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Gemini’s seem to talk to themselves a lot, not just in a way of mouthing things to themselves or muttering the odd thing, but actual, animated conversations. 

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Astrology + Weight loss + Health

I don’t know if any of my followers know this but I have gone through a ton of weight loss through my years and I still have a few pounds to go until I finally get my goal body. I was actually just thinking and thought maybe astrology can help us with weight loss and our health; so I’ll be sharing my research. *I am not a professional nutritionist or any of that sort of stuff* I didn’t want to make this tooooo long so here is some other tips based on moon signs: here All quoted information is from Sunita Chabra, an astrologist who has the love for Science. Source here You can also check your 6th house*

Aries: Aries, Aries rising, Mars dominant, or 1st house dominant: Motivation won’t be an issue with you, in fact your ultimate ego will be what will keep you going. The only thing that keeps you from your goal is wanting to make things fast giving you the idea of taking weight-loss drugs or something. Just rely on your spirit to get you there, no short-cuts! Because Aries is so uplifting and energetic, you will most likely prefer hot and spicy-food, which is good because it speeds up the metabolism.

“Eating healthy is simple if you keep it that way: simple. Start making permanent lifestyle changes this way you wouldn’t have to diet to lose weight. You should drink plenty of liquids to cool your body system and to flush out toxins from your body. Eat more of salads and cool drinks. Drinking too many of alcoholic drinks should be avoided. Eat food at regular intervals and do not skip meals and crash dieting should best be avoided. Lightly steamed vegetables, whole grain breads, plain yogurt, skimmed buttermilk, eggs, carrots and vegetable juice, which is alkaline in nature, are good for Mars ruled people. Start your day with protein, eggs, low fat cheese or soy milk. Go for fresher produce than settling for tinned or refrigerated stock. Also, avoid hot and spicy Indian curries. Do plenty of cardio exercises. Aries are full of energy and enthusiasm, jogging, treadmill, cycling, brisk walking or games such as tennis, squash, any high energy exercise is suggested.”

Taurus: Taurus, Taurus rising, Venus dominant, or 2nd house dominant: It might be tough for the Taurus to finally commit to slim down but once committed, they’ll treat it like a job. Endurance sports will lead to good results, in fact, the Venusian sign is inclined to become a vegetarian.

“The general liking is for sweet and sour, so tinge of lemon juice or drop of honey over natural fruits and salads may satiate inner longings. Include high fiber and low calorie food diet like beans, cabbage, spinach, lettuce and fruits. High fiber diet will help to cover your hunger pangs and also give a feeling of satisfied stomach that is very important for you. A meal should contain a bowl of lentils, salad with lemon and honey dressing (sweet and sour liking!), and fruits like apricots, oranges and grapes. Drink plenty of water. You need to cut down on your sugar intake and avoid rich cakes, pastries, and also to be avoided too much of tinned juices. However, if you have strong craving for sweets use honey instead of sugar and pour it over fresh cut fruits (natural sourness of fruits combined with sweetness of honey). Exercise suggestion: 1) Strength exercises. 2) Yoga can help Taurus lose weight whether they are 15 or 50 years old. Important Tip: Taurus is easygoing and has weakness for rich and tasty food. You should eat your meals slowly without gulping or swallowing. Take your time while eating, as this will give time for stomach to send the message “of being full” to your brain.”

Gemini: Gemini, Gemini rising, Mercury dominant, or 3rd house dominant: Very likely to follow a strict diet without having to think about it so much; which makes it very easy for the Gemini. Since the Gemini is experimental, various diets or numerous workouts/sports will definitely help them out.

“Since Gemini is an intellectual sign hence protein rich foods like cheese, milk, soya beans, eggs etc. will prove to be great for promoting power packed energy and building muscle mass. Including more of protein rich food in diet may help lose weight as protein takes longer to digest and suppresses hunger pangs. Onions and garlic can be used freely in food. Boiled mashed potatoes with garlic and parsley, mushrooms and if non-vegetarian lean fish are good sources of protein and good for your nervous and body system. Food to avoid: 1) Avoid late night snacks. 2) You need to avoid burgers, pizzas, and white bread to be replaced instead by whole grain or multigrain bread. Butter,  fried potatoes and white bread is strict no-no. Generally, this dual sign people like to do multi-tasking so eating while watching TV, reading books, etc should be avoided.Exercises to be followed: 1) Crunches. 2) Nervous disorders can affect your digestive system. Meditation and yoga not only helps to sooth frayed nerves but also helps to reduce/maintain weight. Important Tip: Gemini rules over nerves hence the addictive and habit forming like drinking excess of tea, coffee and smoking is not good for body system and not recommended if you want to lose weight.” 

