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Death enjoys my company

Ghosted this account for so long because I have a dead boyfriend, I live in a dead man's house, driving a dead man's truck. All separate people. God. Stuck between death finds comfort in me and what the actual fucking hell is wrong with me that I collect death. Insert gross joke here — I actually am a collector of death — insects, bones etc. I love death and I guess so does She.

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The Goetic Spirits

The entities mentioned in the Ars Goetia are a complex group of beings that have been severely misunderstood due to the Abrahamic religions. Should you wish to work with these entities, it is good to be aware of their background and the trauma they have been forced through. The Goetic demons are the ancient gods who joined Lucifer, the First Light, during their war against the Usurper, the Abrahamic god. All these entities have been through a great deal and so I despise anyone who attempts at controlling them, which Lucifer had managed to prevent from happening again years ago. But the trauma had still been done. 

I would first like to make it very clear that attempting to enslave any spirit is horrid and cruel. Just because they aren’t human, it does not mean they are lesser beings and cannot think nor feel. These entities are ancient and know a great deal more than any human could, yet they choose to still be mentors despite their past traumas. If you want to work with the Goetia, keep in mind the pain and lies put upon them by humans and approach them with compassion and honesty. It is also beneficial to understand that spirits (depending on their species) have different morals than humans, so if you don’t like something they did, communicate that with them. Also please remember that the Goetic beings are Royalty in Hell, be respectful and dress in your best attire if you do not wish to offend them; they likely won’t get angry if it’s a mistake but just be sure to show proper manners. You wouldn’t act in certain ways towards human Royalty so behave in that manner towards the Goetia. 

The way that demons teach humans is through strife and trials, for wisdom cannot be gained through walking a smooth path. The pillar of Enlightenment is gained by the worthy who fight tooth and nail to become wise, strong, and capable. Demons of Hell are thus mentors who guide knowledge-seekers through the fire and into the Truth. It is also good to keep in mind that the rulerships of demons were often written to be their opposites in order to make them seem evil, such examples are Lucifer being lies when he is truth/knowledge, Lilith being infertility when she is motherhood/fertility, Beelzebub being gluttony when he is physical health, Asmodeus being lust when he is love/compassion, Mammon being greed when he is generosity. So for this reason, do not judge these beings without speaking to them and learning from them, they will not deceive you, they have nothing to gain from that.

My workings with these entities have been nothing but kind and beneficial, but there are dangers to be aware of. I’ve noticed that some people who try to summon a demon end up getting an actual malicious being, the things I call “tar spirits”. These entities are basically hatred incarnates made of tar and they enjoy impostering demons in order to cause fear and further ruin their reputations. In order to prevent coming into contact with these malicious imposters, please remember to energetically ward your space completely (no gaps) and program it to allow only the demon in. Once ready, just speak to the demon of your choosing and request them to come see you, at which point you may begin talking to them and give an offering if you wish. Please remember to be respectful and don’t make any assumptions on what they’re like, they’ve been through a lot. This path is all about questioning things and seeking truth independently; not allowing oneself to be a sheep or dependent on what you read in books. Other than that, please always be cautious and don’t ever try to command these entities, just be generous as you would be with any other guest.

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Analayses of the Major Arcana symbols in the Rider-Waite deck. Getting a sense for the layout and balance of themes so as to emulate as such in my own format. Again, feel free to provide input!

