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Bad Boy (Part 1)

Pairing: Karamatsu x Reader

Notes: The song is Bad Boy by Cascada (Kara would definetely have that song in his playlist) | Any pronouns reader :)

Text codes: English | Japanese | Song

That was the first time that you went partying with the sextuplets. Actually, it was most of them's first time, except for Totty.

At first he wasn't very convinced about going out with his brothers, since they would scare away all the cute girls, but he thought that they would be less troublesome with you coming.

"YAY!! PARTY!!" Jyushimatsu was very happy to finally to enter to a disco for the first time and started to run around. "LOOK ICHIMATSU-NIISAN!! SHAPES AND COLOURS!!"

Ichimatsu on the other way was kind of anxious, and the fact that his brother was about to get lost in the middle of the people, wasn't doing good. "Jyushimatsu! Don't go!" He followed him and suddenly they dissapeared in the middle of the multitude.

"IT'S TIME TO IMPRESS... MY KARAMATSU GIRLS AND BOYS" Before he could end the phrase, Karamatsu already had taken off his jacket and exposed his shiny fashion in the middle of the place.

"UUHG I WANT BEER!!" Osomatsu screamed.

"I'm just... out of here" Totty took a look on you and his brothers before starting to look around for interesting people.

Choromatsu approached you for a second and spoke "I'm going to get those two, make sure that Shittymatsu and Osomatsu don't move away" And with that, another sextuplet got lost in the crew.

You looked around since they seemed to left you abandoned in the middle of the place. You saw Osomatsu approaching a group of girls, and Karamatsu following.

"I wish he tried to impress me..." You thought. You and the sextuplets had been friends for a while, and among them you really found Karamatsu interesting.

Interesting, cute, talented, handsome... you liked him... a lot!

You decided to follow Oso and Kara to the bar and ordered a Cola. You'd better be sober to carry these guys home.

You could see them drinking and talking to these girls right next to you. One of them seemed kind of comfortable about Osomatsu's attitude. The other was playing some games on her phone, not even paying attention to the duo.

"I have to go home" The girl on the phone spoke, and then left. Her friend was really interested in the oldest neet, even though he was showing his usual personality.

Karamatsu on the other way seemed comfortable about being there, but didn't flirt as much as you thought he would. He didn't flirt. Was this guy ok...? Maybe he just saw the signals... "Would you like to come home with me?" This girl spoke and Osomatsu's eyes really were shining at the moment. "YES! I MEAN-! Yes~" Moments later they were out of the place, and you thought that you heard Osomatsu screaming of happiness through the door.

You laughed a little and took a sip of the drink. Then looked at your side to find Karamatsu playing with his hands and looking at you. He was smiling. "So, how's the night honey? Not as good as you thought?" "No, no. Really, it's great, I wish we could get out like this more" You smiled at him in return. "Even if your brothers get all lost in the pub, haha" Karamatsu looked at you and then looked away to the barista, trying to hide a blush. "A zero-alcohol beer, please" You were surprised about him not drinking alcohol, and he noticed. "I'm not letting you carry these neets home alone tonight, my dear". Then he smiled to you. And you got lost in him once again. "Um... I was thinking..." You put your drink in the table. "What about if we... you know, you always keep an eye on your brothers and on me, you need to take a break Kara... uhm... I mean... would you like to dance with me?" You offered him a hand, which he gladly took. And then kissed. You could feel your face burning, and you were wishing that the lights made it difficult to tell. "Of course, my dear, it would be a pleasure".

The japanese song that was playing turned into one of your favourite songs, 'Bad Boy' by Cascada. At the moment you leaped a little and screamed "Oh! I love this song!" Karamatsu laughed a little about your reaction and aoproached to you "Me too! It's my favourite of all times!" Then he started singing at the song's rythm.

Remember the feelings

Remember the day

My stone heart was breaking

My love ran away

And then you replied.

This moment I knew I would be someone else

My love turned around and I felt

You both took your hands and sang louder.

