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pros of dating me

- i’ll literally spoil u

- i’ll give u massages

- i’ll play with ur hair

- i’ll shower u with all my love n appreciation

- we can binge on shit

- i’ll learn songs for u

- nap dates + cuddling

- i’ll take u out on a lot of dates

cons

- i’m ugly

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It’s so hard to recover from self harm when it was your go to coping mechanism.

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I’m always here if you need to talk 💜

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i keep making mistake after mistake i cant do anything correctly why am i such a failure

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it really pisses me off how easy it is to get sad and then how long and hard it is to get happy again like what the fuck man thats not fair

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Every time I think that speaking is a good idea, I stand corrected.

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Ever cried so much, you got a headache?

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And you just feel so alone. Because there's no one that cares for you, no one you can talk to, no one who listens to you. There's no one that understands you and how you feel and what you're going through and that just kills you. It makes you feel the deepest feeling of loneliness because even when you're surrounded by people, all you want to do is cry because the loneliness is killing you.

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“But that’s the thing about letting someone open you up and play with your heart … They never sew you back up afterwards.”

— Ranata Suzuki

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There's a monster inside my head

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do my dark circles and deteriorating health make me look hot

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If anyone wants a boyfriend I’m right here,, I have so much love to give someone take it

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Don’t ever lie to me to protect my feelings

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[i just wanted to be loved]

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I’m very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very tired.

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Wow I miss you so much

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What hurts the most is not knowing wether or not I was good enough. Not knowing if she still loves me or not. Or even why she cut contact. Love fucking sucks and I do this to myself every time. I’m never good enough for anyone to love me and stay.