Cancer: Cancer, Cancer rising, Moon dominant, or 4th house dominant: It’ll be hard for Cancer to make the effort, but should find the way to be comfortable with it! Lots of motivation will be needed, tell a friend or a parent to support you through it, because you can do it! In the end you can definitely just pamper yourself with tea mixed with honey to cut out from stress.

“Cancer people have weakness for good food and many Cancer ruled people are found to be good cooks as well. Your diet generally lacks calcium, which is so essential for bones and teeth. So, including more of dairy or soy products will be a wise choice. You may also have liking for rice. Now, to lose weight this is one food item I don’t recommend for you but natural weakness will not keep you away from it too hence follow simple formula avoid eating rice at night and also eat small portions of it or maybe substitute rice with brown rice or better still Quinoa (a new grain in the market). Too much salt may cause your body to hold on to water and your body may swell as result, so reduce the intake of salt (remember you are a water sign).Food to avoid: Starchy foods like potatoes, breads, etc. should be replaced with green leafy vegetables. Avoid alcohols and wine. Drink more of soups and substitute caffeine drinks teas/coffees with herbal tea to ward off coughs and colds, which you naturally are prone to.Exercises to be followed: 1) Cancers usually are fascinated by water. Swimming is not only enjoyable but also a good body exercise especially in summers. 2) Strength training exercises for muscles even if you use light weights. Important Tip:Those who have sweet tooth can have fruits topped with honey instead. You should avoid eating curd at night. Banana in fruits I don’t recommend for you if you want to lose weight.” 

Leo: Leo, Leo rising, Sun dominant, or 5th house dominant: Stick a picture of a model right on your refrigerator to prevent you from craving any sweets! In order to get there it’ll be a bit tricky but of course by testing your pride, as a fighter you’ll fight your way to your goals if you test yourself. Have someone cook you meals or even get a personal trainer to praise you after your hard workouts. Buying stylish gym clothes can definitely help you out, Leo.

“Anyone, who has little knowledge or have some interest in astrology may know, nuts especially almonds is associated with Sun that rules over your sign. Almonds and in general most nuts are known for being healthy snack food and are also high in omegas, and does tow jobs, one, fill you up and second, help you keep healthy. Your diet may include more of complex carbohydrates or more of grilled Vegetables/Meat. You may take surplus of fresh fruits like strawberries, oranges, avocado or kiwi.  Cool salads and juices are also good for your system.Food to avoid: Avoid rich spicy and fried food. Cooking oil that you use may also make a difference. Sun rules over your sign so natural oils derived from plants (Sun naturally gives energy to plants) as opposed to animal derived oils are more suitable for you.  In short, olive oil, almond, sunflower oil better for you than lard, butter, ghee etc for making food. Leos are prone to heart problems hence should avoid butter, ghee and red meat.Exercises suggested: 1) Leos should work out with heart strengthening aerobic exercises. 2) You at times tend to overtax your body. So exercise, eat, work and sleep should be the mantra to follow. Important Tip: Since you have excess of bile or heat component in your body system it is best to neutralize this with more of alkaline food, which will counteract the acidic level present in your stomach.”

Virgo: Virgo, Virgo rising, Mercury dominant, or 6th house dominant: It’ll be helpful for Virgo to get motivated by READING and RESEARCHING about weight-loss. They’ll want to know what they’re getting themselves into and what is most likely to work then what isn’t. You might want to check out organic produce and keep your worries a bit down a notch, you might be overthinking that you’ll never lose weight, etc and that just isn’t good. Patience and motivation is key.

