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Small artists you need to understand that when you see an artist who you think has 'made it' tells you not to worry about the numbers and to not fret about getting more likes than reblogs they are not telling you it because they think you are stupid for caring or because they dont need to network to survive they are very likely telling you that because they have witnessed first hand the way the numbers game tears people to shreds in terms of mental health and motivation

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I was supposed to write today

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My cat is so dumb. He immediately starts purring anytime I walk near him. I don't even need to do anything.

(I still give him a lil kiss between his kitty ears because he deserves it for being the most specialist boy and also because I'm not a monster.)

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baby

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Chapter 9: it was sort of a magical IVF deal

He’d spent hours last night, tossing and turning, replaying her wide-eyed, desperate face in his mind. It haunted him. And eventually, it drove him right out of bed and back to the bathroom. Back to the rings, which he stared at until exhaustion finally overwhelmed the inexplicable revulsion he felt at the idea of slipping them back onto his finger. Since then, he’d done his best not to look at the rings. But he couldn’t ignore how they felt. They seemed to tighten on his finger with each passing second, almost throbbing, like a fragment of his heart had been trapped beneath each band. And they were heavy—whether with the weight of his parents’ expectations or of Ladybug’s secrets, he couldn’t be sure. Stupid, he tried to tell himself. They’re just rings. But they were also a symbol of how much things had changed over the past few months. Of how they kept changing, refusing to let Adrien find solid ground before something else was knocked out from under him.

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Second in my domestic lovesquare series! I think that Adrien is the living embodiment of good looking, bad at cooking but I also think that he tries very hard

Bonus:

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Our Alya Césaire redesign for our spin-off webcomic that will explore the events before the Reverse Special!! Make sure to check out our website and fill in the Interest Check !!

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a dtiys i did over on instagram ❤️

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Chapter 9: it was sort of a magical IVF deal

He’d spent hours last night, tossing and turning, replaying her wide-eyed, desperate face in his mind. It haunted him. And eventually, it drove him right out of bed and back to the bathroom. Back to the rings, which he stared at until exhaustion finally overwhelmed the inexplicable revulsion he felt at the idea of slipping them back onto his finger. Since then, he’d done his best not to look at the rings. But he couldn’t ignore how they felt. They seemed to tighten on his finger with each passing second, almost throbbing, like a fragment of his heart had been trapped beneath each band. And they were heavy—whether with the weight of his parents’ expectations or of Ladybug’s secrets, he couldn’t be sure. Stupid, he tried to tell himself. They’re just rings. But they were also a symbol of how much things had changed over the past few months. Of how they kept changing, refusing to let Adrien find solid ground before something else was knocked out from under him.

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🦀 Kudos Crab 🦀

If you are scrolling and see Kudos Crab, your fics will be blessed!

You will get good comments and kudos!

You will beat your writers block!

GO AND WRITE!

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yes, my 10pm coffee gave me heart burn. but it's 4am and i'm still awake enough to edit so i think we've won this round, folks

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It would have been cute if Adrien had kept that pottery wheel Marinette gave him in season 4. He seemed genuinely interested in it, and we could have had this delightful progression of ugly little armature pottery filling up the Agreste mansion from that point onward.

It could have started in Adrien’s room at first, with just a few little bowls and misshapen vases appearing on his coffee table and nightstand. But then by season five, they’re in the kitchen and living room. Eventually, they’re all over Gabriel’s studio because Nathalie knows that he hates the ugly little things, because they are mediocre products of a hobby that Gabe did not approve for his son, but he knows that if he says a word about it she will snap him like twig over one of her robot legs.

And then one day, Chat Noir gifts one of these little pots to Ladybug. Because she’s his best friend, but also because Adrien is seriously running out of space but is having too much fun with his pottery wheel to stop making them. And while Ladybug does give him a cursory speech about how they really shouldn’t be giving each other gifts, she accepts it, because it’s season 5, and she has a crush by this point. 

And depending on whether Adrien had gotten into glazing and firing his pottery by this point, maybe he even added a little yellow rose to the pot to symbolize friendship. And a little black cat, because you know. He’s him. (And the two would not be at all in proportion to one another.)

Then weeks later, when Adrien just happens to be hanging out at his girlfriend’s place, he happens to glance over at her sewing table and sees a familiar little pot holding a bunch of spare bobbins and fabric scraps. And then his head explodes. 

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Penumbra

My first fanfic in a long time so I thought I’d share it here as well. It’s available on AO3 and is still ongoing, but there’s plenty of chapters up already.

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Summary

Adrien much prefers living his life as Chat Noir. Chat Noir has no restraints and exists free of the hurt his civillian side has endured all this time.

Marinette loves her life though the responsibility of being both Ladybug and Guardian of the Miraculous is a heavy one. Although she wishes she was as conifident in her lovelife as she is facing akuma.

When Marinette finds herself getting closer to Chat while also trying to improve her friendship with Adrien, she starts to suspect that not all is well behind Chat or Adrien’s sunny smiles.

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Read on AO3

Check AO3 Tags carefully before reading as this fic contains sensitive and triggering content. You can read a teaser of the first chapter undercut.

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Happy Anniversary 🐞 😻

I am not good with words but I am sure you all know this show means a lot to me. I have met some amazing friends and wonderful people. You are all super important to me. You are all Miraculous💚

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I realised that I haven’t really posted much on Tumblr soooo here’s LadyNoir

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My piece for the @miraculeanonmezine !!

You can find the zine here!