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please help me

hi, so i was really scared of doing this but i really need money and help. sorry for any mistakes, english isnt my first language. so i suffer from OCD and i’m a bissexual latin women. i cannot still live in my mentally abusive house, i can’t find a job because of covid and i need money for my school and like… for eating and meds. i don’t know what else i should do. my gf is in hospital right know because she tried to take her life. i wanna live with her and free her from her also abusive home and dad. he is a cop and he doesn’t accept us. i know this is all confused and i fell like i’m in hell right now, so if u can help with just $1 it will help me sooooo much. i’m just trying to recover and survive being LGBTQIA+ and dealing with such a hard disease. I know that is people out there who suffer so much more them me, but with you CAN help me and it doesn’t going to affect you financial life, please please help me. 

if this is too confusing and u wanna more information, fell free to dm me. (i’m also super lonely know so lol)

that’s my paypal!

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_donations&business=8WBNGHDE7ZBD6¤cy_code=USD&source=url

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love how almost all of them are gae

Academic aesthetics

Dark Academia

Long Black coats, thunder but no lightning, red wine, blood, forests in winter, a single guttering candle, latin, bones, all of history in your hands, Tchaikovsky, piles of old books, the hour before sunrise, complicated cravats, Hozier, true crime, Donna Tartt, secret diaries.

Light Academia

Sunshine in shallow water, white cotton, lacy dresses, champagne, the plays of Oscar Wilde, summer rain, wind rustling the pages of a book, jacket over on shoulder, Maurice, frost covering new flowers, Florence + the machine, roses, bare feet, girls school, old books about species of plant or butterflies, biological Diagrams, flowers in your hair, perfect notes.

Chaotic Academia

Two top buttons undone, scribbled notes in pencil or biro, kill your darlings, untied laces, so much coffee, all nighters, crying in the library, Mozart, writing film scripts for fun, rain Storms, moorland, swimming in the dark, movie soundtracks while studying, procrastination, muddy boots, unsent letters.

Grey Academia

Jane eyre, sunrise, cold hands, perfect handwriting, beat gen, Edgar Alan Poe, crows, small animal bones, writing essays until 2am, Vivaldi, February or November, zodiacs, loving history and art, Leonardo davinci, Tamino.

Romantic Academia

Billowing pirate sleeves, Lord Byron, theatre, violets, achilles, reading poetry aloud, bloody cheekbones, love letters, doodling in class, doc Martins, long ball dresses, gothic churches, dead poets society, sword fights back stage, wind and mist and violent Storms, tea, long journal entries, wide brimmed hats, museums.

Spring Academia

Cotton shirts with large jumpers, celendines, maypole dancing, reading short stories, old traditions, Jane Austen, new term, beautiful notes, pastel colours, period dramas, magpies, 2005 pride and prejudice soundtrack, new leaves, cold feet, dancing.

Summer Academia

Flower crowns, studying late while the sun is still up, full moons, parties outside, sun dresses, warm rainstorms, exam season, bare feet, ancient Greece, herb tea, singing to the radio, lying in the grass, bird song, biology textbooks, the Lord of the rings, studying outside, mystery of love by sufjan Stevens.

Autumn Academia

Foxes, dead leaves, large coats and scarves, old stone walls, steaming black tea, mist, travel journals, forgetting to study until the last minute, frankenstein, old songs, nostalgia, carrying a book everywhere, rebel rebel, the picture of dorian gray, soup, studying in the morning as the sun rises.

Winter Academia

Long walks, misty breath, so much reading, shunning capitalist society, sad music, learning about witch hunts, philosophy, wuthering heights, mystery books, Dracula, black and white photos, transcribing music, old statues, silence.

Feral Academia

Pin stripe jacket with jeans, Dionysus, "norse" makeup, cold sweet tea, running through the forest, mythology, I got an unconditional so I don't need to try hard, scraping the grades, shouty music, helenic polytheism, obsessive interests, reading a 500 page book in one sitting, love learning, hate the education system, vive le revolution.

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okay but you do not know how much I want to learn to dance tango to one day conquer the mafia boss of the film while i am a spy or something in a forgotten monastery while the moon focuses on us and leave the rest of the eyes on us

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i'm wearing different socks but for some strange reason i feel comfortable

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my type of aesthetic is "would be suspect of witchcraft by small town citizens"

why? i know you didn't ask

'cause it happened before

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Love to have a large dress or a tunica and spin until I fall

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my art teacher said:

okay, during quarantine you'll have to do an impressionism paint to this week, and the idea of these flowers just appeared on ma head, like from nothin', so i started painting and i have to say: i really fucking like it. I mean, i like but every time i look at it is even worst than the first time lmao, but i suppose it's normal.

ejoy ma shit <3

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my art teacher said:

okay, during quarantine you'll have to do an impressionism paint to this week, and the idea of these flowers just appeared on ma head, like from nothin', so i started painting and i have to say: i really fucking like it. I mean, i like but every time i look at it is even worst than the first time lmao, but i suppose it's normal.

ejoy ma shit <3

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Okay so, here's a super fast sketch of my principal oc:

full hd 4k :v

she's called Europe, and she's the archangel of health (not Raphael). She's 1.727.015 years old, and God said: hey, u, daughter. I will create the Earth ((okay this is ironic, i'm atheist)) and you will be there to watch out. Before this, she was travelling along through space, learning.

So, she spent the last 8.000 on Earth, watchig as time run out, but she was happy, I mean, she had friends, and she learnt a lot about human health and medicine. As she was immortal, she was a teacher in Alexandria's Library, made some people start with operations, and helped humans with other things, for example, she made Newton's apple fall, lmao.

At the same time she was a student or a professor, she was also a warrior; at XIV century, she became leader of a lot of exercits. She also had an Academy of Magic, were humans were capable of doing magic, but this time was dark and was an important period of history. She couldn't let herself in history 'cause dou, she was immortal, so she covered this time, let it known as dark middle ages, were nobody knows what happened, so she could still living on Earth without being recognized, and after 86 years and 16 generations of students and professors teaching magic, she let it die.

At Heaven, she trained their own angels, as doctors and warriors, whose helped humans as infiltrates in bad times like Hitler's.

She had and has a lots of friends, but about the mortal ones, she stays with them a time, but then she moves out before it's too late, and sees them die, because they could spend their hole life with her, but Europe can't spend her entire life with'em... and that's so sad.

She has two snakes on her arms. Actually, the snakes have names. Cosmo and Gaia. They're her scepter, but when tey're not active, they just stay in her arms like golden tattoos.

Her eyes are both golden ((these are her colours)), but with recently events, she get a dark side, and the other one it's brown, as her hair, just... human.

Talking about her hair, when she transformes herself in her natural way ((with the three wings at heach side of the back, as the archangels do have)) her hair grows in a braid that arrives at her toes.

I just said ahe has 6 wings, and yes, she had, but no more; i'll explain this in the next post <3