“Virgo’s, you should include more green colored vegetables, whole grains and green salads in your diet. Herbal tea, lots of green vegetables, sprouted beans sprinkled with black pepper and tangy spices, fruit or vegetable juice. Pass up fried foods for baked foods. You may like to eat anything grown from the fields. Fruits, cocktails and drinks are also much to your liking and taste.       Food to avoid: If, you are not losing weight, one of the most common reason could be that the healthy food you are eating (Virgo’s naturally are health conscious as I wrote earlier) might not be as healthy as it appears. Sometimes eating food that comes branded as ‘DIET’ may contain not be exactly diet but instead be loaded with preservatives, sugar, sodium etc. So, avoid eating or drinking ‘diet’ labeled food. Focus more on eating natural organic foods instead. Avoid or reduce the intake of alcoholic drinks.Exercises suggested: 1) Virgos are perfectionists by nature and also are born worriers. Basic stretching exercises will not only help lose weight but will also loosen body tension. You may practice power yoga. Power yoga may help lose weight and also you to unwind and recharge your batteries. 2) Better still enroll your name in some nearby gym. Important Tip: I recommend meditation and also head massage for you. This helps you calm your frayed nerves and anxiety level and when mind is calm you will feel and also look good.” 

Libra: Libra, Libra rising, Venus dominant, or 7th house dominant: Balance is key! Never follow the latest trends, just because it worked for Christina Aguilera doesn’t mean it can work for you. Get out there and get that hot body! Praise, motivation, and affection from your loved ones will definitely help you. Go run with a friend or something, go out more and get your body moving!

“For Librans the food should look appetizing and should be served with style and elegance. This sign is represented by a weighing balance hence should eat well balanced diet. Chapattis (whole wheat bread) with green vegetables, cottage cheese flavored with exotic herbs, pumpkins, mostly yellow colored foods and fruits like for instance, bananas, Papaya , etc. Oh!…how can I forget Librans have sweet tooth, the main pitfall of any diet. Please, Librans put blinders on your eyes when you reach dessert section of a buffet table. Whatever may be the main menu the dessert is probably always special for you. It is not easy to suppress your inherent nature, you may include lots of fruits and top it with honey or may be use Sugar free Stevia for making cakes, ice creams, pudding or any sweet of your choice or may be once a while treat yourself but portion control is important.Food to avoid: 1) Eat low carbohydrate diet, meaning cut down on your breads, chapattis, wraps etc.  and if this is a challenge for you then at least avoid eating carbohydrates at night. 2) Your immunological system can be affected by bad eating habits. Librans are ruled by kidneys hence they should drink lots of water or any other liquids to flush out toxins from their body. Limit the intake of salt, it may cause water retention and also not good for your blood pressure. Exercise suggested:  1) Crunches mainly targeting abdominals. 2) Librans can make great sportsperson. Librans like to be graceful in everything they do hence running or jogging that will make them sweat is probably not their idea of harmony. Ballet, dancing and exercising or swimming is something they can take up. Style is your middle name and if money is not a consideration you would love to pamper yourself to best of health spa treatments. Important Tip: When a body system has a craving for certain food items it is difficult to resist hence mix a very small scoop of ice cream or any sweet of your choice with big servings of fruits. Finely chopped fresh fruits topped with jaggery can be a good substitute for dessert.”

Scorpio: Scorpio, Scorpio rising, Pluto dominant, or 8th house dominant: You might be quite the extremist while dieting and such, take a chill pill. It’s not good nor healthy to lose more than 2-3 pounds each week or even a day! Don’t over-do yourself Scorpio, the world isn’t ending tomorrow.

“You are ruled by red planet-Mars, well then select food which is naturally red. Pomegranate in fruit is a good choice but how about using beetroot in salads. Now, how am I supposed to convince you to eat red colored beetroot, I recommend try roasting or boiling them, which makes them taste starchy like potatoes and brings delicious sweetness and nutty flavor. Try using beetroot and reap slimming effects. You may also include red tomatoes, red cherries and oranges in your salad or in your dessert. Mars ruled people may have liking for chilies and exotic food over a bland but nutritious food. Good  news here for you, if eaten in moderation chilies may aid in losing weight (that’s what food studies indicate). 2) Drink at least 7-8 glasses of water a day.Food to avoid: You have more of ‘pitta tattava’ so use chilies but in moderation. Restrict eating too much of non-vegetarian food in your daily meals and if you must then pair it with vegetarian salads and it will do your body system wonders. At least one meal of the day should be either only salads or only fruits and nothing else.Exercises suggested:  1) Passionate Scorpios are easily bored by any one exercise routine hence they need to keep swapping fitness routine. Combine cardio exercises with stretching exercises. Reproductive organs and bladder rule this zodiac sign. 2) All your feelings and thoughts are locked inside hence you are prone to tensions and anxieties. You should meditation to calm your nerves. Important Tip: Since there is more of pitta temperament and also being the eighth sign of the zodiac your kidneys are weak hence go slow on non-vegetarian food, dry fruits and nuts.” 

