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What the bloody hell is going on here? 🤣

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😭

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So imagine Tony was alive during NWH and dating Peter. Don’t ask me the semantics of how everything went down (gets too messy if Tony’s alive lol), just focus on the part where Peter had to make everyone forget who he was.

Peter has to make Tony forget him. And it breaks him. But he has to do it to fix everything. But he misses Tony like crazy and can’t bear the thought of being without him.

After a few painful weeks, Peter decides that he just can’t stay away from Tony. He has to “meet” him. Again. Tony’s attending a gala one evening and Peter decides to go along. He spends a ridiculous amount of time getting ready, making sure everything is perfect because if Tony doesn’t notice him, he feels like he’ll die. This is the man he used to discuss marriage with. This is the man who made Peter feel the safest with. This is his soulmate. He can’t screw this up.

He gets to the gala and tries to blend in. He’s making small-talk with random people, but he has his eyes peeled for Tony. And when Tony arrives (fashionably late of course), Peter can’t tear his eyes away. The man is so handsome. So much more handsome than Peter was remembering. Peter’s heart aches. He feels unbelievably nervous. His hands are sweaty and shaky and he suddenly can’t focus on a single thing other than Tony. He politely excuses himself from the person he’s talking to and heads to the bar to get himself some water.

He takes a sip of his water, and almost spits it out when he hears Tony’s voice behind him. It takes him a minute to register that Tony said “hi”. Which means he’s talking to Peter. Crap. Peter swivels round so that he’s face-to-face with Tony, and his heart is pounding in his chest. He can barely get his words out as he says “hi” back.

Tony’s being charming, as always. The conversation is inquisitive from Tony’s end, but he just has this look on his face. A look Peter’s never seen before, and Peter has seen most of Tony’s expressions. But this one - it’s like Tony’s having some sort of deep revelation. It’s like he’s trying to figure something out. There’s excitement and nervousness in his look, but also like he’s desperately trying to find something in Peter’s eyes. It’s overwhelming for Peter to be looked at in such an intense way - he feels his whole body tingle and focuses hard on not gripping his glass too hard and shattering it.

After talking for a while, Tony gets pulled away by someone. He looks like he doesn’t want to get pulled away, but Peter states that he’s going home anyway, but “it was nice meeting you, Mr Stark.”

Tony doesn’t let Peter leave without them exchanging numbers first. Peter sees this as a win. The first “meeting” was successful. Tony liked him enough to exchange numbers. Now he just has to wait and see if Tony is interested enough to actually contact him.

It takes a few hours. Only a few. Peter doesn’t expect him to reach out so quickly, but as Peter gets into bed later that night, he receives a message from Tony:

“Hey Peter. It’s Tony Stark. We met earlier? Hope it’s okay to message you so late. Not going to lie, I’ve had a drink. Or six. Not relevant. Listen, I really hope I don’t scare you off but I feel like I need to get this out. Meeting you today was the most surreal experience of my life, and I’ve been through some shit. I’ve never met someone before who I just instantly felt so connected to. I can’t even describe it, but I feel like we’ve met before? I know we haven’t because I definitely would have remembered you. But it feels like we have some sort of deeper connection, like maybe we knew each other in another life? I know this sounds ridiculous, and it probably is ridiculous. It’s about to sound more ridiculous, believe it or not. Do you believe in love at first sight? Well idk, I never believed in it but after tonight… god I sound insane. You’re beautiful, Peter. Inside and out. I can tell. You have a beautiful soul and you make me feel like anything is possible. When you left tonight I felt like something was being ripped away from me. Something I’ve always been looking for. Do you believe in soulmates? Again, I didn’t. But tonight… look. If I haven’t completely scared you off already, I just wanted to know if you wanted to meet again? Not to be too forward but I’m praying you’re single because if you’re not, I feel like I’ll break. But how could someone like you be single? You’re an angel. Perfect. Fuck, I’m screwed. Just… ignore this message if I’ve overstepped, but if you ARE interested in meeting me and talking and getting to know each other better, then yeah… let me know. Tony xx”

And for the first time in forever, Peter feels like he can breathe. He can’t keep the smile off his face as he reads the message again and again and then finally he responds enthusiastically, excited to rekindle things with the man he loves.

(This was inspired by the song ‘Enchanted’ by Taylor Swift. Whenever I hear that song I imagine this scene from Tony’s POV because their love is so strong and there’s no way Tony wouldn’t be totally enchanted by Peter 🥺❤️)

[choilaura]

Moving house....we finally bought a house, and after 4 months of harassment and stress from the agency, we are moving IN tommorow to our forever home!

So stressful, so anxious, so much to do, so much in my mind...see you on the other side!

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If people could actually let others know if they want to rp with others, or not, that would be good. Manners and courtesy don't cost anything in this day and age.

Just because you are behind a screen, another human is at the other end of it.

Yes, I know I said I didn't mind, but manners and courtesy still exist online!

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Christmassy marvel/Starker rp, anyone?

I'm avoiding going into town lol, too busy!

Don't need the hassle today

[choilaura]

I have two people I love roleplaying with. They mean so much to me, but...

If people agree to Roleplay with me, don't just start up and then vanish on me. I don't like being ghosted, it's not nice. I wouldn't do it to you, so please think of others and be courteous. I take time out of my day to get involved in RP, and now it's like people don't give a shit. I'm sick of putting in effort for nothing.

Doesn't cost anything to be kind. If you don't want to RP with me anymore, just bloody say so, don't leave me hanging.

😡

Thanks

[choilaura]

Do I honestly need social media in my life anymore? 🤔

[choilaura]

One year of being married to you 🥰 Well, on the 21st, it will be.

You're my everything 💓

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This is so cute!

In this world of everything costing too many dollars, the colourful bits of stiff paper at the hardware store are an exciting novelty.

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I'm so obsessed with this song atm 🤣

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Late post: September outing to Tullys Farm sunflower Festival, UK

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WAHHH THIS KILLS MEEEEE <3

"Mr. Stark? It's me— Peter, Peter Parker—"

"I don't know you, kid."

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https://www.instagram.com/p/C9823RcpSfU/?igsh=MW1sdXhjdTdmbnNtdg==

So this is actually happening?!?!

I'm happy and dissappointed. I was riding on the hopes we'd see him at least one more time as Superior Iron Man.

Guess my hopes were dashed.🥺😭

[choilaura]

Rdj will be playing Dr Doom

Why am I disappointed and happy??

[choilaura]

36 yesterday 🥳

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*shows this to my husband* oooh looky! 🥹

Husband: 🙄😑😐

When Peter breaks into the Sanctum Sanctorum after No Way Home, he finds a portal that was accidentally left active and open. Figuring he has literally nothing to lose, he makes the jump.

When he lands, it's in front of a drunk, broken, divorced Tony Stark, drinking away his sorrow after he lost his own Peter a second time after that Peter came back only to die on the battlefield using the gauntlet.

Maybe his Parker Luck is finally turning around