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my doctor told me to go to therapy and its pissing me off bc theres nothing they can tell me that i already dont know. what be grateful for shit? breathe whenever im angry? like

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idk how im still alive tbh

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im so stressed its so fucking over i cant do anything right

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i genuinely just feel so fuckjng awful

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cutting always makes me so sleepy.....

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not that i was going to swim at the hotel anyways bc thats disgusting but definitely not now that im cutting tn

i genuinely feel so fucking awful like everything is so awful im never good enough at anything

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i genuinely feel so fucking awful like everything is so awful im never good enough at anything

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genuinely so fucking stressed over my grades i got home and chugged the last of my two bottles

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bro i have four Bs IM KILLING MYSELFFFFFF

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honestlyyy like how do people just not get fucked up all the time everything is sooo fucking boring. i fucking hate being alive

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im cramping so badly fuck everything i hate my period

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last night i found a bunch of old yearbook photos of me when i was a little kid and i started breaking down sobbing it was the most cliche thing ever

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i dont think i can do another week

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and people are like "oh youre being a bitch" DO U THINK I WANT TO BE LIKE THIS? like i WISH i could just fucking be normal and that i didnt analyze and read into every action a man does but i cant!! im not fucking risking my safety over someones hurt feelings!!!

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its so hard for me to trust men like i really am sorry. this guys nice just awkward and clingy but i can just tell hes going to snap one day i dont fucking trust him. i swear to god hes so weird

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im never going to be normal ill never be able to have a normal relationship with anyone ever