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The University

It's already been a year I'm studying at the East-Siberian State Academy of Education, and you know guys, that's totally fantastic! I've met a bunch of hilarious and magnificent people who are really crazy. ;-) 

There are also many nice professors and lecturers such as Noskova Marina

and Sauh Elena

who taught me some really nice and interesting subjects such as "The English Verb System", "English Grammar", "Introduction to Linguistics", etc. Well, I actually knew that all but that made things clearer to me. I got all this stuff into a system, so now that's pretty easy.

I was also taught some subjects that make deal with psychology and psycholinguistics, e.g. "Psychology of Interpersonal Interaction", "General Psychology", "Introduction to Psycholinguistics", etc.

You know when I get a bachelor's degree I'd actually like to go further to get a master's degree. And then I'd really love to get a Ph.D.

Do you guys know that the verb "be" was written as "beon" in Old English? Or do you know that the word "king" was written as "cyninᵹ"? Do you know that it was okay to write sentences without an auxiliary verb, e.g. "I work not" in Early New English? Do you know that the letter "u" was also a consonant, for example, "I haue a book" in Early New English? Do you know that the digraph "th" was written as "þ“

All these facts make English - the language you and I use every day. It's really fantastic to know all that stuff! The History of the English language is a long and fascinating way to teach oneself. When you read that you get answers for almost all the questions about English.

Going to the University wasn't a bad idea at all. I've learned a lot of interesting things and subjects, and that opened me the whole world of Linguistics - the science about general truths of language.

I'll be a sophomore in September, and I'm gonna learn a bunch of new subjects about the English and Chinese language.

Oh, by the way, I started learning Chinese!

This is the most beautiful language I've ever seen! It might seem hard to you but that's not. Chinese is also an analytic language, so its grammar is extremely easy!

For example:

我看书　－ I read books.

我看了书　－I read (Past Tense) books.

我要看书　－ I will read books.

This isn't that hard, is that? Well, the hieroglyphics is hard, yeah, but some days of workout will help you to draw those ones.

It's been a nice year full of many-many-many nice events, and I hope the following year will be the same!

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Aw, they're cuties ;)

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Yeah just like that lol I thought I was the one who's acting like that

do you ever hear a song and your just like ” I want to have sex to this song ” or is that just me

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They're just crazy lol

Isn’t that interesting.

Tumblr emailed me to tell me they deleted my post calling out the dude who sent me a rape threat.

But hasn’t banned the dude who sent me a rape threat, even though I reported him.

I guess Tumblr just wants to make their site safer for people who send rape threats than those who receive them.

I guess it’s not considered harassment to send rape threats, but if you name the person who sends you rape threats, you are harassing them.

INTERESTING

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OMG, she's so fucking cool *O*

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Fortunately, I'll never get the driving license! ;)

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It's what we're doing at our English classes :)

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Well, everything's going well, though. I would've already thought there had been no love. And it's true. That was like just another desire. Now it's okay. I feel nothing bad, I feel nothing good. I've just reached my Zen.

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You know... it's like drugs. The feeling when your heart starts beating at the speed of light. But then you realize that this person is a dumbass, and it stops beating at all. It's like you've been fucked up on this fucking love.  The feeling when you're feeling sadness, loneliness, etc. The feeling when it hurts. 

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Sincere words were streaming from our mouths,

And I believed all things that you had said!..

And I believed your look without a doubt,

All things that you had said I won't forget.

A goblet of red wine, wineglass of whiskey,

You were like Superman, or... Dr. Hunt...

I didn't ever think the things were risky,

But all that we had made is just a stunt.

Been recollecting memories, and crying,

You get that life is not about a man,

If we were butterflies, would we have us flying,

Or sitting patient like a garbage can?..

I'm thinking of what's love, and what's that feeling,

When stomachs are being full of butterflies,

Does love depend on things that we've been willing,

Or is it like a weapon, like the knives?

We cannot say what's love for us for sure,

But definitely that's – the thing we need.

Though, that is what we had been living for,

That's also why what our hearts do is bleed.     

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It's been two weeks I'm studying at the East-Siberian State Academy of Education, and it's really gorgeous here! I'm studying for the Bachelor of Pedagogical Education degree, and I'll get the Diploma in 2018 ;-( I guess these 5 years are gonna be the most interesting in my life :D I've entered many cool sections such as: literary, vocal and theatrical one :) They're so cool! We're making a lot of stuff such as singing songs, writing poems and play many musicals :)

By the way, I've met a cute guy :3 He's sooo cute :3333 I bet I'll get on with him until the end of the year :) I wish we were together ;-P

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I forgave you. It wasn't your fault. Some time ago I watched the series "Body of proof". Dr. Megan Hunt taught me to forgive people. Like you. We both had taken our own ways. It's great actually. Now I can sleep not being afraid that I'll wake up cause' of nightmares with you. 

Thanks, Nick. You taught me to love. You taught me to appreciate deary people of mine. Like you. I must apologize. For not being with you.

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So maybe in the future you're gonna come back,

You're gonna come back around

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All I wanted was you. I wanted to get higher education and become a teacher as well as I wanted you to become a good producer. I wanted us to adopt a boy and a girl and name them  Max and  Sofie.

That'd be really great. I thought we were loving each other till the end of time. But as many others, I was wrong. I do love you so much, but I can't pardon you. You slept with another boy.

That's actually not your fault. We got quarrelled, and I stopped talking to you. That was my mistake. You felt anger and... Then we broke up.

I've always been wondering what would be if we didn't get  bothered by each other. We would be together. May be. Or we'd break up though. What I must say is that I miss you. When I'm singing Kesha's songs I only think of you. Cause I miss. I swear. I love.

There's actually a song written by Ingrid Michaelson called "Maybe". So maybe in the future you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me. .

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What is love

Love - isn't a word. Love - isn't the letters. Love's what you live for. Love's why you feel better. Love hurts you a bit. Love treats you although. Love's all that you need. Love's why you don't go. Love's what we live for. Love's why we feel better. Love doesn’t get bored. Love always is scattered. Love's always a pain. Love's always a dreaming. Love's all that we gained. Love's why we all' screaming.