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feels like love

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your post about the cock sizes of these characters portrays a lack of understanding of their role in the narrative.

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“I lay in bed alone. And I longed for him. And he disgusted me.”

— Angela Carter, “The Bloody Chamber” | The Bloody Chamber

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im always quoting this tweet and am shocked and appalled that it has under 5k likes

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bloodsport | loustat

youtube

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INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 2.04

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Contained and beautiful

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I was a 33yo man when I became a vampire -> but I wasn't a man anymore I was something else !

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"Okay. It's on now. Uh... First question. You weren't always a vampire, were you?" "No. I was a 33-year-old man when I became a vampire."

I think this is my most complicated painting to date!! Honestly the scariest part about these scene studies is just starting them. When I have the sketch all done and I'm staring at my screen I'm like asdfghikl where do I even begin lol. Done in procreate, 17 hrs Imaoo.

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claudia x leyendeckers ‘woman seated in a wing armchair’

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Based on this post - blood makes everything better.

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you guys are just gonna have to take my louis wips sorry lmfao

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the real fandom curse is not like “fanon” as a vague drifting quantity but like “there is actually an identifiable culprit(s) and it is exactly one or at most three profoundly unfunny tumblr funnymen who distort every single character or relationship and theme including like supposedly serious topics like sexual violence and war crimes down to their dumbest possible denominator so their jokey posts in the most infuriating tumblr idiom imaginable do numbers with all the people on this website with a bad sense of humor and then that distorted opinion is taken as deep gospel truth” and you will NEVER escape this

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"I can't believe [media] was actually about _____ the whole time!!!"

[one possible interpretation, yep]

[literally the main theme??]

[worst take you've seen in your life]

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top 5 horror media :)

this was sooo hard this was so so hard so i tried to pick a different one for different (non-exhaustive) readings of the question

#1 the diary of laura palmer: this is the only book i can ever remember having to stop reading because it scared me so much

#2 ginger snaps: fave movie lol

#4 vampz 2004: i love the sfx in this theyre so silly; though idk if i would recommend the movie itself without the caveat that its ending is terrible enough to taint the entire viewing experience

#3 iwtv 106: duh

#4 attack the block: horror movie ive watched most in my life maybe only with the exception of ginger snaps

play toys with me ^_^

i want to talk for a moment away from prying eyes (casual scrollers) but iwtv 106 is on the list for a multitude of reasons

1) the episode is shaped forever by my friend goat's writing about claudia and lestat's relationship and this line in particular:

There were many horrible truths between them that proved too difficult to pull back fast enough. With Lestat gone and Louis confined to recovery in small spaces, the house (which Claudia had cleaned and she’d rearranged the shelves and took books to her coffin and filched fancy pens to trade with her own fancy pens when she bored of them and when it came time to decide what to leave as a reminder and what to put away SHE had made the final decision SHE DECIDED IT–) had finally become her house. Lestat crossed the threshold and her house cowered and creaked under the weight of his boot over its floors. She watched him do it and watched Louis flinch when he saw himself in her mind’s eye, superimposed and cracking with the foundation.

2) i think claudia train scene is the most viscerally frightening in the season, made more horrific by how ppl discuss it

3) the youre-coming-back-and-its-the-end-of-the-world effect aka the famously dubbed soulmate studies which to me is the scariest thing in the world its interpreting horror in my rawest sense of the world #myrawfeelings im very relationship-averse im too selfish i dont like the thought of compromising whether on my personhood or anything else which is perhaps an uncharitable reading of love but i do think it is an honest one. and this of course manifests in the joys of soulmateposting :-)

i really debated including this scene

frm my shit yaoi from a thing thats bad (ignore that he cant act) even though ive relegated robrondale to the abyss because it really really does scare me (i also think theres an element of horror in the constrictions of the media's form (soap opera) but thats for a different 2 note post) like i watched him send his brother insane and i'd still have him back in a shot ... Hiiii the thought of .. what is that jacob anderson quote .. 'until one of them perishes, they’re destined to dance forever' to fall blindly into with that someone and now youre trapped. and the thing with soulmates is that the conceit so often necessitates a return -- the promise of water under the bridge for the unforgiveable -- which is utter HELL...? maybe there is beauty in a second chance but not for me #grudgekeeper also i think ive made my stance clear on the how soulmate studies is almost always an act of (intentional) abuse apologia im never passing judgement ldpdl or aaron (two names that shld never be in a sentence together) for having found themselves in these situations just expressing my horror at what i do unfortunately think im susceptible to . Also the soul isnt real LOL

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first of all there is no True Self so write that down

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armand's true self is Not his inner child be so for real