cokewithu

[cokewithu]

i want to wake up in the early morning to warm arms around my waist and lips pressing lazy kisses to the back of my neck.

i want to stumble out of the bed way too late in the morning to the kitchen to go make coffee while strong arms hold me from behind.

i want to relax on the couch in a hoodie that’s too big for me as we watch some stupid show i love. i want him to listen to every word i say and chime in with questions to make me feel listened to.

[cokewithu]

i wonder if you are well. if you ate breakfast this morning. if you took your dog for a walk. if you called your mother like you’d promised. if you listened to music on your way to work. if you thought of me.

[cokewithu]

all this love i have refuses to die inside of me

@weatheredwritings on tumblr / vonko magno on flickr / troye sivan, one of your girls / virginia woolf, a letter to vanessa bell, august 1908 / @hannahlockillustration on tumblr / sara luisa kirk, begin here / fyodor dostoevsky, a letter to anna gregorevna dostoevsky, may 1880 / archbudzar on instagram / jeanette winterson, lighthousekeeping (transcript under the cut) / caitlyn siehl / @wormbus-art on tumblr / jonathan safran foer, extremely loud and incredibly close / lidia yuknavitch, the chronology of water: a memoir / sleepy.corvid on instagram / @froody on tumblr / @borderlinejackiee on tumblr / always together 2, frrrankkky_art on instagram / andsome4747 on tiktok / arthur miller, the crucible / cheryl strayed, tiny beautiful things: advice on love and life from dear sugar

[cokewithu]

Web weave on breaking up.

[cokewithu]

nah cos have u ever had someone wash ur skin in the shower and then kiss u and tell u that u have gorgeous eyes and then they dump u like wtf.

[cokewithu]

can u believe 5 hours later he dumped me

thinking of our next date i think i want to go to the movies<3 my local cinema is rlly cute they have couples seating in some theatres so u can cuddle!!! there's also a bookshop next door i wanna take him there while we wait for the movie to start and kiss him between the shelves <3 and theres lots of good restaurants we can have a nice dinner before the movie and maybe play some pool at the pub too hehe

[cokewithu]

i hate when boys have big brown eyes and pretty smiles i will fuck the shit out of you stop that

[cokewithu]

i just want to be held while someone whispers good boy in my ear :((

[cokewithu]

I want to cuddle him from behind while he makes us breakfast and we're both still a little tired so I'm out of it especially since I would have just woke up

Is that too much to ask??

[cokewithu]

I try to be nonchalant but I actually want a guy to cuddle and cut each other's hair and make coffee while listening to my cds and to spend late nights walking around talking about everything and nothing and-

[cokewithu]

the intimacy of sleeping together, but not in a sexual way. the intimacy of feeling the warmth of their body in a cool room. their hands hugging you tightly. the intimacy of synchronized breathing. sleepy half-kisses. feeling safe. feeling warm. waking up and realizing how much you love them. how precious this is. finding the happiness on the tip of your fingers, brushing their hair. closing your eyes again. pulling closer. falling asleep.

[cokewithu]

I want to be yours again please make me yours again

[cokewithu]

Jake Gyllenhaal and Heath Ledger Brokeback Mountain (2005) dir. Ang Lee

[cokewithu]

i woke up shivering from my dream this morning (it had you in it)

@/heavensghost on tumblr / unknown / richard siken / susan orlean / cool about it by boygenius / @/annalaura_art on tiktok / @/annalaura_art on tiktok / for your own good by leah horlick / the night we met by lord huron / richard siken / trista mateer / text: I thought id know you forever.. by Olivia Ruby - art: Watchmen by Dave Gibbons et al

[cokewithu]

Can’t begin to explain how much I want to be kissed. Kissing is just so nice and sweet and perfect and I want someone to grab me and tug me in for a soft, slow kiss so bad

[cokewithu]

i miss him :(

[cokewithu]

sighs i need someone to hug and cuddle