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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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remembering: 17th years old me was happily jumping over the skies while read this
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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sadly, no one will live your life for you.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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my lost hasn’t been found since 2020
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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the more people I met, the more I realize how well my parents self raised me.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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One thing I learned from adolescence is that someone’s wise words have not lent verisimilitude to real life.
The reason is that as I grow I learned that experience doesn't give you courage, but it makes you more afraid.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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a little
longing intensified. a little too hard, a little too yearning, a little too hardwired, a little too strived, and a little too much.
but, kinda enjoying this surely. the only distraction from the real world and become a place for a refrugee to flee their overwhelming mind for a moment.
i hope that she can fill the absence I made till you realize that I'm not there anymore.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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Arch-nemesis
One day, you were giving me the brush-off. The acts that still vividly wrapped your image in mine. You did that & I stay still, trying to understand your time. Repeatedly. Until I realized that all was a snub from you.
If it’s the other person who did that, it’ll be enough to make my step off the beaten path on the very first attempt. To all intense and purpose, the main reason is still, you. I was foolish to say that there was a little light at the end of the tunnel waiting for us.
At the last gasp of the road, I found out that all this time I was deluded by the beauty of a happy ending story. Cliché, It’s always been my fault. I’m just the arch-nemesis of myself for letting you in and letting me hurt.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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I was the sun to my world, but you were the goddamn universe in it.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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i don’t think it’s a good thing we met, but at least our path crossed
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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and here we go, it’s relapsed. again. wrapped up tight like a package of tremendous disaster that i have been received, but I’m still not get used to it & reckon it’s still hurt. a lot.
dear chinese whisperers please send this to god that i’m just too scared to fall from my fortress for a second time.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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I'm just trying to distance myself because my fondness for you is so abused.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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thank you in advance, but I really lost hope for this lifetime. I am completely wasted & fucked up. When people talk about the future, I only stay in being stutters. I reckon that I can’t reach the apathetic riddance for a donkey’s years.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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a collision between the hearts and brain is my all-time major issue. the mishaps between those two who never get along ended up becoming another perk of being “the art of being suffering” kinda person. still have no clue when will they sit in peace if I need their opinion to face another afters.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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they say “god has favorites” and i think it’s true.
can I get ur feedback on every loss, sabr, & effort I did? otherwise, I will keep drowning & relapse into this ruthless life.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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Maybe now, what you chase & what I chase are way too different that’s why Allah didn’t have his approval for us to avoid all the inevitable issues that will make us strenuous with the obstacles and disagreements to attaining our port of call. Insyaallah god knows what’s best for us.
& at least i was yours & you were mine.
dear god, please make everything easier & happier for him to achieve what he dreams of.
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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“even when you brutally fell, she put cushioned mats down to ensure you’d still be well”
“ and you’ve always lived in the rain but she offered you the sun”
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cokekiz-blog · 2 years ago
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“ and her beauty wasn’t something i just saw, but something i discovered in her haya, her akhlaq, her adab, her iman and her sabr.”
waiting for someone who talks about me in such a way. إِنْ شَاءَ ٱللَّٰهُ.
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