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My streams have only been getting better!

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The way everyone has been so supportive of like, me, has meant a lot the last day :)) I’m only gonna get wilder just you wait

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can we maybe possibly have some of the lore behind the video game on the gen loss website

I mean when you think about it it’s the first time you had control. And what exactly did you do?

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Is this a safe space

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I know content and stuff the last months has been goin through a LITTLE bit of a rough patch, but rest assured that I’ve got some super cool stuff coming up :D There’s a few things happening before the year ends, BUT ALSO

Early next year there is basically going to be an improvement in what I do and how I do it. I wanna get back to that really good time where I was just doing nuts ideas because I could, and early next year I’m giving myself the surroundings and ability to do that MUCH more often :D I’m very excited for it. Things are just gonna be so silly

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Hey! This was asked in my ask inbox here but I’m not going to post the name just in case there’s any weirdos.

But just so we are clear I won’t be continuing the last of us 2 or talking about the show. I was informed a bit ago that some story aspects were apparently drawn from what’s been going on in Palestine from a Zionist perspective. I made the plan to continue the game and just finish it as quick as possible without drawing attention to those aspects, as I was worried that people (who were unaware) who would get upset at me not playing the game and not do proper research even if I explained why, would attack people in the community who had brought it up, and start arguments that would have done more harm than good. (which has happened a lot in the past when I have talked or addressed certain things), but I stopped after a couple streams later due to time.

Since then as well as recently I have become much more aware of what has been going on in Palestine, and I would not have made the same decision knowing what I know now. I know I should have done more research than I did at the time, and I am sorry that I failed to do that.

I’m sorry for continuing the game back then, my reasoning for it was always to protect those affected in my community, but I no longer believe that was the right decision. So again, will not be continuing the last of us part 2, and please support Palestine and do your research into what’s going on. Thank you!

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HEY! Just because I am now 20 I think having something to kind of re establish boundaries would be good! Considering the ones I put all those times ago have changed :D GENERAL RULES! Do not be racist, sexist, homophobic, antisemitic, ableist, or discriminatory against anyone for any reason. Please if someone is calling you out for things you have done or said, please self-reflect and take the proper steps to change or remove yourself from the community. If you see something you do not like, and it IS MADE WORSE BY BRINGING ATTENTION TO IT, THEN IGNORE IT! Bringing attention to problems that just arent really problems with either the community or me in general are not worth it! Please use common sense when thinking about what/what not to engage with! I personally wish that people in the community do NOT engage with people who just obviously do not like me! Chances are they want a reaction from it so it is MUCH better to just not argue with someone whos mind you will not change! ALLOW CRITICISM OF ME AND MY CONTENT! IF YOU DONT AGREE OR DONT LIKE THEN DO NOT ARGUE ABOUT IT!!!! ALL IT WILL DO IS CAUSE UNESSICARY DRAMA!!! DO NOT make ANY comments or content about me that is explicitly sexual. I completely understand that lately there have been bits due to the changes in how I’ve been presenting myself and how I’ve been presenting more femininely, but that does not allow anyone to use that as an excuse to sexualize any features and such that are more feminine or masculine. Remember that femininity is not sexual and should not be seen or created as such just because its there! (for example, the Vtuber costume and chat being overly weird over the added boobs where there was no need for it). DO NOT draw me in ways that are sexual either, such as highlighting any aspects in a sexual way, or making the content something sexual. I am completely okay with being drawn as any body type, masculine presenting or feminine presenting, as long as you stick to this! PLEASE DO NOT SPECULATE ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE!!! Making jokes about certain topics CAN be fine, but a line is crossed when it becomes a legitimate speculation or if a joke is said when I have expressed my discomfort! RESPECT MY FRIENDS!!! All of my friends are their own, incredible people. And they do not deserve to be lumped in or referred to as JUST "my friend". Be respectful in their chats even when im not there, and be respectful to all of them everywhere else! IF SOMEONE IS TRYING TO INFORM YOU THAT YOU MAY BE DOING SOMETHING WRONG PLEASE LISTEN!!! There has been a lot of times in which I have seen people be unwilling to change in the face of a genuine discussion, and that is not something I want in the community! I should NOT have to police every single thing because it should NOT take me saying something in order to change your mind! As my words are not worth more or less when it comes to a lot of subjects! And lastly, do good. Whenever you have the ability to. BE POSITIVE!!! The hater mindset is very draining and can be very toxic to both you and the people around you, so highlight the good instead of the bad if you have the ability to! I am so incredibly proud of how far this community has come, and I cannot wait for the future!!! I have spent some time writing this, but it may not be perfect, so I will update this as time goes on and I think of more, or if something needs to be SUPER cleared up, but for now these are the main ones! I will NOT be updating this after every little thing however, as I do not want you guys to feel like the only way that something is wrong is if I talk about it! As you guys should be able to sustain yourself as a community without my consistent input! Imma go enjoy my birthday by eating a pizza :) thank you all!

