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they hate you for your autistic whimsy...

TRULY. told a friend on discord and she said "no 15 year old is this insane about Cid hope this helps." and she's right!

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anon wants me to be 15 I'll be 15 again for them. I'll become a rooster teeth/achievement hunter blog again JUST for you <3

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I am insufferable but age has nothing to do with it. I was when I was a child I was as a teenager and I am now and will continue to be so until I die. if you can't handle that that's a you problem

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need help getting out of the negatives

Hi, I'm sorry to ask for help again but this was pretty unexpected - someone I sold and shipped something to two months ago via FB Marketplace filed a false chargeback against me and it's put me in the negatives on my balance:

I'm still not working at this time and don't have any means to take care of this right away. I'm trying to work with support to fight this but chances are they won't take my side even with proof.

I'd just need $20 to get this resolved. Thank you in advance! ;0;

Paidpale link

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There are 7000 aid trucks waiting at the Egyptian border

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got some decent traction on the previous post i made for her but notes =/= aid received

my girlfriend has been without work for several weeks due to slashed hours and ambiguity around whether or not she's still employed at that place, so needless to say money's Very Tight right now

she's been job hunting for over a month and applying for aid and unemployment but in the meantime, support would be extremely helpful and appreciated

setting a goal to help her meet rent: $975

CA: $LydiaMorrigan

VM: @BardicLydia

sharing this post would be greatly appreciated, please refrain from tagging aside from accessibility purposes !!

thank you for helping me look out for her 💗

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it's so cool and fun to have to figure out if i want to prioritize saving up to keep up with rent or to seek medical testing and treatment or to relocate to somewhere that will be more wheelchair accessible like this definitely isn't making my body react poorly from stress nope /s

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hellooo making a new post for April, lots of stuff to cover and start saving up for aside from the usual rent expenses and trying to pay off credit card balance (i have not made a dent in it since the last couple of posts / months so it's still roughly $655)

rent, due by May 3rd - $600

credit card - $655

medical evaluations (including tilt table test) - $800

i am trying to get on cash assistance for disability but since i have been overseas up until last year, i have no relevant medical records here. and due to my family's abuse and neglect and general medical gaslighting, i don't have anything from other places ive lived either. i am starting from scratch and pursuing medical testing and treatment as a poor disabled woc with past trauma is incredibly daunting, to say the least

anything extra will go towards building an emergency fund and a relocation fund so i can start planning to move somewhere more wheelchair accessible as my disabilities continue to progress and make the need for one more and more difficult and dangerous to continue putting off. i don't see this happening til the next 2-3 years but i NEED to be able to start saving now, as my health can be very unpredictable. it hasn't landed me in urgent care yet but i will be woefully unprepared for that if it happens anytime soon and that's a big stressor on my shoulders

i have talked before about stress of any kind being a trigger for my chronic pain and fatigue, which makes the community support all the more vital to my survival and safety. it also helps me stay in a decent condition to be an emotional and social support to my girlfriend, and gives me more brain space to map out a more sustainable future for myself.

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rent, due by May 3rd - $600

credit card - $655

medical evaluations (including tilt table test) - $800

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anything extra will go towards building an emergency fund and a relocation fund

ppal pool (i definitely don't expect to meet goal by the time it's set to expire but it does have an overview of my situation thus far if you need that info)

normal ppal link

please share and don't tag this with anything other than for accessibility purposes !! thank you for the ongoing support, genuinely wouldn't still be here without it 🥹🫶

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Sharon Olds

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anyway. me and aria coming up with interesting things tonight

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are you really 25 you sound 15 and insufferable

the block button is free <3 hope this helps

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I turned off rb's since I hit the goal. thank you thank you thank you x100 to the person who just sent something in

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huge HUGE unbelievable thank you to who just helped me out it is immensely appreciated. thank you thank you thank you

making a new post for this since the old one was getting a bit long but, my phone is completely broken. I'm not going to be able to get a new one for a few days, and I've been told before I get it I need to get a phone case for it, which will be this one. I also have bills to pay and $10 in my bank account and a doctor's appointment on wednesday where my meds will get refilled and I need to pay for those. photo of phone taken with my laptop webcam as proof. any amount helps!

ppal: FSTsierra

cshapp: $SierraDawnbreak

ko-fi: eastofhollywood

$20/$100

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making a new post for this since the old one was getting a bit long but, my phone is completely broken. I'm not going to be able to get a new one for a few days, and I've been told before I get it I need to get a phone case for it, which will be this one. I also have bills to pay and $10 in my bank account and a doctor's appointment on wednesday where my meds will get refilled and I need to pay for those. photo of phone taken with my laptop webcam as proof. any amount helps!

ppal: FSTsierra

cshapp: $SierraDawnbreak

ko-fi: eastofhollywood

$20/$100

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I get my phone tomorrow and still need $70! anything helps! <3

making a new post for this since the old one was getting a bit long but, my phone is completely broken. I'm not going to be able to get a new one for a few days, and I've been told before I get it I need to get a phone case for it, which will be this one. I also have bills to pay and $10 in my bank account and a doctor's appointment on wednesday where my meds will get refilled and I need to pay for those. photo of phone taken with my laptop webcam as proof. any amount helps!

ppal: FSTsierra

cshapp: $SierraDawnbreak

ko-fi: eastofhollywood

$20/$100

[cidnangarlond]

making a new post for this since the old one was getting a bit long but, my phone is completely broken. I'm not going to be able to get a new one for a few days, and I've been told before I get it I need to get a phone case for it, which will be this one. I also have bills to pay and $10 in my bank account and a doctor's appointment on wednesday where my meds will get refilled and I need to pay for those. photo of phone taken with my laptop webcam as proof. any amount helps!

ppal: FSTsierra

cshapp: $SierraDawnbreak

ko-fi: eastofhollywood

$20/$100

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i'll always have a great love for hol horse no matter how many years removed i am from jojo. sorry. he's everything to me he is still on my keychain