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Hi Toni! Since you’re in the bdsm world I figured I could ask you and get a nuisanced answer. It’s nothing serious but when Pedro literally said “I’m into submission” how did you read that? As in, is he into being submissive for his partner or into a partner that’s submissive? Either way it was cute lol he’s a tease and KNOWS what’s he’s doing

hi hi. sorry for taking months to answer this but I have a lot of nuance as requested.

the short answer: I didn't. I didn't read into it.

rambly nuanced answer under the cut

Here comes the moment when I have to confess that while yes, he's a good actor and an attractive man, I'm a character girlie through and through. I'm adjacent to his fandom because I'm here for Din (and to some extent, Joel). I've read fic from his other roles because I'm a slut for fic from fantastic writers, regardless of the character. Stuff he (and other celebrities) says and does doesn't interest me much.

I can't get past the fact that he and others are actors. They're professional, highly skilled liars. Maybe this is an ND thing; idk. I'm not going to weigh in on whether there's some genuine self-expression. It's just that when I look at an actor, I know they're selling me something. An idea, an image, a movie, an ideology. something.

and that's okay! that's their job.

but I'm not invested in their personal lives, the private or public versions.

this is NOT to say you can't or shouldn't be. this is, as always, a no judgement zone. and i assume he says these things knowing they will spark conversation and speculation. like you said, he knows what he's doing. it simply doesn't interest me but if it brings you joy, then i love that for you.

sorry that this wasn't quite the nuance you were looking for 😬and sorry that I am incapable of being Fun but i love you and i love any discussions y'all want to have.

(all that being said, in the nature of good innocent fun, I'd guess by the phrasing that he was implying he is into submitting.)

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“i wouldn’t do that” “i wouldn’t say that” “i wouldn’t wear that” “i wouldn’t kiss them” too bad you pedantic dorks, you’re not the one in control here.

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love, joel

happy father’s day to him and him only!!!!

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Joel Miller 48/??

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um 👉🏻 👈🏻 do you know if there will be any teabagging in any of the following alpha joel chapters hehe 🤭 it’s like a lil treat, like those carnival games where you have to eat a donut from a string except here it’s joel’s balls 🤭🤭 (and not on a string i hope, idek how that’d work lol) he could just plop em on my face lol and id be happy as a clam

oooh. not in of rage and ruin but I'm gonna file this away for a dark!joel wip I'm (very slowly) cookin'. literally just wrote a couple sentences about this in the draft. kissing u full on the mouth (if you want).

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Tying you up before I fuck your face so you can't stop me from using both hands to move your head up and down on my dick as if your mouth is just a warm, tight Fleshlight.

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love the idea of soothing someone into submission. you've had a long day, sweetheart, why don't you let me do the thinking for a bit? i know you like to be in control, but it can be exhausting. surely you've earned a little relaxation after all your hard work. don't you want to rest a bit? unclench your jaw, relax your muscles, let your legs fall open. i want the only thought in that lovely head to be how good you feel.

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you have a quarter quell/the last of us au?!

I doooooo! it's short form and angsty, featuring joel, ellie, and reader during the 75th quarter quell: side by side with me

(it takes lore from both and uses it as it pleases. don't expect canon compliance pls lol)

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subs unintentionally corrupting their dom by simply existing. all of my fucked up fantasies exist because of you. i can’t get you out of my head, you occupy my every thought. i don’t remember who i was before you came along. you did this to me. this is all your fault, pet.

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i <3 you reader with an intricate personality that's nothing like mine, i <3 you reader with a detailed backstory that has nothing to do with mine, i <3 you reader that would say and do things i would never do, i <3 you reader that is actually the writer's projection, i <3 you reader that isn't me and never will be me, i <3 you reader that i get to self-insert into and finish the fic and love it just the same as i would if the reader was very similar to me, i <3 you reader that the fic is centered about more than the character, i <3 you reader like you are the character the fic is about, i <3 you reader i <3 you reader's fic i <3 you writer for writing reader

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awwww nooo, poor reader, she would get sick/unconscious? :( lol joel being the omega tho im dead, hes just holding his legs open and readers like GET READY!! :)

look I have a weak spot for bottom Joel. and sub Joel, not that they’re the same Joel necessarily.

if you see me posting omega!joel someday don’t be surprised. he needs to be bred. pls let me breed that middle aged man. (probably no mpreg but breeding kink go brrrrr)

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I don’t need therapy i need a grilled cheese & my pussy ate

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genuinely i think everyone would be so much happier if we simply accepted that fanfiction isn’t supposed to be realistic at all, it’s just supposed to make you happy. ​these freaks are currently 20k words into pining for each other while living under the same roof and working the same job, fuck realism tbh

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Choking you and using a vibe to force you to orgasm while I fuck you in the ass so your hole clenches around my cock

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Joel Miller 46/??

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We really need to talk about how good balls are more bc like,,,, mouth stuffed full, nose pressed into their pubes, cock resting on your face,,, the picture of cute, dumb submission,,, you’re not gonna make them cum with any of your licking and sucking but it makes them feel good and it makes you look like a desperate slut,,,, them forcing your head into them, nose filling with their musk, head spinning,,, I’m just a bonus to your jerk off session <333