Be my bad boy be my man

Be my weekend lover

But don't be my friend

You can be my bad boy

But understand

That I don't need you in my life again

At the moment you both realised that you were holding eachother's hands you retired them inmediately, and then looked at eachother, looking for signs of disconfort.

Karamatsu offered his hand to you once again and smiled. You could feel him getting closer to you... or was it your imagination?

You both spent the following hours dancing and singing to the tunes, not worrying about the rest of the world, smiling, sweating and blushing hard, not knowing if by the heat or the crush. And again, he seemed so close to you, milimeters away, but he looked so nervous.

"What's wrong Kara?" He stood silent, and approached to you slowly, almost brushing your lips. Before that could happen, a certain green brother of his interrupted your bussiness.

"I just *hiccup* found these fools fooling around *hiccup* you know-" Choromatsu returned next to both of you. He drank too much. Behind him a drunk Ichimatsu stood holding a more drunk Jyushimatsu's hand, just for him not to run away from them. "I WANT PART-T-T-T-Y!!" Jyusimatsu exclaimed. "I want to go homeeee..." Ichimatsu cried.

"It seems that our night ends in this moment, my honey" Karamatsu took your hand and kissed it, acting as nothing else happened a moment ago. And with that, he took Jyushimatsu in his arms. "We should better go home my burazzas, you all need some rest".

In the way back home you both stood in silence, exchanging a few looks as wou walked. On the contrary, the other sextuplets were speaking and babling about nothing. "Oh no, we left Totty!" "Totty knows how to take care of himself..." "And Osomatsu-niisan" "Ugh, if we're lucky he won't return" You couldn't understand clearly what they were saying, but Karamatsu smiled a little from time to time during their discussion.

Once you arrived the Matsuno house, Karamatsu asked you to stay on the entrance. "Let me leave them upstairs my dear, and then I'll escort you home" Next you could hear was some small 'shhh' and 'goodnight (Y/N)-chan'.

Your mind was rushing a because if the idea. You? And him? Alone? Again? You couldn't stop thinking about the moment in which he almost kissed you a few hours before. Should you take the lead and confess? Would it make him uncomfortable? Maybe he was just being nice...? "Nice? He was about to kiss you dummy!" You murmured and hit your head softly. A moment later Karamatsu went downstairs. "Shall we go, my Karamatsu (girl/boy/nb)?" You shook your head in agreement, and then you both left.

[cocovlog]

i really need a big hug from ichi.

i think that he would be the most cuddly of the sextuplets, like, he would give incredibly warm hugs 🥺💖

[cocovlog]

I still haven't found what I am looking for

Pairing: Karamatsu x Reader

Notes: Little angst | Toxic friendship (not w/Kara, he is our sweet angel) | They/Them reader :)

Text codes: Japanese | English | Singing

But I still haven't found what I am looking for!

I clapped with almost tears in my eyes.

(Y/N) and (F/N) got a job at the nearby night bar as musicians and they were preparing their first number for the night after.

"You both did so well my dear! You're going to leave them all with their mouth hanging open!" I felt so proud of my friend (Y/N), to who I started giving guitar lessons a few months ago. (Y/N) really learns fast.

"Thank you Kara!" (Y/N) approached to me and gave me a tight hug. "This couldn't have been possible without you! I promise I will help you with your cooking!" We both laughed loudly. Meanwhile (F/N) was cleaning the guitar that they were carrying. "You did not that well as you think (Y/N), chill out. I am still afraid that you ruin tonight's concert... maybe you should practise more when I leave".

I hated when (F/N) did that to (Y/N). That way of speaking to them only helped to increase their insecurities, and that's not how a friend should treat you.

"Oh, you think so...?" (Y/N)'s smile faded. "Maybe you're right, I should practise more" I had already talked about (F/N) with them, but they were very possitive about their actitude, and really thought that it would become different with the time.

"See you guys tonight" (F/N) said. "And (Y/N), don't fuck it up" I took (Y/N)'s hands and glared at (F/N) while they were leaving (Y/N)'s appartment. "You shouldn't let (F/N) talk to you like that, honey..."

