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I went to the city with a group of friends this weekend and one of them told me she was afraid every night she was gonna wake up in the middle of the night to me ontop of her giving Clove’s monolgue so this clearly is encompassing much of my life

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Annie is a Disney adult but if anyone else in the group had to be on par it would be Cash

WHY would you do Cash like that have you seen her absolutely not, Gloss on the other hand-

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Yeah but I feel like Annie would be a disney adult

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Hi friends i am nicely asking for some asks to get in the writing headspace

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Im being soooo normal tonight

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Had my last day of school maybe ever today aint that something

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You know those friends that are sooooo codependent that they practically would live on a compound together if they could yeah in another life that’s actually

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Rip district 2 you’d have loved meal prep

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Me in tears adding a third ship to my list of things I write about bc how the hell do I keep getting in deeper

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‘EVERYONE wonders which side of the bed she sleeps on (she knows because they have totally platonic moments)’

bed sharing Cashbaria is my shit like inject it

LMAO Havent we all platonically bed shared!!! With our best friend right haha right…right..

The actual answer is if you’re IN the bed Cash is on the right Enobaria is on the left but if you’re LOOKING at the bed from the foot then cash is left and enobaria is on the right.

Ya know

In case anyone wondered the platonic sides of the bed

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Cashbaria were deffo those friends who were overly touchy-feely before they figured out their shit you can’t convince me otherwise bc they were only truly comfortable with eachother in the Capitol

Oh you’re right like overly touchy feely but thats normal friend behavior right?? Thats how friends are!! Nothing to see here move along!!!! They absolutely are and they don’t like…realize it. But it’s also not like they’re like that publicly necessarily! Because ya know…Capitol eyes everywhere. So it’s not like anyone thought to question it…but yes. You’re absolutely right. They had no idea.

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Yeah maybe I didnt write again but i DID make a custom study calendar for something ive never done so

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‘enobaria and Cashmere have been together for quite literally about ten years by the end of the last chapter of ARWBFB (non epilogue). They were friends for a few years first but…we all know how that ends up sometimes.’

OKAY I love this now I must know who fell first and who fell harder thank u

Okay bestie this is a HARD one because you gotta think about how they were like..teenagers/twenty years old. Cashmere is the most desired woman (girl) in the country. Theres a reason I wrote Cato as confused what a lesbian is because I do not think they have like..exposure to that in the districts ESPECIALLY in D2 training. They just...don't let people explore romantic/sexual/emotional feelings at ALL. It's a distraction from training. For that reason I think it would be a really confusing time for Enobaria, like haha yeah these are totally normal feelings she's the most beautiful woman in the world of course she feels this way this is how EVERYONE feels about her EVERYONE wonders which side of the bed she sleeps on (she knows because they have totally platonic moments) EVERYONE wonders what her favorite place to be kissed is haha right...right??? I think enobaria straight up couldnt identify the feelings. Likewise I think D1 ESPECIALLY the upper levels of D1 (which I write Cashmere and her family to be part of) has EXTREMELY structured gender roles. The comphet is STRONG in Ms. Cashmere. That being said I think theres like...more acceptance in D1. More exposure of those things (albeit maybe not in the circle she was raised in). So I think Cashmere is able to like..identify the feelings first.

This so did not answer the question, so I guess we'll say Cashmere was first, Enobaria was Harder because Enobaria just has the vibes of someone who is so so SO down bad and protective and angry at the world over this princess of a girl from District one okay did that maybe sort of answer it idk that was just a big old run on sentence im sorry!!!

thank you friend!!!

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I’m obsessed I could listen to you talk about Cashbaria all day 🫶🏼

❤️❤️❤️ I am SO delighted by this, I was so so afraid to get into them because they have such strong writers and fans and I was afraid to do them wrong so this is just..a HUGE relief and compliment thank you soooooo much my friend!!! ❤️❤️❤️

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newbie fic authors, shooting themselves in the foot: This fic is bad haha I suck at writing lol I am being mean to myself in the hopes that you will be nice to me but actually am dissuading anyone from even clicking on my fic because all I have done to advertise it is tell you why you shouldn't read it

me: I am King Big Dick of Fanfic Mountain and I have arrived in your fandom with the Express Intention of writing my Very Favorite Fics, which I will generously allow you to read. You're welcome.