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Time to make the costume >:)

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I just wanted to like, thank you guys for lettin me more publicly experiment and figure out my gender identity. It has really helped my mentals like feeling less trapped in a persona that really just wasnt me lmao. And thank you to the artists who were willing to draw me in certain ways that may have seemed "weird" to other people. It really did help me figure out a lot about myself which I know may seem odd but it really did :D Ok sappy post over I hate you all, watch my stuff, its all for views, amen.

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IM SO EXCITED TO STREAM TOMORROW!!!! :D I HAVE MISSED IT SO MUCH

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What does this mean

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Dyed my hair yesterday and woke up with just purple nails? Unexpected bonus tbh

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About to straighten my hair for the first time let’s see

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Dont you want the treasure? You want the treasure huh little pirate boy? little pirate man? yeah? you want my little bitty treasure huh???? You want to adventure like the little itty bitty pirate man you are huh???

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Hi here’s an old photo to make up for the fact that I can’t take one tonight as I’m already cozy

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IMPORTANT POST PLEASE READ

Im gonna be honest and open for a sec, and please do not take this as "oh I HATE my community or I dont like the people who watch me" but honestly as of late (and I did highlight this during the mcc bit), ive felt like I havent been able to really be in my own community simply because of the constant way that "discourse" is handled. Making vague posts and not really tackling issues in a good way, all that is going to do is just show people a big "THIS COMMUNITY BAD" sign and not actually help anything within the community, all its going to do is have the good and potentially good people leave or not join in the first place. The way that discourse is treated that ive seen has been the main reason why I have started to try to distance myself, which has been the most heartbreaking thing I have had to do. I want problems to be solved in a mature, civil way, with either a dm or a reply, not an entire vague thing that only says "bad things are happening" and doesnt elaborate on anything or barely elaboratesa and only gives people on both the inside and outside a bad sign of what the community is. Making posts whenever something happens being like "here we go again" is only going to highlight the wrong things, and actually DOESNT help the issue at all! The problems should be discussed directly with the people who are doing said problems FIRST! Bring attention to behaviors and things that arent good DIRECTLY! And also, YOU DO NOT HAVE TO!!! It is not your duty as a viewer or fan of me to be involved in any of this if you do not want to! Just enjoy the content and make silly posts! As someone who constantly tried to fix and get into every problem as it was happening, it took a huge toll on my mental health, and I want you guys to just be able to enjoy the content without having to worry about what you say about it! Be constructive! Dont make posts again just being like "wow this community is so bad" because that doesnt solve literally anything! If you have enough passion to make the posts saying "wow this community is bad" then only post about that, you are only spreading that negative message, and not uplifting anything of actual value! And if the person you are trying to help is not willing or not listening, BLOCK! MUTE! DONT BRING MORE ATTENTION TO THE PERSON IF THEY ARE NOT BEING A GOOD PART OF THE COMMUNITY!!!! I know I say that if I see problems I will call them out, but I shouldnt have to babysit every single time a thing happens within the community as that just isnt a healthy way for a creator or a community to be handled. This does not mean that I do not care about the issues or dont want them fixed, rather it shouldnt take me having to make some grand statement every single time something happens it should take only your own self reflection and self awareness. And to add onto this, make sure that every once in a while no matter who you are you think and have that self reflection, you should be open to being willing to learn and grow as a person! And again, I do NOT want anyone taking this as "Wow this community is terrible" but rather that we just have things that need to be fixed and changed and THAT IS OKAY! I do not hate the community, I care so much about it that I want it to be a silly place for my content again! I want it to be the reason why people get into what I do because of it again! And I want to be able to just have fun and relax without having to worry about how every single thing that I may say could have someone stirring things up that simply dont help or solve anything! Take care of yourselves. And this isnt coming from a place of "I hate the community as a whole" but rather again I want to be able to exist and make content that we can all enjoy without having to worry about walking on eggshells around me or around eachother! At the end of the day im just a fella that wants to make silly videos for you all, and you are people who enjoy said videos. Nothing more. Nothing less.

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YOOOO just wanted to say shoutout to all artists again :D I have absolutely been loving everythin and its been really sweet to see :) Thank you!!!!