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My Journey In this Beautiful Yet Despicable World.

I have learned a lot in this world Since I was born and Who I am now. Because Ever since I was a kid I have always wanted to try traveling the world Because in televisions it looked so cool. I though that Reaching it would be pretty easy as I was just a Simple yet Curious kid as well all are in our Childish days. I Did not try my best because I just kept relying on other people. I Tried trying my best but my best was not enough as I am still unknowledgeable in this world. When I was in kinder I Used to Play with toys Yet I always Break them in the end I don't even know the reason as to why But I did it anyway. Maybe because I was too jealous that other people will use it once I'm done Lol. Anyways,I was A favorite child By my grandfather of course, He would give me anything I want. I just request food as it was Some of my favorite child things to do. But I guess favoritism has its disadvantages as well. I don't know if my opinion or theory is Even True but People use me as a bridge so They can get what they want from my grandfather. My grandfather was a Rich Yet scary person My Tita's and Father could never get stuff from my Grandfather aside from the Land and Negosyo that my grandfather had left them. I feel Disgusted But guilty at the same time because As Other people use me for their own benefits,I use myself to get what I want. I'm no better than them Is what I think about myself.

As I graduated from kindergarten I Immediately went to Elementary school Which is at magugpo pilot central elementary school Or (MPCES). Well Life was Good at school. I studied there for 6 years But you could say I mostly was close on even failing one grade But I was Not even worried Because I though that even if you have low grades you can pass The class as long as you get 75 as average. typical me, And so I learned a lot from the school. To be honest that Is the place where I learned to steal, Why? because when I was buying a toy from the store And played Outside the classroom it got stolen Or what's called imbargo at our Language in The school. I was Pretty sad and mad at the same time. I mean I worked hard to save up for the Toy and It got stolen even before I got to Use it. Then I got jealous of other people Playing with toys while I loss mine, Then one Despicable thought came to mind. Why not just steal toy from other people as well? And so I did it anyway. I felt bad for the people I stole toys from as I watch them cry. Sometimes I return the toy And sometimes I just keep it. Thats the kind of Place I experienced in That school. I even got Bullied Because People Mostly look for Attentions in the school, talk about attention seekers. I hate people like those who Bully People weaker than them. I mean what do they even Gain from that?? Attention? Recognition? So that people will respect them? So that people will get scared at them? What a bunch of Losers, said the guy who got Bullied multiple times. But I never Even cared and just Studied Until I passed. I Have some pretty Good and bad memories in the school. the Freund's I made, The enemies I made, And the Teacher's that Guided us to become better people.

Until I was finally at grade 7, I was Nervous at that time I mean High school. I never even though that I would reach this far. I thought thing's would be different Here But sadly The only different thing Are what the teacher's teach us Lol. The bullying the discrimination Will never leave me. Just because I'm fat does not mean I'm not a Person, Just because I eat a lot does not make me different from the people who don't eat a lot. We are all people Made from Our parents which was made by their parents Which Lead to Them being made than god. Discrimination should just be banned and Bullying as well. Well anyways I Just did what other High school students do. Make friends, listen to classes, chitchat In order for other people to just not mind me at all because people who are silent usually Are the ones targeted by bullies and I don't want to be that person.As time Went on I was Finally on grade 9 I did not think I would actually reach this Grade In just 2 years Because I though I would atleast have to redo One class Cuz of failing. Anyways I Made some new friends But I mostly did Not think of them as real friends as they just make fun of me. But I join in on what they do Like play Minecraft, Mini Militia, stuff like that And I Don't show them That When they make Fun of me I just smile but Hiding behind my smile Is a depressing emotion. Anyways Once I was grade 10 I made some new friends Who I Though were just gonna be fake friends. But I guess some people were atleast real to me, I was even close to figthing One of my fake friends in a fist figth but those days are way behind me now. I hope to Keep on trying my Best In order to reach my goal In the future of becoming a Teacher as that was my goal Since I was In elementary and I hope that In the future I can be successful and eventually reach it.