this things a mess. currently consuming everything, doing some writing too. Clarke_kom_eden on Ao3. Mostly The 100, but i love so much, izombie, Brooklyn 99, the good place, it's endless...
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Thankyou for tagging me, for keeping me involved, even when I've disappeared for a while, it means so, so much.
You are all so wonderful, so talented, so kind, so fun, so insightful, this has been such a journey, one that's gotten me back into writing, to enjoying hobbies again, to opening myself up, to being creative again.
#what Gabriel does here is actually really smart #he can see Clarke is breaking #that the loss of her mother might cause her to break her cover #so he gives her an outlet for that rage and that grief and allows her to keep playing the role of Josephine
It's been interesting over the season to watch the characters move on from their fears that were unearthed during the red sun.
Clarke wants to live now! And fights for herself!
Bellamy admits that he does need Clarke (I mean, we knew, but still!)
Miller's moving on from his mistakes, remembering who he is.
It seemed that Jackson's fear was in-action, so much so he stabbed Miller to remove the imagined worms, so we'll see how the next episode unfolds with him aiding Madi right under the primes noses.
Echo needed to be her own person, and make her own choices, and not just follow a leader. Her loyalty is fierce, but I think it will be interesting to see her decide things for herself, and this could show more in the next couple episodes (It's already beginning with choosing to kill Ryker, so whether or not these decisions line up with everyone else's is yet to be seen!) Who is she when she's on her own? It could be really good for her. She's a nightblood now, maybe she could lead?
What to say about Murphy??? I mean, he's Murphy! He saved Clarke during the red sun, and tried to save Bellamy, he was doing the right thing, unfortunately his journey seems to have gone backwards! (And he was doing so well! I still think he'll come through for them, I hope!)
Emori tried to kill John, screaming that he'll kill us all, her fears were complicated, it was a lack of trust of who he could be, but I think she's shown that she is perfectly capable of making her own choices over what's right and wrong, and still love John at the same time. She doesn't need to, or isn't willing to, compromise her own morality to be with him, but she still loves him.
There's been some real personal growth for so many characters this season, and there's still 2 episodes to go!
imagine clarke pretending to be Josie while spacekru shits on Josie for killing Clarke and saying how valuable Clarke really was for them. Clarke hearing all this and feeling more self-loving wow I cry.
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What is up with the offering grove thing? Was it purely just a way for the primes to dispose of nulls? Because if it is, that pretty much seals the Primes as the worst villains i think we've ever had! (In my opinion!) Their motives are purely selfish, getting rid of people (babies!) with useless blood just to breed more nightbloods, solely to keep themselves alive. They're not trying to save their people or the human race as a whole, there is no excuse for what they're doing. As long as they continue to pass on the knowledge of the planet and the red sun their people will be fine without them. They may come across as more civilized initially, but they're not, they're just more manipulative.
Did I miss something more about the forest though? Do the plants actually need feeding for some reason?? (Again, still sooo wrong though!)
That moment Bellamy realises Clarke can hear him. The look on his face! He has so much he wants to tell her, a look so obvious that even Josephine notices it. Then the music builds, we all collectively hold our breath, 'I won't let you die.' His face is so full of love. But he has to look away. It's not Clarke.
And we see Josephine react. She hears the sincerity in his words. She knows he absolutely will not let Clarke die. She registers that, she knows that she might lose this one.
And maybe, possibly, there's some sympathy there. We know she's crazy, and, well, a sociopath, but she was in love once.
OR is she reacting to Clarke. Is she feeling what Clarke is feeling at Bellamy's words?
It definitely lands anyway! Ughhhh, what a moment! I love it!
For Octavia's story, it had to be Pike. I like that Octavia basically had to save the person she hates most in the world (besides herself). He is also the one person who's death at Octavia's hands could almost be justified. He killed Lincoln. He was a terrible person.
But the show is literally saying;
The show lives in shades of grey, but in a way it's become all to easy for the characters to justify they're actions at this point (I'm looking at you ABBY!) Its nice that a lot of them are trying to cut back a little on the murdering. Good for them.