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I apologize for only using this as a rant blog.

I love my boyfriend with all of my heart, but recently I haven't been feeling as romantically inclined towards him. It's been a real problem too, because lately all he wants to talk about is kissing and being intimate. 

The worst part is that I do still care about him. I would love to spend time with him, but as friends. Yet the thought of breaking up with him is heartbreaking, and I still view him as someone to be in a relationship with. It's so frustrating not knowing how to describe this strange emotional limbo I've gotten myself into.

Ugh, I wish I knew what to say to him. 

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I've been in a perpetual state of shock and absolute euphoria since Thursday, because a guy I've had a giant crush on for the past year and a half just told me he returns those feelings, and has for almost as long as I have.

Life is an amazing and beautiful place.

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ANATOMY TIPS

I was doing a bit of an anatomy study on my livestream and was asked to please post it. 

The crotch is the halfway point of the body from top of the head to bottom of the feet

Shoulders to hips = hips to ankles

Elbows rest at the waist line

Wrists rest at the crotch line

Shoulders and breasts/pecks should always be parallel, no matter what angle the shoulders are at

With boob placement, keep in mind where the collar bone, ribs, and shoulders are.  Breats have muscles that connect to the arm—hence why lifting an arm also lifts the breast corresponding with it.

Feet are the same length as your elbow to wrist.

There are two bones in the knee; the cap and a smaller one below it.  You CAN see them and adding that subtle detail is a really nice touch!

When drawing eyes, keep in mind that you should be able to fit the width of an eye between them

The face is broken down into thirds; hairline to eyebrows, eyebrows to bottom of the nose, bottom of the nose to chin

The halfway point of the head is at the eyeline

The mouth is 1/3rd of the way from the bottom of the nose to the chin

Ears are from the top of the eyes to the bottom of the nose

When drawing a 3/4th view of the face, do NOT MAKE THE FURTHEST EYE SMALLER — the perspective is too small to be noticeable unless you are doing extremely accentuated/warped perspective.  The eyebrows, top of the eyes, and bottom of the eyes should all be parallel regardless of the face’s angle.  The only differences should be the widths; front eye should be wider than the further eye.

Knowing the rules to anatomy is important!  Once you learn them, then you can break them. （　≖‿≖）*

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And it happened again good lord.

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more tmi

Oh gosh we're talking again and he doesn't have his pants off lord help me he is attractive

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sexually frustrated by video game characters: the blog

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TMI to the extreme

An online friend and I have upgraded to friends-with-benefits, and the other night we mutually masturbated on cam.

That was the most intimate I've ever been with someone before, and it was the best thing I've ever felt in my life.

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A bit of a TMI

I have a bit of a kink for being someone's 'first'. I have no idea why, but the thought of taking someone's virginity is really attractive to me. 

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This will sound really stupid, but a while back a wrote down all the things that would make a perfect boyfriend. Recently I started becoming friends with a guy I'd been watching out of the corner of my eye, and he's already fit 4 of the things I wrote down. All of them have been things I would never have guessed that I would find.

I think I am freaking out a bit right now.

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today a guy confirmed that at boy sleepovers they do in fact talk about girls and who they like a good majority of the time i just thought this would be useful information

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Legalize it, Stop Kony 420

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Don’t You Worry Child - Swedish House Mafia (feat. John Martin)

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Yes, I have recently seen The Hobbit, and yes, it is amazing.

The part that completely floored me was at the very beginning, when Gandalf and Bilbo first speak to eachother. I hadn't read much of the actual book itself, but that part I remembered quite well, and it was absolutely flawless. It was exactly as it was in the book, and again I'm in awe of Peter Jackson's work.

During the movie I grew very attached to Bofur, at first for the hat, but later because of his heartfelt moment with Bilbo. I can honestly say I would give him the biggest hug. I can also honestly say that Fili is hot as hell.

There were about three or four times when I was terrified that something would happen to some of my favorite characters, and was on the edge of my seat. I think the first time was when the mountain giants were fighting, and the dwarves were separated and smashed into the rock, the second time was when they were captured by the goblins, and the third time was at the very end when they were in the trees.

Ugh, I can't get over how beautiful the movie was! It was just gorgeous!

Anyway, great movie 10/10

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i feel very inappropriate when i’m next to someone and i’m just thinking

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