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[cigarette-ashes]

alright, hear me out.

whiplash + 'you know me too well' - nothing but thieves is factually correct.

give it a listen, if you aint heard it before, and even if you have, try again w them fuckers in mind

(and i think you can throw 'gods' in there too)

[cigarette-ashes]

accurate as fuck

I started watching Whiplash after hearing it's a good music movie, I have about 1 hour and 11 minutes left I'll update with my thoughts when I'm done 👍

[cigarette-ashes]

listen.

as a gay man who is trans, has major daddy issues, desperate for validation and praise, has experience with various self-harm and trying to push myself to limits particularly if im not well and fuckin' wishing i was more diciplined and have lotta troubles expressing my anger and could never admit nevermind yell that im upset and on rare occasions punch things because i have no other outlet, love music and jazz and was curious about drums when i was younger cause hey you can be loud and aggressive and MOVE and use your fucking HANDS and break and break and break and DESPERATELY constantly wanting a mentor IN THAT CERTAIN WAY AND FEEL SPECIAL, FEEL WORTHY,

WHIPLASH FUCKED ME THE FUCK UP.

i have no words to explain how much that movie absolutely fuckin' destroyed me the first time i watched it, i have no w o r d s.

it feels damn well like it was made for me, its mine mine mine,

well, im glad a handful of people have had the same reaction (to whichever degree)

so, hello!