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Found my burn book from freshman year of college and like I was a cunt but i was soooo funny

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hi girly me again 🩷 it’s currently lesbian visibility week, can we get some cashmere and enobaria hcs in honor of this? can be about them as a couple or them in general, i am not picky at all!!

Omg hi hello yes friend I can absolutely do that!! These kind of got out of hand so I wrote them in a separate document and am copying them over so that I don’t lost them if my laptop goes down or something!! These are obviously in ARWBFB verse/au because like..at this point it feels like EVERYTHING I do is in that verse but also in writing this I realized I’m like..lowkey dropping ARWBFB Cashmere and Enobaria lore because noone knew they were together until the last chapter because Clove didn’t and it was her perspective so!! 

-Enobaria and Cashmere have been together for quite literally about ten years by the end of the last chapter of ARWBFB (non epilogue). They were friends for a few years first but…we all know how that ends up sometimes. 

-Cashmere teaches Enobaria how to teach Clove about knife throwing, so that she can pass it along to Clove to give her a competitive edge before formal training would begin. Enobaria is not..great at it. 

-Enobaria is in the capitol the first night Cashmere is sold by Snow. She is powerless and she knows it, but she never forgets the sinking feeling she had watching some much older man lead Cash out by her elbow.

-The night Glimmer wins, Enobaria is not even supposed ot be in the Capitol, but she conveniently “misses” her train home and has to stay an extra night. She is debating going down to the One floor for hours and at the exact minute she gets up to go Cashmere comes literally bursting into her room. She has never seen her cry as hard as she did that night. 

-Enobaria could not be found any night during Clove’s games, not because she was out with sponsors, but because she had to sleep in Cashmere’s bed or she wouldn’t get a second of sleep. The ONLY minutes of sleep Enobaria gets the entire duration fo Clove’s games is when Cashmere tricks her to sleep by playing with her hair. 

-Cashmere conveniently forgets to get money from sponsors in the 73rd games. She talks with them. She interacts. But she never gets tot he point of swiping their cards or collecting checks. She cannot directly play against her own district, but she cannot (will not) play anyone against Clove. She knows what it would do to Enobaria. 

-Enobaria and Cashmere are separated the entirety of the war. They have no way to communicate. They do not know if the other is dead, alive, in custody, or what side of the war. Enobaria can only assume, after all that is done to Cashmere in her life, that she would have chosen the side of the rebels. She does, too. It is one of the worst times in both of their lives, because not only do they not have any communication or information on each other, they are also facing  loss of someone very close to them (Because they also do not know if Clove or Glimmer are alive at that point). 

-Cashmere is the only person in the world who knows every once in a while Enobaria bites her lip in her sleep and ends up on a pillow covered in blood

-Enobaria and Cashmere, post war, are both faced with really difficult and messy relationships with food. The only way they can heal them is by encouraging and aiding the other in repairing theirs first.

-the only time Enobaria ever hesitates in wanting to advocate for Clove to go into the games is after she watches the way Glimmer’s win destroys Cashmere. It is the only thing to ever make her hesitate. 

-Enobaria notices she comes home from the games every year missing a piece of clothing or two. It is not until after the war that she realizes Cash has an entire drawer of them she’s been sleeping in for a decade. 

-Cash thinks she fell in love with her when they were about twenty, they were more than a little drunk, and Enobaria was just drunk enough to whisper to her about the the little girl she had promised to take care of and the promise she made to a dead girl. It’s whispered under sheets because of listening ears, and in the dark of the night Cashmere mentions that she has a little sister around the same age. Maybe, in another life, they could have let the girls be friends. 

Thanks so much my friend!! This was a lot of fun and i’d be glad to do more if that is wanted!!