Sagittarius: Sagittarius, Sagittarius rising, Jupiter dominant, or 9th house dominant: Join a really tough sport, you like to challenge yourself and that can be good when it comes to exercise. As exciting as you are, make a bet on diets with a friend. Or try Thai, or Japanese cuisines; they’re light and healthy for the body.

“Carrots are nutritional powerhouse and planet Jupiter, your ruling planet has affinity with carrots. No, you don’t have to be a rabbit to like them they are one of the best plant foods for a combination of Vitamins (A and C), magnesium and fiber (remember, I have studied science as my main subject before destiny made me an astrologer). You can take carrot juice, eat raw, roast, toss into salads or steam with little seasoning. 2) Okay enough about carrots…your sign rules lower body portion so you should also include more of protein foods like cheese, eggs, soya, whole grains, dal or lentils, milk etc which are great for building muscle mass.Food to avoid: Red meat and sausages should be taken in very restricted quantities. Also you should avoid frozen, packaged and preserved foods. Fresh food should be the natural choice to eat.Exercises suggested: 1) This zodiac sign is ruled by thighs and hips. Sagittarius born has tendency to put on weight on the lower portion of their body especially as they grow older. The Archer’s have strong passion for adventure. You love to be free and independent physically and mentally. Horse riding, rock-climbing etc are probably your favorite sports but alas!… unless one lives in village or country side it is difficult to follow these sports, so choose instead walking, running jogging or step and slide exercises, it would help lose kilos and keep your body toned. You need to be regular with your physical training exercises. 2) Squats target lower body probably best exercise to slim lower body. Important Tip: Since you’re a sign of expansion hence eat five or six smaller meals rather than the traditional big three meals a day.” 

Capricorn: Capricorn, Capricorn rising, Saturn dominant, or 10th house dominant: It’d be a typical Capricorn way to start planning out your meals and exercises for the entire month. It’s no game for a Capricorn and they’ll definitely do it in a professional manner. Plan e v e r y t h i n g.

“Eat whole food rather than processed food meaning for instance, eat whole raw apple instead of juice, use multigrain atta or flour, etc. The main part of your meal should constitute fruits and vegetables. Since, you have ‘vaat tattava’ avoid eating more of raw salads but instead go for steamed or baked vegetables. 2) Also, maintain a diary of what you ate throughout the day, for hard working diligent Capricorns this is important for others it may sound silly and as boring it may seem keep track of every little morsel of what you eat, this way you can cut or add certain type of foods or control portions in your diet.Food to avoid: Anyone, who has little knowledge or have some interest in astrology may know, salt is associated with planet Saturn, the planet that rules over you. So, cut down on the intake of salt in your diet and you may be pleasantly surprised. Skipping meals or crash dieting is not viable for you, it may make you ravenously hungry, and you are much more inclined to over eat at your next meal!!Exercises suggested: 1) This zodiac sign is ruled by body skeleton system. Regular, yes ‘regular’ exercises are must. If possible, every hour try to stretch your legs or increase your daily activity routine.2) Go for power yoga, squats, cardio or simple walking. Important Tip: Capricorn ruled people generally have pale complexion due to excessive bile component. Exercises and eating a healthy and early dinner may give pleasing results.” 

Aquarius: Aquarius, Aquarius rising, Uranus dominant, or 11th house dominant: It might not be that hard for you Aquarius, to lose weight. You love gaining wisdom in many fields, and can find yourself be very experimental. It’d be typical of you to try very weird diets to see if they’ve worked or not. 

“This zodiac sign is ruled by calves and ankles. Include more of green leafy vegetables in your diet, there is a reason why ‘Popeye’ (remember cartoon film) ate spinach. Green leafy vegetables are full of nutrients that help feed body and build muscles. You may include more of dry nuts like almonds, walnuts etc. Food is not just for filling your stomach but also for feeding your brain. 2) Since Aquarius like to eat with ‘what and when-I-like’ eating attitude using olive oil as preferred cooking oil is suggested. Skimmed milk, whole meal bread with lettuce, tomato, egg slices, mashed potatoes, fruit or vegetable salad, black grapes, apples, cherries, avocado will help to increase your energy level.  Food to avoid: Aquarius by temperament is light eater and has less interest in food. Mostly, they rely on low calories meals and throughout the day they won’t eat substantial meals and depends mostly on snacks. They are very fond of coffee and tea, however excessive tea or coffee and also carbonated beverages should also be avoided.Exercises suggested: 1) Joining a health club or gym suits Aquarians. You will generally be the first ones to catch on to the latest fitness craze. You will give it a try at least once. Most of the health problems you face are probably connected with the circulatory system. Pain and swelling in the ankles or calves due to poor circulatory system. 2) Lower leg workouts (hopping, skipping, and jumping) are great for the calves, knees and some are even good for thighs. Important Tip: It has generally been seen that Aquarius ruled would prefer eating vegetarian food out of choice and not out of compulsion or need.” 

