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[childeel]

it’s been a year queen

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[childeel]

"GREEN WITH ENVY."

✦ wanderer, alhaitham, tighnari, cyno

reaction to when the sumeru men are jealous

notes — femme terms, fluff!

wanderer ⟢

when wanderer gets jealous, he likes to pretend that it 's not affecting him. whether he believes he 's convincing you, himself, or anyone one else for that matter, was a question on it 's own — but he certainly wasn't convincing anyone. while in his head, he perceives himself to be relaxed, nonchalant and steady-headed about the situation, everyone else sees a grown man acting like a toddler having a tantrum. snappy answers back to you, and straightforwardly no answers for whoever had captivated your attention, his arms crossed over his chest and his cheeks puffed out every so slightly.

alhaitham ⟢

it would be relatively hard to make alhaitham jealous — he doesn't have time to fret over some random guy finding his girlfriend attractive, tell him something he doesn't know. a rare moment in which he does feel some form of jealousy, would probably come along with a glass or two of wine. the bartender at this tavern just can't seem to take his eyes off you, and the for the first hour it didn't bother alhaitham, but now the wine was kicking in — he was started to feel a little irritated at bartenders shameless ogling. there's not much reactivity with his jealousy though, he just gets up and drags you home with him :" )

tighnari ⟢

he's trying hide to hide it, so please don't bring it up .. > __ < he always feels embarrassed / ashamed when that grim pit of jealousy forms in his stomach, and he really, really tries his best not to show it. and it works, most of the time! but there will be times when you catch him, an envious gleam glazing over his eyes as he watches you & the other forest ranger. unknowingly, tighnari shoots a pouty-frown, suddenly busy with anything & everything. a gentle kiss on the cheek and a tight, squeezing hug is the instant cure for this envious disease though ...

cyno ⟢

when cyno is jealous — everything is funny. it's a mix of bitter pettiness, and not knowing how to deal with this awkward and uncomfortable jealousy. this waiter is undoubtedly attracted to you, from the way his eyes lit up when you walked into the place, to the way he lingers for a little too long when coming to check on your table. the waiter keeps cracking these awful, painfully unfunny jokes too, and cyno just bursts into laughter at each one; a very obvious and snarky fake laughter. your hand interlinked with his under the table, thumb softly grazing his knuckles, is the only thing that keeps him sane.

* pretends it hasnt been 1+ year since i last posted *

[childeel]

"THE BLOOD OF ANOTHER."

✦ childe, diluc.

'when the blood of another stains his hands'

notes — mentions of murder, violence, angst / comfort.

childe ⟢

tartaglia is a fatui harbinger, he's familiar with gruesome violence, and faces it head-on regularly within his work. he 's taken more lives than he can count on fingers; and he tries not to think about it. hey, he's a harbinger — he 's just doing his job, if he needs to take a few people out on the way, then so be it; if it weren't them, then it was him — it 's just self defence. he tries to excuse himself, but he can't. how could a such a kind and innocent girl like you, end up with a man-made killing machine? he doesn't want that for you, he doesn't want your life to take the sudden turn that his did.

"do you ever wish things were different?" asks childe one night while you're both laid in bed together. your eyes are heavy, and your mind is beginning to tune out your surroundings. but childe is wide awake, his body is tense, and he's restless — and it's really pissing him off. your ear pressed against the beat of his heart, you quirk an eyebrow upwards. you're accustomed to tartaglia throwing questions at you in the dead of night, and so you don't think much of it at first. 'mm..? in what way?' you'd mumble back, slurring your words in a slight haze of sleepiness.

