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At VicRoads,

there’s a license plate that hangs on the wall.

It says BE168.

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09/09/2017

Be wished me a happy birthday.

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23/06/2017

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16/06/2017

Thank you for making it in the first place.

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23/05/2017

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Happy birthday Be, in case you need a transcript.

Dear Be,

I'm writing this on my last day in japan, so some of what I write may not apply or make sense by the time this reaches you. I hope you have a wonderful birthday. You certainly deserve it, after everything you have been through. I am happy that things are better for you. As you already know, I went to Japan. I decided I needed a break from all this and whether to decide I would leave or not. I still haven't decided. I am sorry; for all the pain and suffering I caused. I am a failure of a best friend and that of a friend. However, I am willing to wait and accept my punishment.

I said to you that I'm willing to wait forever. I meant it. I still do, whether that means waiting for you to be friends with me again or anything else. To me, you are The Woman. You eclipse and predominate the entirety of your gender.

I will write aabout my trip in Japan after this letter. My faith in humanity is faltering, but I'm still trying, just as you asked. As for how I'm going after you left, I'm not sure how to answer that. Since that time, I've started to suspect that connection with another person, real connection, simply isn't possible for me anymore. I'm curious if you disagree, although I suspect that you feel as I do in this, as you do in so many other things. So tell me; is it possible to truly know another person? Is it even a worthwhile pursuit?

Yours is the only opinion I'll trust, the only point of view that holds even the faintest interest. I find my diversions, as I always do, but the days are long in this grey world.

I dearly hope you'll write soon.

Ever yours, love,

Julian Le

Be

Batman

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22/02/2017 v2

A mixture of sadness and happiness, but it's going here anyway because it makes me feel somewhat content.

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22/02/2017

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26/01/2017

Had a dream be talked to me again.

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23/12/2016

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Watched Kimi No Na Wa

In hindsight, I shouldn't have watched it.

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25/11/2016

I'm thankful for the memories, even if they do make me sad.

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23/11/2016

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14/11/2016

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10/10/2016

Be got a job today.

I'm so proud of her.

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02/10/2016

Packed up and drove home. Ate kfc for lunch. Got home and played some ffxiv.

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01/10/2016

Traversed up the hill. Very tiring but very worth. Got some Batman shots now. Got high with the boys. Fun night.