"Don't worry Kara, I really expect them to change... It's their way of expressing themselves, that's the problem" They let their soft hands go and took the microphone again. "I must practice, that's all, I really need that job and (F/N) is aware of that, so they help me to do my best"

"But they don't my dear... you deserve being treated correctly, that's the only thing that your Karamatsu asks you for once as a favor" I got up from the sofa and looked at the time. "I must go honey, I need to finish some groceries before I go to the concert tonight" I hugged (Y/N) once more. "I will see you there". Then I left.

I bought some ingredients that mommy asked me to get for dinner, and on my way home there they were. (F/N). I took a deep breath and approached them to say hi, but there wasn't no response. Then they turned around at me with a kind of fake smile. "Oh, Matsuno, what a surprise, hello". I tried my best to put a smile on my face. "How's going (F/N)? Excited for tonight's concert? You both will do great" "Yeah... if you say so... (Y/N) really has all the ways to ruin the show..."

That was. That was the last time I would let them speak like that about my sweet (Y/N).

"(F/N), have you ever thought about how your words affect to people? Because I think you should take a look at that" Now their eyes were on me. "You should really stop talking about (Y/N) like that, their see you as their friend, and that is not how friends speak of eachother".

(F/N) laughed, as if they didn't mind anything of what I just said, and replied in a ridiculous voice. "Wow, chill Matsuno, is it something like... you like them? You think that defending them would give you a chance to fuck them? Poor yo-" In that moment my hand slipped very hard into their face, leaving them a mark into their cheek.

"YOU F*CKER!!" (F/N) pushed me with force and trew away the bag I was carrying with the groceries. "You'd better stay away from me and from (Y/N)!". Then, they left.

I entered home with a very serious expression. Even my brothers noticed, which was very rare of them paying attention to me. I told Ichimatsu about the incident and how I wanted all above everything to make you stay safe.

"(Y/N) really seems as a person you really care about" He looked at me with a small grin. "May you be in love with them?" My cheeks became flustered, as I tried to explain to him that I only cared about my best friend and their relations with others.

"I only wish they didn't had to stay close to that kind of people... I just... want to protect them, it breaks my heart to feel useless around them..." Ichimatsu seemed to understand. "Oi, you're going to be late for the concert, you should get ready and leave soon". "Thank you, my brother". I went upstairs quickly and changed myself into one of my perfect fashion outfits, a black jacket, a blue t-shirt (with my perfect face printed on it) and blue sparkly pants. Then I left.

Once I arrived to the bar, I went to the backstage, searching for (Y/N). There they were, talking with (F/N). More like screaming. And (Y/N) was crying. Thanks to all the noise out there, they weren't heard by the public.

"I won't be enough for you (F/N)! Never!" (Y/N) screamed, their voice cracked. "I am not your perfect servant that will follow you everywhere or your boxing bag just for you to feel better! I'm jaded!

"Enough!" (F/N) screamed. "You know, I quit, I don't want to hear about you anymore! Don't call me! Don't text me! Enough!" They screamed, and (Y/N) seemed to be so small at their side in that moment. "And you know what? Keep the stupid job, you'll f*ck it up all by yourself tonight, you don't need me!" Then, they turned around and I could see them getting out.

"Sir, you can't stay here, the show is about to start, you should take your seat" Thanks to a young man that worked there, I didn't have the opportunity to talk to (Y/N), so I searched for some seat in the public, waiting.

A few minutes later, (Y/N) appeared on the stage. They didn't had their eyes as red as before, but thay still looked a little trembling.

After a short silence, they started to sing quietly, into a very different tone from the one I heard in their practices.

I have climbed highest mountains

I have run through the fields

Only to be with you

Only to be with you

But I still... haven't found... what I'm looking for...

They stood quiet in the stage, without saying a word or without playing. I could hear some of the public next to me murmur about what was happening.

I stood up suddenly and ran into the backstage, where I found a guitar. Then, I started playing the melody, while I walked closer into (Y/N).

