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Miles-Johnston aka Miles Johnston aka Miles J. Johnston (British, b. Fleet, Hampshire, England, based Simrishamn, Sweden) - CounterCurrent for Inktober, 2018, Drawings: Ink on Paper

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“If you promise to stay alive just a little bit longer I promise that we are going to make this world a place worth living in by any means necessary. I ain’t giving up. I swear.” 

Spotted in Clackamas, Oregon

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“Life is too short for shitty sex and bad relationships. So go find someone who fucks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.”

— (via hplyrikz)

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dear justin stanley rutkowski

i am drunk, it’s a thursday feb 13th and i just HAD to get this out of my system. i’ve loved you for 10 years ever since i met you at a party in the summer. we talked chatted and got to know eachother that summer and i always thought we’d end up together. flash forward 6 years later we got together and dated. it was a fun great stressful dramatic long agonizing 4 years that we spent together. I struggled paying our rent every month, groceries and normal living items but I did it because I just loved and wanted to be with you so bad. i turned away from my family and friends for you I did everything to keep us together I wanted us to work so bad. i thought i was going to marry you to be together forever expanded time span together. when we did acid together for the first time but the second and we looked at each other and knew exactly what each other was thinking and thought this was forever and got the feeling of nostalgia. that we thought it was forever but it wasn’t ended bad with fighting yelling calling each other’s name but then we fixed it we thought we could get it together you’d get a better job at work save money to get a better place while I stayed at my parents I would be OK we can get back together we always knew we’d be together I still saw you during our break up once or twice a week but then it changed. New Year’s Day you told me you were seeing someone I was sad but I knew maybe it had to happen and then the last time I got my stuff it turned into a big fight I ran upstairs to get a mic and speakers that I bought you and you threw me to the ground and proceeded to kick me it didn’t hurt at the time I was in shock, I didn’t think you would do that to me but then you did and then my world changed my point of you of view of you changed and I never would look at you the same I still haven’t.

you were the love of my life my sunshine my reason to wake up my reason to go to work my best friend we could talk about anything but you had to ruin it you had to ruin that friendship I just had to get this all out and just say my final fucking goodbye to you because you Justin Stanley Rutkowski our dead to me

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I’m not in love and it’s wonderful

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“I remember crying over you and I don’t mean a couple of tears and I’m blue. I’m talking about collapsing and screaming at the moon.”

— The Avett Brothers, Tear Down the House (via hplyrikz)

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are you ready kids?

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ily and mys <3

Crazy Baby

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$$$

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shawty blast right through my eyes

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keep throwing threats and i’ll keep yawning.

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Lil Peep

-Didn’t try to copy black artists with his fashion, style, or lingo/way of speech and frequently collaborated with them, featuring them as heavily on his songs as he himself was

-Had an entire verse about police violence in “life is beautiful”

-Sings about reciprocating pleasure when he mentions sex with women

-Was wonderful to his fans, especially his female fans, without being predatory.  He made it a point to make girls of all shapes, sizes, and colors feel beautiful and genuinely saw them that way.  

-Frankly expressed his feelings on things like his suicidal tenancies and drug abuse with honesty instead of glorification

-Displayed a level of emotional vulnerability that males rarely express

-Was one of the most interesting characters in the recent music scene

-Is now a guardian angel looking out for depressed and hopeless millennials and Gen-Zers being a pure sweet boy even in the afterlife

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lil peep ★

man, i really will never get over the fact that peeps not with us anymore. like he was my favorite rapper / icon / person / idol ever and i supported him so much and still do and it fucks me up that ill never hear new lil peep songs or go to his concerts or see what new tattoo he got... like damn wtf and im so upset because i never got to see him live because the last time he was close to me in philly i had to work and couldn't take off and i get so bad i sold have called out because he is my world like i love suicide boy$ and pouya and shakewell but no-one compares to lil peep in my book. ugh sorry had to rant and show my love and appreciation to lil peep <3

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ily <3

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