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they make me ill …

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i like them a little me thinks

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i have so much to talk about... but i don't want to

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starting to get familial memories and stuff about kas... my big brother... :)

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Literally sprinting laps over this rn oh my hod oh my god oh my god

Hes been writing journal entries for over 7 years guys. The days were mundane but had enough meaning to lampert for him to document them. Guys. Kasper literally changed his brain chemistry by introducing him to new concepts from outside. Guys. Guys. He felt the need to keep him safe from the employees despite not knowing him and having no obligation to help him. They spent an entire night just sitting and talking about life the first time they met guys. Guys. Guys. Kasper was a himbo. Lampert finds comfort in writing. The first time he went outside was literally with Kasper. Do you people hear me???? GUYS CAN YOU HEAR ME????????????? KASPER WEARS HEELEYS!!!!!!!!!

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i miss when i was a kinder person. thinking back on every word i've ever said and wondering what happened to me. to us

i miss how we were before we met all of those people. how different would things be if we hadn't put ourselves out there? would i have been happier? would i be kinder?

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Punch me harder it'll fix me I swear

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Incest needs to have some codependency . to me

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(pt: I miss my doctor /end pt)

Perma-Hospitalized userbox for Anon.

(Pt: This blog has no DNI, Please follow your own when interacting <3 /End Pt)

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i hate waking up feeling so helpless and unclean... if i came and clung to them, would they let me?

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i need to either sleep or take a very long shower... i'm scared what will happen if / while i do either

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having thoughts again. i feel dirty

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you are all cruel and mean... to me, specifically...

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started crying mid - presentation but it went okay i think... yay :)

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the maid's arrived!

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lampert lampshade skirt 💡

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