"just... y'know. the fact you ended up with me." he replies after a few moments of silence. his voice is monotone and dreary, but with your ear pressed so close to his chest, you can hear the slight shake in his breath. tartaglia will never be truly honest with you about his feelings, and so realistically, there's no point in asking him about it. tartaglia feels no need to share his negative emotions — he doesn't like vulnerability, and giving people an open chance to rip his heart right from his chest. and so, what it is that made this thought occur for him, was something that you could never be 100% sure about.

tartaglia doesn't want your pity, and you know that. your arms wrap tighter around his torso — pressing yourself closer into him, if you'd left any room between you to begin with. you lift your head that rests on his chest, your eyes desperately searching for his in the thick darkness of the room. your hand reaches to cup one side of his face, and your thumb traces over his bottom lip.

"no. that's never a thought that's even so much as crossed my mind," you begin, simply. one of his hands holds your own, and his other hovers on the lower of your back — and although you can't see them, you can feel your lover staring into you; drinking in every and any sense of you that he can. "whatever goes on in that, crazy, little mind of yours — it's not always right." you tell him, and you can hear him laugh softly. your voice becomes gentler, and you lower yourself, so that your lips barely brush against his own — "i love everything that makes you, you — no matter the reason, or the circumstances. id accept you in any way." you finish, pressing your lips forwards, capturing tartaglia's.

diluc ⟢

diluc has a dark past — one that will haunt him until his very last breath, every day is an aching reminder of those many years ago. his life was bleak and dull, he busied himself with work, his nightly duties; he could go days without sleeping — purely out of choice, as the nightmares he endured were much too a burden to deal with. and then, you came along. his longly wretched and desolate days were put to an abrupt end the day you stepped foot into his life, blazing a bright light into his moonless life. you were kind, and astonishingly beautiful — you had a heart and gold and fought for what was right, and you were notably skilled in fighting too — diluc though that you were just utterly perfect, and he didn't deserve that.

you'd dawdle into the angel 's share late one night — far beyond the closing hours. diluc was behind the bar, washing the glasses, finishing off for the night... or at least, that's what he was meant to be doing. when you'd walked in, you found him seated behind the bar with his head in his heads. the tavern was dim, the lights had been shut off all but one above the bar. you couldn't hear anything, not a sniffle nor a breath — but visually, it was obvious diluc was crying; which was an uncommon sight for you.

"luc..?" you uttered out, cautiously stepping towards him. you weren't entirely sure what to do, or what to say. you'd never seen diluc in such a sorry state in your life. "my love... what's the matter?" you'd ask again after a few moments of silence. diluc had not moved a muscle upon your entrance, he was undisputedly humiliated — he'd been caught, he was vulnerable to the core. besides, he didn't know what to say, talking out his feelings wasn't his forte being strictly honest — the words would get caught in his throat, scratching and clawing, leaving a burning in his throat, and words unsaid. but, he couldn't sit frozen and act like he wasn't there forever — not when you were stood, so beautifully in-front of him, eyes wide, lips parted, one of your soft hands rested against his forearm. you looked frantic, and hugely concerned.

"oh. it's you, dear." he'd clear his throat, trying to rid of the strain in his voice, but to no avail — there was a croak in his glum words. he lifted his head from his hands, his eyes weighted down — glossy and bloodshot, blotches of red painting his face. "it- uhm, it really is nothing dear." he manages to say, when his heart feels as if it were clenched in the palm of your hand. "i really do apologise for the delay — let 's head home, you must be tired."

and like that, he 's hastily clearing out, shutting off the remaining lights and locking the tavern door behind him. he takes your hand in his whilst the two of you walk back to your home, in a heavy and uncomfortable silence. the silence continues when you get home, when he's holding you in his arms — so tight. you understand that diluc may not ever tell you what's going on up there, and if he does — it'll be when he's ready. all you can do in the moment, is make sure you show him just how much he means to you.

[childeel]

"GREEN WITH ENVY."

