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𝔐𝔦𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔢𝔩 𝔎𝔢𝔯𝔟𝔬𝔴

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shiner beer fixes almost all my problems and woes. for the rest, i have amazing lady friends. they usually bring shiner.

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rest in peace, samantha. 

fuck heroin. 

stay strong, samantha

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Olga Baumert

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feelin magical

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some of my VHS tapes

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Been a long time but just have to keep getting this out because this week has made me realize how quiet I was for so long.

My old boss just got fired for poor performance on a Thursday. And then on the following Monday things started coming out and my ceo asked if he ever said or did anything to me based on other things being said.

So I told him the inappropriate jokes and lewd questions, but it was all just supposed to be funny. And usually after hours when we were all out & about drinking.

But then I told him about that time back in May when I had just been promoted and he had just closed the biggest deal in the company and we had out big company-wide celebration…

…when at the end of the night when I was leaving and he texted me his hotel room number and said I should come up…

…and when I didn’t reply he texted how inappropriate that was and how sorry he was…

…but the jokes got worse and the questions got more aggressive…

But he’s gone now and I finally told someone and suddenly I feel so much worse than when I was pretending that none of it was a big deal.

And I’m tired in a way I’ve never been before.

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I never knew that I could be so capable of great things

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Espiral / Spiral (2018)

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Theda Bara (1915)

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禿山のファンアートを描いてたはずが別のところに着地した。