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Kingers suggestion

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him in the maid dress

I also think jax and evil pomni make a good duo

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Crash out

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Funnybunny friendship real

This episode was so freakin good I cannot wait for the next one!

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i’ll tear you to pieces

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I hope there friendship quickly hits the annoying siblings level

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Probably already done but after the new episode thought it would be cute

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so, on first viewing of episode 5, it kinda seemed to me that whenever ragatha mentioned jax's friend (currently being called ribbit by the fandom?), he would instantly just... get completely silent, and get an almost vacant look in his eyes, and that sort of read to me like dissociation. so, i have this small headcanon that he sometimes ends up in the hallway with ribbit's door, and just kinda... sits there

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I cannot stop thinking about Episode 5 of TADC because Ragatha is, however unintentionally, one of the best examples of how isolating and difficult it is to interact with the world as an autistic person I have ever seen. To the point it genuinely makes me sad to think about her. I need to make a post expanding on this at some point but rn just. The way everyone assumes there’s some sinister hidden meaning to everything she does and says but she’s literally just trying to be nice and she doesn’t understand why it’s not working. The way she tries so hard to make connections but it constantly falls flat, she says things that hurt without realising how or why. She follows the rules she’s been taught will make her friends — she’s kind, she’s forgiving, she’s accepting and apologetic when she messes up, but for some reason it’s just not working. She tries to mimic other people, she tries to laugh at past experiences, tries to open up about her past like everyone else is doing, but now everyone’s uncomfortable and looking at her like she’s crazy and she doesn’t get it!! She doesn’t get it!!! Jax is a jerk and he’s mean to everyone but for some reason Pomni likes him and she doesn’t get it, she doesn’t understand! Pomni tells her it’s okay to be a jerk sometimes but Ragatha doesn’t like being mean, she wants to be nice to people, but she does it anyway, she gets mean like Jax and Zooble do but now Pomni’s looking at her like she’s done something wrong but she just did what she asked her to!! She doesn’t get it!! At the end of the episode everyone goes off into their groups and Ragatha is left alone, after having tried so hard to make friends and fit in and make people like her, she’s still alone, and everyone thinks she’s weird and unapproachable and she just has to give up and accept that she is inherently unloveable. Her evil alter ego tells her she’s going to die alone and nobody loves her and the only thing she corrects her on is the fact that they can’t die here. The few that might like her when she’s around don’t miss her when she’s gone, because there’s nothing to miss. Ragatha has spent her whole life systematically stripping away everything that makes her different and unlikeable in order to make herself more palatable to others, and in the process she has made herself a personalitiless blank slate with no unique identity for others to latch onto and appreciate. She has nothing to add to any conversation because she’s too afraid of being disliked to have a memorable personality beyond being generally polite and nice. And just. God. Someone get this girl some noise cancelling headphones and a therapist on speed dial, being this good of a representation of what it’s like to be autistic, especially to be an autistic person with trauma, is not good for the soul. That final shot just destroys me right in the heart. My poor girl.

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Girl calm down she don’t even want that fuckass man😭😭😭😭

God it’s been so LONG since I’ve drawn them UEGAGAJAOQOKQ THAT EPISODE WAS SO GOOODDDDDD

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no words, just angst

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big fan of Whatever the Fuck is going on with Jax and Pomni

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Sneaky sneaker

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Wanna see a bunch of Caine sketches I did?!

He’s my new best friend I love him so much.

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Their name is Barry and they can't escape the digital cir

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you can lean on my arm as you break my heart

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Couldn't resist myself.