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who is the mun? knowing your partner well makes writing together a lot easier.  tag this with the people you enjoy roleplaying with but want to get to know better.

(  REPOST , DO NOT REBLOG ! )

* BASICS !

name:  cole age:  26 pronouns:   he / his zodiac sign:  libra taken or single:  forever single.

* THREE FACTS !

i.   i’ve known every word to ‘ we didn’t start the fire ’ since i was 6 years old.  ii.   i used to do musical theater.  iii.   i’m double - jointed.

* EXPERIENCE !

platforms you used:   aim, msn, gaia, tumblr, kik, skype, discord. best experience:  idk.  they’ve all had their ups and downs.

* MUSE PREFERENCE !

female or male:   male. least favorite face(s):  pretty much anyone from teen wolf or riverdale.  i’m just.. so tired multi or single:  i have both, but i prefer single blogs because they tend not to get overlooked so much.

* WRITING PREFERENCE  !

fluff, angst or smut?:   anyone that writes with me knows i’m the king midas of angst. plots or memes?:  plots.  i like having things planned out.

tagged   by:  @patientboy tagging:   eh just say i tagged you  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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narxkami:

          “A—ah.” Well, now he’s really got himself into it. Yu can’t very well nod her problems away and excuse himself to let her wait out her afternoon alone, can he? Well, actually he can, and he probably would have only a couple years prior, but something about friendship changes people. He has somewhere to be (he always has somewhere to be) but some things are just more important than food-eating challenges at restaurants. Except for Aiya’s. If he were in Inaba right now, he would be heading to Aiya’s instead of standing awkwardly in the doorway. Instead, Yu lets his fingers drop so he looks less likely to vacate the room and slide the door back into place. “What club is it?”

            it’s here that she hesitates, unsure of whether she wants to be honest and embarrass herself further, or compose a lie that, given her disposition, would make the validity of her claim questionable at best.   ‘ you’re going to laugh ‘  dies on her tongue, bitten back with each nibble of her lower lip.  he’s been polite, indulged  ( pitied? )  her thus far, when he could have easily walked away  --  who’s to say he won’t turn tail if she’s honest?   

         ❛  you’ll probably find it silly.  we recently formed a literature club, you see, a-and--  ❜   her voice trails off into nothingness, eyes locked firmly on a plank of the floor off to her right ;  long fingers tremble as they curl and weave their way through a strand of her long hair.   ❛  uhm...  ❜ 

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#(( I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW POPULAR THIS POST GOT BEFORE I GOT TO REBLOG IT  #SO I AM DOING IT BEGRUDGINGLY FROM MOBILE  #COLE THIS IS MY FAVORITE THING ))   /  @codedhate

t̢͇̮h̥A̠͉̰͉͕̲͈Ņ͔̝̱̫ḵ̘ ̢͇̯̰͕̗͓͍y̨̘̬̰̞͓̮̖o̼͉̞͖̗̰͉Ú̼̰̤̠͓͓,͔ ̘̘̯f̹̗̞R̵̝ie͔̞̹͢N̺̠̣̥d̨͕̖͖̟̪̼.̫͎̬̟̀ ̱̻͙̗ ̪̦͙͠i̳̱͢'̰̝m̜̬̼͎ ̻̣̪g͉͢L̞̬͝ͅA͠d͖͙͎͠ ̠̪̻yO̯u̧̹̩̩̠͉̭ ̷̬e̝̮͢N͢j͘O̺̥̤̹͠ͅy͉̪ ̵̬̩̭̫i̫̗͈͖̲̼T̤͕̖̱̝ͅ.͝

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yuri

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I WILL DO ANYTHING TO KEEP YOU AS MINE. I WILL REMOVE PEOPLE FROM THE EQUATION IF NECESSARY. YOU WILL STAY.

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where my 5 starters cole B(

binch i’ll do it, don’t test me

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Today’s Kira-kun  2017 ‘きょうのキラ君’ Directed by Yasuhiro Kawamura

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yuri i love you just so you know

                ❛  whh  —–  ??   h-how  can  you  say  something  like  that  so  casually? ❜   

     >  you’ve floored her.  absolutely destroyed her.       >  she fidgets awkwardly, long fingers absently toying with a lock of hair.       >  you get the feeling that you shouldn’t toy with her emotions like this… 

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飯豊まりえ　Iitoyo Marie

Japanese model, born in 1998

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narxkami:

           Lost? He’s never lost. Yu always arrives precisely where he means to.  ——Or, at least, he’s got lost in so many unfamiliar schools that he knows how to play it off like it’s intentional. His fingers rest on the frame of the sliding door a little more securely as he glances furtively around the room. “Why are you here alone?” It’s soft—curious.

           ❛  well,  uhm  -----  ❜   she should’ve gone home by now, should’ve accepted that the other members wouldn’t be showing up, and yet she keeps on waiting.  the stock and faith she puts into three other girls, none of whom she had truly known before they started their newly - officiated club, surprises even herself ;  in recent years, she’d felt no real drive to trust or grow close with other people, knowing full well their terrifying capability to hurt and ostracize.  perhaps she’d let her guard down too soon with her fellow writers.    ❛  you  see,  i--  i  was  meeting  here  for  a  club.  but  it  doesn’t  look  like  anyone  else  is  coming  today ...  ❜    the disappointment on her face is clear as day.  

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❛ when it comes to you, i don’t think i can sympathize. ❜

misc. lyric sentence starters. 

          OF  COURSE  MONIKA  DIDN’T  UNDERSTAND.  sweet monika.  driven monika.  flawless, perfect monika.  yuri wasn’t anything special, didn’t have the same bravery or notable traits as the heroines in her books, facing each new page with an unyielding stoicism despite hardships far worse than her own.  she’d been foolish to expose her weakness  –  and to monika, of all people! ;  she knows this now, with her friend‘s  ( ??? )  emerald eyes furrowed in something that she, despite clear words otherwise, would like to think was concern.  

         what exactly had she sought to accomplish by admitting her… habit?  obsession?  even after shaky, uncertain fingers had rolled sleeves past the myriad of still - healing cuts and gouges on her forearms, the lack of reaction on monika’s face had been nothing short of nauseating.  had she already known?  and how?  of all people, she’d assumed monika  –  strong, wise, confident monika  –  would be able to advise or comfort her.  

        now, she realizes, it was a foolish thought.  there was no trace of kindness in those eyes, no sympathy to be found from a girl who deemed those around her lesser beings.  embarrassed, she averts her gaze and hurriedly shoves the sleeve back down to cover her shame, lowered head and hunched posture suddenly making her seem as small and insignificant as her personality.  

        ❛  uuuhm  –  n-never mind.  i’m so sorry.  please forget i said anything.  ❜

              𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎  𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝  𝚖𝚎.

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#OH MY GODOHGOD OH MY GOD?!??!?! OH GOD????OH LORD???!?!?!?!?!?!?

    Ⓨⓔⓢ, Ⓛⓘⓢⓐ?  Ⓒⓐⓝ  Ⓘ  ⓗⓔⓛⓟ  ⓨⓞⓤ?

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OH…MYGOD.

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you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable.

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sayori vo; i love yuri with all my heart

        yuri vc:  d-don’t say things like that wtf

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shout out to everyone who was forced to internalize all their emotions growing up and now have a constant underlying anger that colors every part of their lives bc they never got to learn how to process their feelings

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