Pisces: Pisces, Pisces rising, Neptune dominant, or 12th house dominant: Seafoods and fish would be the top thing on your menu, and that’s the best part! It’d be very fun for you to try out aquatic sports or any indoor sports, like swimming or maybe zumba, etc. Definitely could work wonders for you.

“You need to focus more on the quality of the foods you ate and being physically fit rather than looking for perfect ‘weight number’ on scales. Eat nutritious fresh foods and leave fast or junk foods. Apples, artichokes, radishes, lettuce, pineapple, potatoes, turnips, carrots, asparagus, pumpkin etc are good for vegetarians to include and for preparation grilling and sautéing with little oil.  Cereals without refined sugar or preservatives, herbal tea, unsalted cheese, black pepper and mustard can be used in moderation. Food to avoid: 1) Food containing chemical additives should be avoided and also limited intake of white flour or maida is recommended. Fried food and rich gravies are strict no-no for dreamy Pisceans. 2) Pisces is the last sign of the zodiac and astrology says you should be very conscious of what you eat, so ditch those gym diet or protein supplements. 3) Some Pisces, as per astrology, can easily take to smoking or drinking. I know in today’s world it sounds boring or dull but you need to get rid of drinks and smoking. Your body doesn’t need chemicals and stimulants. In a crowd that’s drinking, may be you can opt for lemon and water? Dreamy Pisceans may prefer power yoga, floating yoga, hot yoga (yes, today these forms of yoga are quite a rage), swimming, plyometrics ( a form of Olympic training) 2) Light walks early in the morning when Sun is rising and there are dewdrops on the grass! 3) Give all your muscles good workout- twists, side stretches, hamstring stretches and arm stretches. Important Tip: Pisces ruled people should avoid eating white colored food items like rice, curd and also banana at night. The dreamy Pisceans health can be greatly affected by waxing and waning of moon.”

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your moon sign and pregnancy, a thread: 🌕

the moon is the planet of childbirth, pregnancy, infancy, and how we raise our children !!

looking at your natal moon will not only inform you on your own relationship with child-rearing, but also on how your parent experienced pregnancy with you

HOW THE MOON SHOWS UP IN THE SIGNS:

moon in aries: these babies are often very active while developing and are prone to being born quite early; parents tend to show early on in their pregnancy and can be particularly affected by mood swings

moon in taurus: parents really like playing music / singing for their babies while they're developing, pregnancy tends to go smoothly, random cravings are major with this moon sign

moon in gemini: pregnancy is often unplanned or otherwise surprising, parents like speaking / having conversations with their babies while they're developing, these babies usually have multiple siblings

moon in cancer: parents have a tendency towards water births / delivering their children near water, they also have a particular desire to deliver their children near their own birthplace or hometown

moon in leo: pregnancy / childbirth is often very dramatic; parents usually show very quickly (like aries moons) and discover their pregnancy during celebrations, parties, etc.

moon in virgo: parents are more prone to morning sickness and stomach issues with this moon sign; there's also a tendency towards having everything prepared before the baby arrives, other medical issues usually reveal the pregnancy

moon in libra: comfortable clothing is really important to parents during their pregnancy; there also tends to be a fixation on the appearance / name of the child before they're born, pain management is especially important during childbirth

moon in scorpio: pregnancy can be particularly troublesome / stressful, parents will usually hide the fact that they're pregnant from other people, symptoms from pregnancy will typically be misinterpreted as another illness at first

moon in sagittarius: parents often discover they're pregnant while traveling / out of the country; they especially struggle with boredom during pregnancy, childbirth tends to be very straightforward

moon in capricorn: a lot of kicking during pregnancy (much like aries moons), parents tend to not show until much later down the line, the weight of the baby is especially important with this moon sign

moon in aquarius: pregancy can be somewhat bizarre or require more unconventional methods of medical support, these babies are rarely born on their due dates, parents tend to have a major personality / lifestyle change while they're pregnant

moon in pisces: parents often have "the fish dream" or dreams about babies; they will also tend to isolate themselves from others whenever they're pregnant, bathing is especially relieving during pregnancy