✦ childe, zhongli, xiao, baizhu.

reaction to when the liyue men are jealous

notes — femme terms, fluff!

childe ⟢

childe is very secure in himself; he believes that he's pretty good-looking, he's very strong & he can fight very well. he 's confident, and his flirtatious personality has always seemed to work it's charm when been needed. he knows, he's all that you could want. and so, he's not jealous because he's insecure in himself, he's jealous because quite simply, he doesn't like sharing what's his. he understands completely, you're beautiful – absolutely divinity. you have such a warm aura and sweet personality that just draws people into you, wherever you go. you're heavenly beyond compare, and that's why you're his. if anyone were to try anything with you, childe would be quick to interrupt – barely even letting them get their full sentence out before he's got an arm around your waist, cold and daunting eyes piercing into whoever thought of bothering you. the other person probably only has a good ten seconds before childe sees this as an initiation for a fight.

zhongli ⟢

i don't think at all that zhongli would be a jealous man. he is a god after all, he's lived through hundreds of years; it'll take a lot more than the waiter in the xingyue kiosk admitting he thinks you're beautiful to get a rise in zhongli. zhongli would more than likely smile, nodding his head in agreement with the waiter. he's glad to hear you receiving compliments and praises from strangers in liyue, it's what you deserve. the only time he recalls feeling an emotion even somewhat close to jealousy was when the two of you were walking hand in hand through the streets of liyue; your hand had tore away from his all of a sudden, and zhongli was on guard whilst looking around frantically, trying to scan out any enemies. but, there were none... and where were you ?! when his eyes land on you, you're crouched in an alleyway just up ahead, cooing at the cat you found lazing around, hands petting lovingly at every part of it's fluffy little body! zhongli breathed a light chuckle, realising that his only rival in the competition for your attention, was of the feline species...

xiao ⟢

xiao probably wouldn't really understand his jealousy. being his precious girlfriend, xiao feels a strong sense of responsibility over you – he feels it's almost part of his life 's purpose to protect you and you keep you out of any harms way – and he does a good job. and so when he's watching you talk to a man simply passing through the wangshu inn, he's not sure why he feels this painful burning in his chest – and his stomach knots. you're smiling and laughing so it's clear to xiao you're not in danger, so why does he feel this overwhelming need to go and protect you, take you away from the man that was causing this cursed feeling in him. he continues watching for a few minutes longer, before the unknown feeling becomes unbearable for him, and he's by your side in seconds, startling the man in-front of you. with xiao 's sudden appearance behind you, you'd turn briefly with a smile, taking one of his hands in your own, quietly asking if there was anything wrong. but the feeling was gone now, it dissipated the instant he felt your warm touch against his skin. and so, xiao would shake his head no, remaining behind you with his chest pressed against your back, a hand lingering on your hip, for the remainder of your conversation.

baizhu ⟢

i think that similarly to zhongli, baizhu wouldn't be a particularly jealous person, and he would also be delighted to hear strangers throwing compliments your way. but sometimes; having a popularly adored girlfriend can be a little bothersome when all he wants is some of your attention ; ( a man had come into the pharmacy to pick up a prescription, and was struck by your looks; feeling the need to stay a few more minutes to praise your beauty. baizhu wouldn't interrupt your conversation at all — like i said before, he'd be happy for you receiving such compliments, but you can only call someone beautiful so many times before it gets boring! ... when the man finally leaves — you'd breathe a lil sigh of relief, returning to your boyfriend, who as much as he tried to hide it, looked rather disheartened. he didn't need to say anything as you practically threw yourself onto him, peppering the sweetest kisses along his face. the annoying little feeling in his chest would quickly fade, a bashful smile curling at his lips.

[childeel]

"HAVING AN AFFECTIONATE S/O."

