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When I was 13 I got sick and threw up stomach acid

Gross, I know

But for six months after that I only wanted to eat blueberry muffins and French toast

I got scared

What if I got sick again

The only way to prevent that from happening, said my very twisted, probably too OCD early teen girl brain

Was to limit what felt safe

Sometimes food don’t feel safe

Not just for me

Sometimes food don’t feel safe for anyone

And I don’t wanna go out

I don’t wanna watch you eat

I don’t want to be around it

Because what if, this time, it isn’t just stomach acid

It’s just easier

Better

Safer

To stay away

And hey, if I lose weight I’m the process...

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This is how I see it. Do not lose sight of the end goal. #hungergames #catchingfire #katnisseverdeen #peetamellark #blacklivesmatter

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This is probably what an asteroid looks like.

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Let's tear shit up England. 🇬🇧

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10 points for accuracy.

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I'm going to leave this here.

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Saw the President of the World Bank, #JimKim speak a few minutes ago. What a cool and inspiring guy!

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👍🏽

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Family photo minus Brandon. On our way to see the President of the World Bank tear shit up. Not literally. That would be pretty unprofessional. He's just going to talk.

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Family photo :)

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You're so gosh darn cute Amsterdam.

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Goodbye USA. You're cool sometimes but my love is calling me. #helloamsterdam🇳🇱 #helloengland🇬🇧

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I tried to find you at the bottom of a bottle. I don't even remember why I've wasted all these tears on you. 🍸

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I am packed.

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My "Grace and Style: the Art of pretending you have it" book was signed by GXWE and for some reason I just died laughing.

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Hello East Coast. Let's get to business. Do not think I forgot. 🌎 #loveislove #disarmhate #enough

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