(2/2) Major Arcana

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Tarot - Major Arcana

These are just short basic descriptions to help get through the cards

Fool

Upright

Beginnings

Innocence

Spontineity

Free spirit

Reversed

Holding back

Recklessness

Risk-taking

Magician

Upright

Manifestation

Resourcfulness

Power

Inspired action

Reversed

Manipulation

Poor planning

Untapped talents

High Priestess

Upright

Intuition

Sacred knowledge

Divine feminine

The subconious mind

Reversed

Secrets

Disconnected from intuition

Withdrawal and silence

Empress

Upright

Femininity

Beauty

Nature

Nurturing

Abundance

Reversed

Creative block 

Dependence on others

Emperor

Upright

Authority

Establishment

Structure

A father figure

Reversed

Domination 

Inflexibility 

Excessive control 

Lack of discipline

Herophant

Upright

Spiritual wisdom

Religious beliefs

Conformity

Tradition

Institutions

Reversed

Personal beliefs 

Freedom 

Challenging the status quo

Lovers 

Upright

Love

Harmony

Relationships

Values alignment

Choices

Reversed

Self-love 

Misalignment of values 

Imbalance 

Disharmony

Chariot

Upright

Control

Willpower

Success

Action

Determination

Reversed

Self-discipline 

Opposition 

Lack of direction

Strength

Upright

Strength

Courage

Persuasion

Influence

Compassion

Reversed

Inner strength

Self-doubt

Low energy

Raw emotion

Hermit

Upright

Soul-searching

Introspection

Being alone

Inner guidance

Reversed

Withdrawal 

Loneliness 

Isolation

Wheel

Upright

Good luck

Karma

Life cycles

Destiny

A turning point

Reversed

Back luck

Resistance to change

Breaking cycles

Justice

Upright

Justice

Fairness

Truth

Cause and effect

Reversed

Unfairness

Lack of accountability

Dishonesty

Hanged Man

Upright

Pause 

Surrender

Letting go

New perspective

Reversed

Delays

Resistance

Stalling

Indecision

Death

Upright

Endings

Change

Transformation

Transition

Reversed

Resistance to change

Personal transformation

Inner purging

Tempernace

Upright

Balence

Moderation

Patience

Purpose

Reversed

Imbalence

Excess

Self-healing

Re-alignment

Devil

Upright

Shadow self

Attachment

Addiction

Restriction

Sexuality

Reversed

Releasing limiting beliefs

Exploring dark thoughts

Detachment

Tower

Upright

Sudden change

Upheaval

Chaos

Revelation

Awakening

Reversed

Persoanl transformation

Far of change

Averting disaster

Star

Upright

Hope

Faith

Purpose

Renewal

Spirituality

Reversed

Lack of faith

Despair

Selt-trust

Disconnection

Moon

Upright

Illusion

Fear

Anxiety

Subconcious

Intuition

Reversed

Release of fear

Repressed emotion

Inner confusion

Sun

Upright

Positivity

Fun

Warmth

Success

Vitality

Reversed

Inner child

Feeling down

Overly optimistic

Judgement

Upright

Judgement

Rebirth

Inner calling

Absolution

Reversed

Self-doubt

Inner critic

Ignoring the call

World

Upright

Completion

Integration

Accomplishment

Travel

Reversed

Seeing personal closure

Short-cuts

Delays

And as always, merry meet <3

Atti

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Life is settling down finally after almost a year...

I now live in the middle of nowhere, 10 minutes from a beach (that u cant access in the winter due to there being 4 feet of snow)

I don't feel like typing so here's a photo dump

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Hey Is (N.A ♓️) gonna be our english teacher this upcoming school year? -G.I.K ♑️ -school’s initials are L.A.E.M.G.P 🤍

Yes I think it is interesting to note though that the two runes I got represent strength and luck. So maybe this school year you will have luck on your side and in that, find your strength!

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Hi, there. Just stumbled upon your page and i would love a free reading from you. My name is Cheryl. I'm a Capricorn sun, Gemini moon & Virgo rising. My question is: "Do you see me being financially independent in the future?".

Maybe... But not for a ways to come

I felt called to use runes 💕

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Hey guys I'll have some readings out later today! 💕✨

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shr, scorpio! Im trying to know which country is the right place for me and has opportunities for me, im trying to pursue my master's from abroad. The countries are russia, japan & singapore. Thank you!!!

Please resubmit with your name. Zodiac sign is also helpful but optional

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Hi, can you tell me if Im going to do my internship in january? thank you

Please resubmit with your name. Zodiac sign is also helpful but optional ✨

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Hi! How are you? Can i get a free reading about my future career? What's my true calling? Thank you so much🙏❤️

I would love to do a reading for you if you could resubmit with your name please 💕

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Hi! I wanna know who is my true love(long-term relationship/marriage ) , how does he look like (astrology and characteristics/older/younger/career )? Will he be a musician ? I am a capricorn sun 2nd house, gemini moon 7th house capricorn venus 1st/2nd house (close) and pisces mars 3rd house conjunct IC, and i would like a free tarot reading. Thank you very much🙏😇

Thank you for including zodiac signs it makes the reading so much smoother! Please resubmit with your name and I would be happy to give you a reading!

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Hi, if your readings are still open i was wondering if you could tell me something about the gay I'm interested, in is anything going to happen between us? Thank you in advance, love your blog 🌷🌷🌷

Please resubmit with your name! Zodiac signs are also helpful but optional 💕

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I recently started my first serious relationship, if you’re still up for free readings could you maybe do a relationship tarot spread? Thank you so much, would mean the world! Have a blessed day! 🧿

Yes of course! 💕 Please include your name or initials. Zodiac signs are helpful but not needed!

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HOLY FUCK you guys! I lost the email to this account and couldn't get back in! I lit some incense and did some ✨ witchcraft ✨ cleansed myself and boom all of a sudden I remember it????? Omfg I missed you guys!!! Pop in my ask box for some readings dude!

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Hi. I'd like to know how my partner (Jae) is feeling about our relationship. My name is Jess. I'm a Pisces and she is a Capricorn. Thank you so much! Blessed be!

Hello. Free readings are closed please direct message me if you want a paid reading. Thank you!! 😊

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I needed this

𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 . 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐢𝐭