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Just wanna say that I only discovered this blog recently (like in the last few days) and after reading your post about University Life I related so hard. Honestly, I've been playing for the past 6 years as well (I'm 20 lol) and I really developed a deep care for Lysander. Logging in and seeing in the Q and A that they only planned on keeping Nathaniel and Castiel from the previous path screwed me up in a much deeper way than I thought it would. (1/2)

It honestly felt so horrible having to give up on something I'd worked hard on like that. And even worse, I hated the ending they'd chosen for Lys in particular. Ending up on his parents' farm by himself just... I don't know, it was upsetting to me. I know you said this blog is closed down but I just wanted to vent in this space because I feel like no one else will understand. 'Oh, it's just a cartoon character!' A xx (2/2)

This blog is in Limbo mostly, since I can’t commit to fully abandoning it.

Everything about Lysander hurts my soul, even if I’m not interested in him romantically. But hey! There’s a spin-off for MCL starring Lysander coming soon! 

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No joke, I am very excited for the spin-off and you can be sure that I will purchase it if it cost real money in order to support future releases of more spin-offs.

With the removal of the AP and “Gold” cap, more redesigns of old HSL characters, the animation of those same characters, updated items from older episodes, and now an official Lysander spin-off, it’s like Christmas all over again. Finally, Beemoov is listening to us, even if it took over half a year.

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Every time I think I’m ready to reopen this blog, Beemoov goes and does something that makes me go “Nah, I think I should just keep these doors closed.”

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Future of This Blog on tumblr

So as most of you have heard, tumblr is trying to eradicate adult content on its site after having gone years without really doing anything about it. But it’s an imperfect system that a lot of safe blogs are going to get caught up in, myself included.

After going though all 1300+ posts on this blog, exactly 15 posts were flagged. Some I expected, like Nathaniel being in his boxers was flagged, but most of them were ridiculous, such as flagging “Anon Candy” or a group photo of everyone completely clothed. Of course I’ve sent in my appeals, but I have no idea how long that will take since I’m sure tumblr’s getting mass flooded with review requests at this time.

I know this blog has become inactive, but I leave it up so that people can enjoy it and also if I should one day want to come back and start posting confessions again (I was actually considering it). If tumblr can’t fix this issue, I may have to find this blog a new home. When and where that’ll be, I have no idea, but I’ll keep you all posted.

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You don't have to say sorry, I know how it is... It hurts it's worse than we had an ending for the game which would be candy marrying or something, instead of this. I just miss the days when we had episodes and this blog was one of my favorites it was really good I just hope that you are ok and happy ♥

I’ve gotten better since my little breakdown a month back. Coming up with headcanons that fix canon can be very therapeutic and I heavily encourage it.

This blog was a lot of fun for me, too. I loved it even when it stressed me out and I don’t ever want to fully abandon it... just in case.... I know it’s dumb to have hope at this point, but one can dream.

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I miss this blog so much.

I’m sorry, I miss it, too.

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You are magic & don't let anyone steal your sparks ;) I hope you get everything you have ever wished for <3 You deserve all the love in the world!

I don’t know where you came from, but you’re beautiful and I love you lots and lots! <3

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You dont have to post or reply to this. Just sending positive vibes because I know how rough it is to be a part of thisfandom, and you deserve to put it all behind you. I wish you well in your future

Thank you, it means a lot to me.

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NOOOO PLEASE DON'T GO!! I know we never actually talk but I feel like I'm losing a friend! Pleaseee don't go! I don't mind if you neve post with pictures again, but I love the confessions and I want to see more people drag Beemoov! And I love you so much please don't go!

You can follow me here if you want even though I’m not very active, but I’m sorry, I just don’t want to be a part of this mess anymore. This blog is just mostly going to be dedicated to answering people in the inbox, which is going to die down eventually and then it’ll fade out of existence. I’m sure there are other places you can go to find proper dragging of Beemoov and all its recent failures.

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I just wanted to say thanks for all the fun. I had fun here. I sent in a lot of confessions I knew would piss people off, it was a riot. Thanks for the fun and oh, happy birthday! (totally didn't just skim through your blog nope!) ♥

Heh, thanks. ^_^

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I was going to tell you that the whole mistake thing is a choice, but then i thought more about the conversation leading up to it and yeah, it's actually really bad because like Nath doesn't seem to care at all? like he's bragging about sleeping around with the other girls on the dorm and then brings up that you two fucked as well? so he's technically just put you on a Girls I Have Fucked list, so yeah, I feel like Candy's justified in calling it a mistake, but holy shit is that fucked up.

This made me sick all over again, but thanks for validating my choice to quit the game, I guess?

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1/2 Hello. You know, I left MCL a long time ago, I felt left behind having been only 15 or so episodes in when Episode 40 was released. I even sent in a confession here about it, I'm not sure if you remember. And while... I wasn't as attached to the game as some, I just wanted to tell you that blogs like yours made the game for me, I would check them every single day. And because of this, I don't regret my time on MCL, even if I believe the game has taken... the wrong path.

2/2 So I just wanted to thank you, as well as everyone who contributed to this blog and others who made me laugh time and time again. And just so you know, this canon that Beemove has set up doesn't have to be *your* canon. Ignore it, this is supposed to be your candies love story, not whoever this stranger is in UL ;) I hope you are able to forget about this mess and move on, anyways. And again, thank you, I will miss this place <3 

That means a lot to me, really. Thank you. I remember making this blog because of how much I loved other confession blogs before mine, but they became inactive, so I decided to create my own. In that time I’ve met so many wonderful people in the fandom and made many friends. It was so much fun being sent confessions people had about the game, posting them, and then watching people talk about them. I honestly wish I could’ve continued to enjoy it. Still, thank you to everyone who made this blog possible. Without you, it would never have gotten this far.

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Will you be active somewhere else? I think you're a really neat person 💕 I would love to continue following and supporting you

My main blog is DawnTheCreator, but I’m pretty inactive there, too. I usually post once a month since I’m more of a lurker than anything else.

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I'm sad to see you go. I've been following this blog for a long time now. But I understand your choice, this has game turned into such a garbage.

I feel bad for coming back after a long hiatus just to leave again on a more permanent note. There isn’t really much else I can say on it. I’m just so disappointed.

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Can ppl who play the new mcl say what the reason was why candy break up and how they view everything

I’m not sure I fully understand what you’re asking, but in the game, the break up is due to the distance being too costly for Candy and her boyfriend. Candy’s view is determined by the game and some dialogue choices depending on which guy is her ex.

Players are free to make their own headcanons, but the game won’t recognize it, of course.

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I’m Done

I’m sorry for those who are fans of this blog, but I’m done. University Life is only three episodes in and it’s been killing me inside since day one of its existence. I can’t even get my thoughts together to properly explain why I’m so hurt over this. These last fifty confessions are over a month old, but most of them hurt to read because it’s still a problem that’ll never get fixed. And seeing some of the reactions to the more depressing confessions... just leaves me brokenhearted. Though I should be used to that by now, I guess it’s just everything hitting me all at once, there isn’t much time to get over the first blow.

But the final nail in the coffin is from the game itself. I’ve tried really hard to avoid spoilers from UL. I knew it was futile, but I could mostly handle it as long as I had my Happy Ending in Epsiode 40 of HSL. I could cry over the shocking new spoilers for an hour, go the rest of the day feeling dead inside, but just look back on HSL and remember this is my Happy Ending and be fine the next day. But Beemoov just couldn’t let me have that.

Just a warning here, there are University Life spoilers ahead, specifically for Nathaniel, but I’m not putting it under a cut since I honestly don’t care anymore.

In the canon game of University Life, if Nathaniel is Candy’s ex, she’ll say that going to bed with Nathaniel back in Episode 40 was a mistake that she won’t make twice. Candy views her first time to be a mistake if it was with Nathaniel. Just... How fucking dare you, Beemoov? How fucking dare you make my character say that going to bed with the boy she loved and shared her first time with was a fucking mistake? I’m struggling to even process it. In canon, Candy views my Happy Ending as a mistake. When I look back on that illustration, my Candy is supposed to view that moment as a mistake.

I’m done. This game is dead to me. I didn’t spend six fucking years and all that money just for it to be pissed away and mean absolute shit, to be told that everything I did was a mistake. I can’t even enjoy the old game. It’s unplayable with this new system and every illustration is just a constant reminder that the future is terrible.

Again, I’m sorry to the fans of this blog, but I only made it because of how much I loved this game. And I don’t anymore. It’ll still be here, I’ll leave the inbox open, I suppose, but... this is now a dead blog.

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I quit.