EXAMPLE:

i made this tweet last october about how my moon is in leo (parties, shows, festivals) and my mom realized she was pregnant with me after she went to a concert !!

leo is also about things that are very obvious; my mom told me she figured out she was pregnant with me around the 4 week mark. pretty quick considering people usually get an inkling around 6 - 8 weeks !! my moon also trines my aries sun — aries governs quickness, haste, and brevity

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Kundalini Dreams

What is a kundalini dream? When you reach a certain level of ‘wokeness’ you may experience a dream that feels like you’ve been electrocuted. Kundalini is apart of the Hindu belief systems. Shiva is the masculine energy and symbolizes consciousness. Shakti symbolizes feminine energy, power, movement and nature. When these two energies learn to work together they produce a Kundalini Awakening. Imagine a snake moving up your spine, going over and around each chakra making sure they have reached optimum momentum. 

My first experience with Kundalini happened when I was heavily into balancing chakras. I was asleep and I woke up. I could not move or talk but I was familiar with my surroundings so I started freaking out. The more I freaked out the less oxygen was in the room. I screamed out for my wife but she didn’t answer and I have no idea where my dog was at the time. The electric current hit my spine and calmed me down but I woke up in the same setting of my dream except it was night time. I cried cause I didn’t know what was going on I just kept telling people I almost died in my sleep because that’s what it felt like. (now i believe i was lucid dreaming) 

My second experience I was prepared for. The same exact thing happened except I decided to accept my fate this time. If I was supposed to die in my sleep I did not want to fight that. I laid still in my bed and looked around the room to make sure nothing was different. It was the middle of the day, I was alone again and the sun shined through my window. The electric currents didn’t hurt this time and I allowed them to move up my spine and down my fingertips. It was an unreal experience and when I woke up this time I was not alone and it was night time. 

The next day I decided to ask my bestfriend if i could align her chakras and she readily obliged. I did the same work on her that I did on myself. A few days later she called me and told me about a dream where she believed a cop had tasered her and she described the electric currents just like I had. At that moment I knew who it was safe to share my occult experiences with. 

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Dreaming Psychic

On my twitter I talk a lot about my ex-wife. The good and the bad for the most part. She was a Gemini Sun, Scorpio Moon, Cancer Rising. Now that I know what I know about astrology I always wonder if she was more intuitive than she led on to be. I can honestly say spirit wanted me to leave her. They showed me through tarot readings multiple times and I tried to interpret it to what I wanted to hear. Then they sent me more stuff through dreams which ultimately led to my first kundalini dream (next post). 

The Reading: 

Cross of Truth for JWA on 1/13/2019

Current Situation: 6 of Pentacles tells of a person who is generous with giving love because its spiritually fulfilling. it also says to be okay with accepting financial help. Unbeknownst to be, she hadn’t paid the rent in awhile because she was waiting for a check that never came. 

Hopes/Fears: Queen of Swords RV was a reminder to be more confident and assertive.

Helpful Matters: 5 of Pentacles (immediately standing out we went from the 6 to the 5, literally going backwards) appears when you may experience financial loss whether a job, home or financial security. The quarent may be too focused on personal problems and not asking for help. 

Conflict: The Moon “Stop projecting your fears into the universe. It is time for you to connect with your subconscious and listen to your intuition. Let go of fear based on passed failures (her last marriage never manifested because the girl left a week before the wedding, i tried to extend our engagement but she manipulated me emotionally..) Try not to make fast decisions.

Likely outcome: 9 of Swords RV basically asked for her to learn herself, her shadow self. She kept saying I wouldn't like the real her and I had no idea what that meant at the time. 

The Dream: I had a dream of a single tarot card being presented before me in a dark room. All I saw was the hand and “The Moon” card. When I woke up i googled “The Moon” tarot in a dream and this is what I came up with: 

“When the Moon arrives in answer to questions of love and romance, it indicates your love life is in emotional turmoil. This may be a time where all you and the one you love do is argue and bicker and find fault with each other. It may be a time to take a closer look at what really matters. Question the relationship and its potential. What does its future possible hold?” (dreamstop.com) 

At first, I didn’t see anything out the ordinary with these messages being presented to me but as time went on I had my first kundalini dream but that is for another post.