chokingupleafs

[chokingupleafs]

Stupid bulimic who is also autistic

[chokingupleafs]

Mb y’all, crash out over

[chokingupleafs]

I used to be so good at this

Why is it so hard now?

When did I get so pathetic?

[chokingupleafs]

If you want to cut so bad why can’t you starve yourself for weeks like you used to?

Pathetically looking for the quickest way out instead of facing the consequences of your actions

I’m the one who got this big, live with it or do what has to be done

[chokingupleafs]

Why do I always ruin everything

Even when I isolated I still managed to make people upset

Maybe if I actually stopped eating when I told myself to, then I wouldn’t be here

Just a sickly thin memory

[chokingupleafs]

I’m pathetic in every way imaginable

I can’t be near anyone with causing a problem, I can’t loose any weight

I’m fat and disgusting and everything would be better if I wasn’t here

[chokingupleafs]

I take up too much space

Always ruining the mood

It would be better if I was smaller

Quieter

Nonexistent

[chokingupleafs]

Trying not to eat during my 8.5 hour work shift when I have money to get food is actually awful

[chokingupleafs]

Need to lock in

Not mine!!

[chokingupleafs]

I want to look like Tim Burton's characters

[chokingupleafs]

Patiently waiting for my shift to be over so I can sob

[chokingupleafs]

Last year I got put on a medication that made me so sick I couldn’t keep water down

I lost so much weight that when I started feeling better I kept throwing up and starving as much as possible

how did yalls eds start?

lowk a vent

my ex fiance used to make me eat pineapple when i was hungry (allergic) and i used to fast for like 5/7 days when we were tg he was a trip😭 now i either binge or st@rve no in between

[chokingupleafs]

My outfit for the concert at the end of the month got here and I’ve never felt so fat

I haven’t lost any weight since February and I’m so mad at myself

[chokingupleafs]

My mom: I’m worried, you’re swinging from one extreme to the other

Also my mom: no my child isn’t bipolar fuck you

[chokingupleafs]

It’s finally time to pre register for the planet fitness free summer pass!!!!

[chokingupleafs]

I’m getting all 4 wisdom teeth removed tomorrow morning and I’m so excited

This is the perfect excuse to fast for a week or two!!!!!

[chokingupleafs]

I’m working a desk job now and I need exercise recommendations

I’m thinking about getting one of these but if y’all have any ideas lmk