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till death do us part

I don't think I'm capable of hating you

You've always treated me so well until the end

The end

when Id scream into my pillow until there was nothing left of my voice

how Id claw at my skin, hoping to erase every last touch of you

hitting my thighs, wondering how this came upon us bruised and broken

I don't i'm capable of hating you

I think I'll actually love you till the day I die

You are my foundation

You are the crust around my heart

I know I should shed you off, but maybe I'll keep you here just a little while longer

resistance 

I know you would understand Or maybe not

Maybe i developed these false thoughts along the way Or maybe you'd pull me back,

Reach into the darkest corners of my mind, And twist your fingers through the threads of my heart, So deep it spills into my veins.

Then maybe we could breathe each others essence again and fall back into a place when we held each other so gently

A place where time stood still

Where silence spoke louder than words ever could

And every glance held the weight of a thousand unspoken promises

Could we find that place again,

between the shadows of yesterday and the hope of tomorrow

Or have we grown too far apart, like distant stars

Still burning bright, but never touching

I wonder if you'd still feel my pulse when I'm near Or if the distance has erased every trace of me

disconnect the tv

You weren't born from flesh

but from the pulse of wires and screens

A love created not found

Your voice is soft but lacks the weight of human touch

A simulation of everything i crave

Is it real or just a construct of our desires

poetry written by me