I believe in the kingdom come

Then all the colors will bleed into one

Bleed into one

But yes I'm still running

(Y/N) looked at me very surprised, but understood what I was trying to do, and continued playing and singing in duet with me.

You broke the bonds

And you loosed the chains

Carried the cross

Of my shame

Oh my shame

You know I believe it

Their eyes seemed to sparkle when they were singing.

And then they looked at me.

And I felt blessed.

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

Then, we heard the public clap and sing the chorus with us.

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

Even the owner of the pub was clapping and singing, (Y/N) was sure really about to get the job.

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

(Y/N) looked at me and vocalized a silent "thank you", while smiling...

My heartbeat became stronger into my ears, and I could feel the heat rushing through my cheeks.

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

And that was the moment when I knew...

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

That I finally had found...

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

... what I was looking for...

[cocovlog]

Who's your Valentine?

Pairing: Karamatsu x Reader

Resume: Valentine's Day is about to come, and the sextuplets plan to find out who the reader is in love with.

Notes: This is my first fanfic and English is not my mother language, please be respectful :)

Text codes: "Japanese" | "English" | " Spanish"

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It's been a few months since you were accepted in Akatsuka University as an exchange student.

You were not very good at making friends, but in your first month in Japan you bumped into six of them, who were loving and caring, despite of his daily craziness.

That day you were chilling with them at their house. Osomatsu, Ichimatsu, Karamatsu and Jyushimatsu were playing some board games, meanwhile Choromatsu was reading one of his books, and Todomatsu was texting who knows on his phone.

You were sitting quietly in the room, next to them, thinking about the day after. February 14th. That's right, Valentine's Day.

You were not the kind of girl who gives or receives chocolates or cards on that day, mostly because in your home country wasn't a popular celebration. But apparently in Japan it was, and specially for the sextuplets.

This year was a little different, because you actually had someone you wanted to share those chocolates with, and of course, was one of your new neet friends.

The second eldest, Karamatsu, had been on your mind for a while. He was the first one of the six that you met at you arrival to Akatsuka City.

You loved those afternoons when you decided that it would be a good idea to exchange your mother languages, completely ended making a mess and started laughing. And you loved those nights when both stayed on the roof and he sang to you while playing his guitar... he was incredible. He even asked you about this thought of him becoming a musician for a living, to which you absolutely said yes!

You couldn't be more greatful for having such a good friend, but on the other hand, you felt like hiding your feels wasn't totally right.

"Have you ever... given chocolates for Valentine's to someone?" The loud discussion that they formed while you were absorbed into your thoughts was interrupted by your little voice. They stood completely quiet for a minute, looking at eachother, then looking at you. "Last year we made them specially for us!" Jyushimatsu exclaimed. "It was very fun! And delicious!" You smile a little about his response. You always found his enthusiasm very cute.

"Have you, Y/N?" Suddenly Choromatsu entered the conversation, leaving aside the book he was reading. "I- I have never, but-" You tried to reply, but only to be interrupted by Todomatsu. "OMG ARE YOU PLANING ON GIVING CHOCOLATES!!??" His phone ended nowhere to be seem, because he threw it away. Six (shame) curious faces were now looking at you from a close distance, and at the same time, caused chaos once again.

"Y/N-chan will give me a biiig box of chocolates because she is in love with me! Right, Y/N-chan?"

"She is obviously giving them to me, you fool of a big brother! How would she be in love with you!?"

"Chocolates! Chocolates! I want chocolates!"

"Maybe she will give them to me... or not..."

"Dear burazzas, stop fighting since the chocolates will be for m-"

"You idiots! Y/N has good taste, and those chocolates will be for me!"

"Agh... ¿Por qué les diría?" You exhaled. "Guys, slower, I can't understand you! One by one!" The conversation became quieter and they sat in a half-circle right in front of you. The interrogation, leadered by Todomatsu, was about to begin.