✦ diluc, kaeya, albedo, venti.

mondstadt men 's reaction to having an affectionate s/o

notes — feminine terms used, fluff!

diluc ⟢

diluc is a bit standoffish, he likes to keep his thoughts and feelings to himself and is a very private person, so i don't think he would particularly enjoy public affection, maybe an occasional kiss on the cheek, or hands interlocked while the two of you walk home from the tavern. i think behind closed doors though, diluc would be happy to reciprocate any of your affections towards him ... just don't tell his brother ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩)!!

kaeya ⟢

congratulations, you've found someone who's absolutely more than happy to reciprocate your affections, no matter the time, or the place — kaeya will have his hands all over you. though, his constant teasing; is the price that you pay. he'll be the one pulling you onto his lap, hands on your waist and lips on your neck, and yet he'll be the one laughing, admitting that " he's irresistible " and so " it's no wonder you can't keep your hands off him " ( -_- )?

albedo ⟢

intimate affection in physical forms isn't something that albedo is accustomed to ᑦ(⁎˙ ▿ ˙)ᐣ !! at first, he'd stiffen up at the feeling of your arms snaking around his waist — with your cheek smushed against his back. he was curious, and perplexed, what was the meaning of this ..? but he couldn't say he didn't like it, that was for sure. the warmth that surrounded him whenever you were near, it was something he could get used to.

venti ⟢

i think that much like kaeya, venti wouldn't be able to keep his hands off of you either — yet would find great delight in teasing you about it ε(´｡•᎑•`) !! but, his teasing would be gentler, more flirtatious towards you rather than about himself. he'd often have you innocently pinned below him, his fingers pinching at your cheeks as he dotes on you, planting a few soft kisses along your jawline.

[childeel]

"HAVING AN AFFECTIONATE S/O."

✦ itto, ayato, thoma, kazuha.

inazuma men 's reaction to if they had an affectionate s/o

notes - feminine terms used, fluff!

itto ⟢

i don't believe that there's a single person in teyvat that is more affectionate than itto himself (｡˃ ᵕ ˂ *) !! so he would be more than ecstatic to have a partner who is equally as affectionate. it doesn't matter where you are, or what you're doing — itto is going to have his hands on you in one way, shape or form. whether that's both of his arms secured around your waist, as he pulls you back, pressing you even closer to him — or whether it's the eager kisses he leaves all over your face while you're in the middle of a conversation with a friend ...

ayato ⟢

being the head of the kamisato clan — ayato is a busy man, so in all honesty, i think he'd kind of expect an affectionate s/o ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ !! he finds a lot of enjoyment in coming home after a long and tiring day, crawling into the open arms of his lover, or when he's busy signing papers and he hears a knock on his office door, your soft voice asking to come in before wandering over and plopping yourself in his lap; his lips would curl up into a smirk, an arm snaking around your waist — pressing a gentle kiss to the lower of your jawline .

thoma ⟢

he believes you're just the sweetest thing ever ૮꒰˵っ ̫- ˵꒱ა !! he'd love an affectionate s/o — he loves having you stuck to him twenty-four-seven, when he's cooking dinner and you saunter over, having an arm or two strung around his waist with your chin rested in the crook of his neck, pressing almost indistinct kisses on his shoulders blades. or when he's out in the garden, tending to the plants and you find him, crouching besides him — patiently waiting for him to finish so that you can drag him into the bedroom to cuddle; to which he'd laugh softly, and pecks your forehead — thanking you for your patience.

kazuha ⟢

he'd love it, i feel like he'd appreciate having someone who shows their love so boldly !! he would be quite shy about it in public though — so please spare him and save your more intimate affection for behind closed doors (∩˃ω˂∩)! when you are behind closed doors, he is so tender and loving towards you — he simply turns into putty in your hands; both hands cupping your face, thumb grazing over the apples of your cheeks whilst you sit on his lap. he 's just staring at you with this love-dazed look in his eyes, a tiny smile pushing at his lips.

[childeel]

"HAVING AN AFFECTIONATE S/O."

