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You saw beauty in the day

I found beauty in the night

your light was the sun

I saw light in the stars

You were blind in the night

So lost

Looking for the next sunset maybe

We can meet there

-JGZ

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Soft rose petal lips

Thorns buried on my lips

Making me bleed

-JGZ

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the constant thought of you

Kills me everyday

the hope that you will come back

Destroying myself

Just so you can want me to

Wishing I can forget you and never look back

-jGZ

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I might not be next to you

But know that you live in my head

I can’t forget you

Wondering what you are doing

Do you have moments

When I come to your mind

Do you still hate me

Wish you can forgive me

-jGZ

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I don’t want to get to know

Someone new

we are the same person

So why did you have to leave

I don’t understand

How you left without feeling hurt

We made each-other feel

Not so alone

Now we are strangers

Who know everything about one another

But without you I feel lost

On this earth

A part of me is gone

You took my happiness and love with you

-JGZ

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the muse of my poems left me without words that I can’t express

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Is it sunny where you are standing

Pretty sunsets where you feel alive

Im lost in the haze

Where everything feels cold

trying to find who I was

Before you

-JGZ

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sex is cool but can you stick around and not give up on me

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I’m too passionate for a half ass type of love

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When did your love for me turn into hatred?

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Finally losing your attachment to someone who was bad for your life, is top tier.

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“i really like you. i’m gonna be really sad if you don’t come back. unless you tell me. if you’re not gonna come back just tell me, don’t lie to me.”

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my name’s too pretty to NOT be tatted on somebody

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Strangers who fell for one another

trying to fill the void

We only hurt ourselves

Now we are left alone

Once again

Yearning for eachother

Playing this sick love game

Hoping someone else

Comes in to heal what

We did to ourselves

Sabotaging anything good that comes to me

-JGZ

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ANGELINA JOLIE as LISA ROWE GIRL, INTERRUPTED (1999) dir. James Mangold

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Love feels like a sick little game

We get attached to those who lie

Making us feel like we will be something

Then suddenly they disappear

Making us feel stupid

For thinking that one day we will be

I can’t help but miss you

Wanting to plead for your love

Even if it’s a game to you

I can’t stay away

Even when you push me away

-JGZ