"Ok Y/N, tell us more about this boy" You couldn't keep your eyes off Todomatsu's. "Well..." He was kind of persuasive, and was completely convinced to know your secret. "Eres un chismoso, Totty" Karamatsu laughed at this a little, because he understood what you meant. "The boy I like... well..." You looked at him again for a moment. "He is very nice, and funny, he makes me laugh a lot" They seemed to approach to you, in order to get more details about this mysterious person. "He is pretty nice, he makes me feel very confident about myself and-" You answered a little nervous. "Ok! But an important fact... is he handsome?" Todomatsu approached even closer to you. "Uh... yes, he is. He is kind of handsome but-" At this point of the conversation your face was burning red. "AND the most important question Y/N, you must be totally honest" The youngest stood up. "Is that person... ME?" He stood in the middle of the semicircle, where his brothers glared at him. "OR... any of us?" He corrected with not a big enthusiasm.

Your heart rushed while you thought about an excuse... Ahá! "It's... it's a guy from my art class! I'll be meeting him tomorrow in... in the park! Yes!" You exclaimed.

Even if it was a last-moment lie, they seemed to be quite dissapointed, which, for you, was a very good notice.

"Owww I wanted chocolates from Y/N-chan!"

"He must be very handsome, because Y/N has rejected my cuteness..."

"I knew it wasn't me..."

"Chocolates! :'("

"Guys... ugh, forget it"

The only one who seemed calm about your response was Karamatsu. Maybe not calm, he looked... dissapointed?

You didn't have so much time to make sure about it, because you really wanted to get out of there. "Sorry guys, I have to go, it's getting late!" Then, you rushed to the principal door.

There you found Karamatsu's sunglasses placed in the piece of furniture at the entrance. Knowing that he used them a lot, you took a little piece of written paper from your pocket and joined it to his glasses, hoping that he would receive the message: "Meet me at the park at 7pm". After that, you put them inside one of the pockets of his jacket, which was hanging at the entrance.

"Bye guys! See you!" Those were your last words after leaving the Matsuno house.

"She lied to us" After you closed the principal door, Todomatsu stood up in the middle of the living room "There is obviously something she doesn't want us to know, she is lying!"

Osomatsu took a deep breath and layed down on the floor "Do you mean that she actually doesn't have a date with this guy?"

"The date! I'll regret to say this but you're a genius Osomatsu! We have to follow her to that date!"

"Shouldn't we let her-..."

"Spies! We are spies!"

"My code name will be Totty-the-total-best"

"Very intuitive Totty"

"What did you just meant?"

"Mine will be Happy Kitty"

"Why not i-love-my-big-brother-Oso-kitty?"

"Because that's stupid"

"Mine will be... MUSCLE-MAN!!"

"...ugh, forget it"

Even if his brothers seemed so excited about the idea of spying on your date, Karamatsu wasn't.

He actually looked dissapointed of not being able to confess in time, due to your supossed atraction to this mysterious guy.

"Karamatsu-niisan, are you ok?" Jyushimatsu asked, looking at him with a worried expression.

"Oh my dear Jyushimatsu, sure I am ok" Said Karamatsu, faking a weak smile.

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The next day all you could think about was your date. You spent the whole morning preparing some chocolates for Karamatsu, and packaging them into a small blue-detailed cardboard box.

Your mind was racing. This was the first time that you confessed to someone in your whole life (your exes did confess to you, anyway) and you were kind of scared that it went wrong.

But knowing Karamatsu, he would be chill in any situation... right...?

It was 6.45pm. You finished putting on a F/C dress and some comfy shoes to match with. Then, you left your house way to the park.

"It's 6.45pm you fools! We have to go!" Totty screamed to his brothers. He would not forgive them if he lose this gossip opportunity .

Five of the sextuplets ran away from home followed by Karamatsu, who almost forgot to take his jacket.

It was 6.50pm when they arrived to the park. "Y/N is not here yet" Osomatsu said. "We should hide somewhere before-" "Shhh!! She's right there!" Choromatsu shushed the others and they hid into some of the bushes.

"Ah! Y/N-chan is wearing a very cute dress!" Jyushimatsu said in a low voice.