✦ wanderer, alhaitham, tighnari, cyno.

sumeru men 's reaction to if they had an affectionate s/o

notes - feminine terms used, fluff!

wanderer ⟢

physical, or any other type of affection, is something that wanderer has near to no experience with — and so getting used to your clingy and affectionate personality took him a little while. at first he'd act annoyed, or maybe would be annoyed, huffing, tutting, rolling his eyes whenever you wade your way over to him with that look in your eyes — but despite trying to showcase his annoyance towards your affections, he never made an effort to stop you, or to get you off of him, and you'd sometimes find him hugging you back a little tighter.. (੭˃ᴗ˂)੭

alhaitham ⟢

i don't see alhaitham being a particularly physically affectionate person himself, but he would never deny any of your hugs or kisses ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩) !! he's pretty standoffish, and i can see him getting quite embarrassed if you were to initiate affection with him in public; grabbing your waist gently and whispering in your ear, almost pleading, for you to wait until you get home. but when you are at home, he's more than happy to have you sit in his lap — pressed tightly against his chest with your head rested in the crook of his neck, your hands intertwined.

tighnari ⟢

i think that tighnari would enjoy having an affectionate s/o !! but, that doesn't mean that it wouldn't fluster him, painting his face a dark shade of red whenever you came skipping over, throwing yourself into his arms as you kissed his cheek, telling him how much you missed him — all whilst the other forest rangers are there (ó﹏ò｡) !! but don't worry, tighnari happily will reciprocate your affections when you're both in the comfort of your own home, planting small, delicate kisses to every part of your pretty face that he could !!~

cyno ⟢

like tighnari, i think that cyno would enjoy an affectionate s/o, but unlike tighnari — i don't think he'd be as easy to fluster, making him more likely to requite your affections in the public eye. though, he wouldn't be overbearingly affectionate in public — he prefers to stick to holding hands, keeping an arm or two around your waist as his chin sits on the crown of your head, a few delicate kisses to your forehead. he loves you, and loves your ways of showing that you love him! ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩)

[childeel]

"HAVING AN AFFECTIONATE S/O."

✦ childe, zhongli, xiao, baizhu.

the liyue men 's reaction to if they had an affectionate s/o

notes — feminine terms used, fluff!

childe ⟢

let's be honest, this man absolutely relishes in all of the affection that you give him ૮(ㅅ´ ˘ `) !! when he has a particularly annoying day at work, he finds peace knowing that he will come home to eagerly open arms, and a plethora of kisses. i think that childe would also be an affectionate partner — physically, and in any other form too. so realistically, you two are the kind of couple that 'll make passbyers gag at the sickly display of open affection you two throw at eachother.

zhongli ⟢

i don't think that zhongli is a physically affectionate partner himself; and that he prefers to show his endearment for you through his actions and words more than anything — but that's not to say he doesn't enjoy having an affectionate s/o, i feel like his s/o being affectionate would make him dote on them even more ( ◜‿◝ )♡!! when you walk into your shared bedroom while zhongli has busied himself with something, and you slide yourself into his lap, wrapping your arms firm around his waist — all he can do is give you a soft smile, and a gentle kiss to the temple of your head.

xiao ⟢

honestly, i don't think xiao would know what to do at first — he'd be kind of startled and taken aback, physical and intimate affection with mortals is not something he is used to (´-﹏-`) !! it takes him a while to understand it, why you would want to be practically stuck to someone twenty-four-seven was absolutely beyond him and his very independent mindset — but it wasn't until he found himself missing your secure hugs, and your tender kisses, after being away from you for a mere few days, that he concluded maybe all of his mortal's smothering and affection wasn't too bad after all ...

baizhu ⟢

awwwe i think that baizhu would be really happy if he had an affectionate s/o (* ' ᵕ ' *) !! he would often find you coming into the bubu pharmacy, making a bee-line for his office — and just throwing yourself into him, peppering an abundance of soft and sweet kisses all over his face! he cherishes you and your very open way of showing your love for him, and when his body is weak and feeble, he swears he can feel himself gain a lil bit of his strength back with every kiss you give him.