sheltered world that raised you able-bodied and able-minded, and you just indulged in a comfort video game for a liiiiittle too long and procrastinated making food, so now the ADHD is frantically pulling up random memories in which you experienced similar (but more extreme) sensations in your childhood that made you feel like you're dying and despite sobbing and bawling none of the adults around you wanted to really help you, relating THOSE feelings to your present-age self because you forgot to eat 2-3 hours sooner. having to shoosh and calm your inner child down as an adult in the manner of how adults should have comforted and helped you as a kid. wanting to send a text to your parents or a guardian figure to say "hey, im having a sad breakdown. nothing in particular happened, just one of those depression things. was just thinking about you and how i miss your parently comfort." but you don't have parents or guardians like that. you have parents that didn't really want to raise you, and now that they don't provide you with shelter to guilt you with, they dont really know what to talk about with you.

so they don't.

and you just gotta hold your inner child, remind them you ain't there anymore. this time it's different. this food is different. this house is different. you're not in danger now. you gotta hold yourself like the ghost of the parents you always longed for, and don't know if you'll ever know.

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*puts you in a geode*

AHHH WHAT THE FUCK I -

oh wow its so pretty in here

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dating someone who naturally brings out your playfulness, makes you laugh, never stops flirting with you, and loves you a little extra on the days you don't feel loveable makes you feel so incredibly safe and secure which makes you fall even more in love

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‘The Dog’ from Teletubbies