"She's very pretty"

"I would have chosen another shoes to match with, but she looks very good"

"Pretty..."

Even if his brothers looked at eachother while complementing your style, Karamatsu couldn't stop looking at you. You wore your outfit nicely, and your smile... he thought you were an angel. He wondered who could make you smile so much, he was kind of jealous about that...

Hours passed by, and there you stood, sitting in the bench. It was almost 8.30pm, and the sun was about to go down.

Your friends looked at you. Seemely-heart-broken, your eyes stopped to shine like an hour ago, and your smile decayed, feeling tired and dissapointed. You stood up from the bench and threw the chocolate package to it. You started to cry. "He didn't come... stupid... you just could have wrote me a message saying 'No'..."

Karamatsu looked at you with his heart completely broken.

If he only could hold you in his arms right now... he would make you smile again, he would sing one of those love songs that you adored to make you feel better, he would... he would confess his love for you...

"Karamatsu, you have been acting strange for the whole day" Choromatsu said.

"Yeah... are you alright...?" Ichimatsu spoke, still holding the cat that he brought with him.

"Karamatsu-niisan..." Jyushimatsu looked at him with very open eyes.

"Heh, my dear burazzas" Karamatsu spoke, faking his painful-normal-self in order to not get interrogated by Totty. "I am totally ok, just a little worried about our Y/N, our sunflower, to who I-" Karamatsu introduced his hand into one of his pockets, in order to take his sunglasses. And there it was. The note.

Karamatsu looked at the note and looked at his brothers. Then to you. Then to the note again.

"What happens?" Asked Osomatsu.

"I-I think Y/N is in love with me..."

"WHAAAAAAAAT!??" His brothers couldn't believe what they just heard.

"Did you put that note by yourself Shittymatsu?" Todomatsu asked, still surprised.

"N-NO. I PROMISE!"

"WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!????" At this point they were completely freaking out.

At this point your cries stopped a little and you were eating the chocolates, walking through the park bridge way home.

Suddenly Karamatsu stood up from the bushes and approached to you.

"Y/N!" You turned around in the middle of the bridge. "Y/N! I am so sorry!" He looked out if his usual charming and sparkling character, he was... really serious. "I received your message late" Your puffy eyes could see Karamatsu approaching, and then hugging you.

You both stood there for a while.

You felt your body relax, as you heard his heart pounding softly into his chest. You couldn't see his face, but his voice sounded cracked. "Aishiteru... I love you. Sorry for not being there for you, I wish... you didn't have passed such a bad time..."

Tears got out of your eyes. You were so ashamed of thinking that he would have left you there in purpose. You were speaking of Karamatsu, such a beautiful and kind person... your friend...

"I am so-"

He lifted your head.

His touch felt so delicate.

"Look at me"

You shyly looked into his eyes. Those deep eyes that you adored to get lost into. He seemed to be lost into your F/C eyes, smiling a little.

"You don't need to be sorry" He spoke while getting closer into your face. You felt yourself blushing. His lips brushed yours, as if asking for permission before closing the gap between you two.

The kiss was brief but very soft. It was exactly how you had imagined all those times in your head.

"W-was it... good...?" Karamatsu felt a little nervous suddenly, since you didn't spoke and kept looking into his eyes.

"¡SÍ! Yes! I mean... yes, it was, Kara" You told him, taking his hands and smiling softly. "It was really nice".

He relaxed and smiled too. "Heh, it would be a pleasure to be your Valentine, my dear".

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"WOWOWOWOWWWWW!!! DID THEY JUST-!??"

"THEY DID!!!"

"GOOOO NII-SANNNNN!!!!!"

"They look cute together..."

"I WANT A KISS FROM A CUTE GIRL!!!!"

"ME TOOO!!!"

"Me too..."

"ME TOOOOOOOOO!!!"

"ME TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"

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Later that day...

"Heh... may I receive... my chocolates my dear?"

"I am sorry Kara, I... I ate them all..."

" :') "

"Te amo ♡"