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Inspiring Interior in Berawa by @biombo_architects

Get Inspired, visit www.myhouseidea.com

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– Jamie Oliveira | from "Erosion"

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blue jacaranda blossom in 昆明kunming, yunnan province of china

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Rata Forest in New Zealand

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also a poem from the new, unreleased collection. very possibly my own all-time favourite.

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“I wanted to be where nobody I knew could ever come.” ― Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

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Joy Sullivan, from “These Days People Are Really Selling Me On California”, Instructions for Traveling West

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😂💜😉🧶 @crochetverse

Link to my blog/website: https://crochetml.com/

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I wrote you a love letter I never sent you.

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When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant.”

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Sometimes, I feel there's something awful wrong with me

Something other people cant see

I wonder if I'm not hurt enough or if I'm just too good at hiding it.

I think more than I should that there is something wrong with me

I dwell on this idea every once in a while but then I'll wash my face and if I scream loud enough in my head, the thought will go away

If I pretend hard enough that there is nothing there and then it wont be anymore

And as much as I bury it and dont tell myself and dont tell my friends its still there

Like an obssessive ghost following me with a cloud

It seems to never leave

And it brings with it the everlasting doubt if its even real

Happy sad happy sad, which one am I?

If I squeeze my eyes and focus hard enough it might go away, like a bad dream

But I'm not dreaming anymore

So tell once and for all is this real or not?

I seem to have forgotten, the line between reality and illusion has become so blurry in my head I barely know who I am

I feel like pieces of what's around me, talking like my cousins and dressing like my friends

A costume of a happy ending

Except deep down there is something I cant show, a kind of hidden jewel, so rare to me, that am such an open book

Read me, see me, feel me

Understand who I am then tell me what to do so I can do it right this time.

The line is so blurry it's like a fog in my brain

Making it impossible for me to discern the storm from the rain.

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